Fake News v. The Good News

2020

Where u at?

NOT materialistically. . . .

Where u at SPIRITUALLY?

Saving the "country" . . . saving the "world" . . .  . . ain't what it's about and never was.

Jesus, God . . . already did that.

Death is on the doorstep, always. . . .

Distraction from the main purpose . . . cause . . . is the big effort going on in the world right now, as always. . . . Nothing new.  Nothing new under the sun.  For real.

Don't let that just be an idea. . . .

LIVE IT!

Everything, full-court press going on right now . . . is designed and pressing . . . to get you to forget yourself--your soul, who knows God.

2020 . . . is no different than any other "year".  It's always now.  It's about our relationship--REAL relationship with THE LORD, Creator of all that is, was, and will be!

Praises, don't take the bait, don't take the ticket.  Don't fall out.

And you won't, and you can't, if you are His.  Which is fantastic!  Yes, you are in the fight, the struggle, experiencing something near-to miraculous.  It WOULD be a miracle, if it weren't just simply and naturally a part of His Being and Personality and Intent. . . .

But it's not anything unusual for Him.  That is, to do what He will.  To design and guide and accompany . . . His children along The Way.

It's the Good News.  The rest is fake news.

GOD IS GOOD--HE IS!!!!

Yeah . . . it's a day . . .

That . . . through tradition . . . we "celebrate" as The Lord, THE GOD'S birthday......

Bottom line

GOD IS GOOD

AND HE IS

THAT HE IS

!!!!!!!!!

HE (yes, HE!) never stops blowing my mind.....!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER STOPS BEING WHO HE IS THAT HE IS! (Blows your mind too, I don't doubt, AND RELISH!)..............

Fall on face

Worship FOREVER!

LOVE GOD!

LOVE

GOD, The Lord of ALL, Jesus Christ, Yeshua...

(Aaaaaannnndddd this Jesuit freaky "pope" saying lately to not "preach Jesus"...?  Ha!... Yeah, just confirms, ... not that we needed it . . . . that that "church" is . . . . . . . . . . . . . . OF THE DEVIL!)

Fall On My Face

Recitation vs. Direction. . . .....

The difference between  "self-help" (direction) books . . . that try to teach you how to have a "better"life.....

VERSUS books (A Book, actually) that is given from God . . . that reveals what is. . . .

Is the difference between those (devilish fiends) who would direct and try to guide and control you....

Versus . . . The One True And Only God Who has Written what IS . . . and what will be, according to His Will.  (Time is not what we've been told.....)(YOU HAVE FAITH BECAUSE YOU ARE "CHOSEN")

So......

It's either YOU running things... (nope) .... OR HIM, GOD... (yep)....
(Recitation vs. Direction).....

I LOVE GOD!   HE RULES ALL! .. It is so amazing and wondrous and (nearly) incomprehensible . . . ! that HE  is in creative control OF ALL and that . . . He invites us, "ELECTS" US to be a part of the deeper experience and understanding of it, of HIM. . . . [AND BY NO MEANs DO I MEAN TO SAY WE come close to experience and understanding it!] ... Yet we do.... A Spark is in us , which He has deigned to respect . . . which is truly a part of Him--His majesty!....We have no idea how blessed we are to be even in a sliver of His realm. . . . .

BUT THEN ALSO . . . there is no end to Him.! We are barely seeing the glory of His Being, even in this fantastic, wonderful world He has made for us to experience!  It goes on and on and on and on and on . . . . . . unending! .... EVER deepening and increasing layers and levels of experiencing and communicating and relating to Him FOREVER!!!!! AND with each other, as family . . . as friends . . . as Children, Siblings . . .  of The Most High!

Yes, I am a Christian mystic, as I've never denied.  I See the hem of His robe. . . . I sometimes See the very . . . (infinitesimally) slight . . . dust of His Glorious wake. . . . . GOD IS ALL.  HE IS THAT HE IS!  God bless you and blesses you . . . if you can See, Hear, . . . Feel, Know, . . . .a shred of His reality, praise God!  He is HOLY! ... HE IS GOOD!.... HE IS LOVE!... HE IS JUSTICE! .... I praise God!.... He blows me away! ... I fall on my face!  God bless you.... !

Last Post Addendum (and then some!)

Regarding that last post.... It means . . . while you are (necessarily and worshipfully) submitted to, and gloriously humiliated before God . . . you DO NOT and SHOULD NOT be humiliated or be put-upon, or cower to . . . the un-elect--The Demon's minions.!

Stop "looking up" to people . . . you should be "looking down" upon.  They are not your masters!  GOD is your master!  Treat them as the props they are.  Props are props . . . and they are needed and generally well taken care of.  BUT do not let the props and the puppets and the character-actors hold more sway over you than they should (which is NONE other than the very generally day-to-day maneuvers and necessary interactions).  They are but a challenge--a means to test your spiritual acuity.  Having faith in God, belief . . . hope . . . knowledge . . . is enough to sustain and protect you from their (mindless/soul-less) designs.  They are like the "Wizard Of Oz"--the shrinking, machinating little man behind the curtain of smoke and mirrors--magic tricks. . . .

It is an honor to God when His children--His people--do NOT cower against the edifice/Babel tower of lies and intrigue.  But instead, they see the props and puppets for what they are--hence no bowing before them.  A royal, eternal army are we.  Just.  Good.  Strong.  Faithful.  Worshipful.

GOD IS

OUR LORD IS THAT HE IS

("they" can't stop me or you from PRAISING GOD!--nope!)

God bless and protect you each!  Love you, strengthen you in Jesus' Name..........!!!!!!!
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(p.s., for those tracking closely, I just made some new edits and added more precise, revelatory language to recently prior "Worshipful!!! Near!!!" blog entry.....       http://brothomasblog.blogspot.com/2019/12/worshipful-near.html

Stop Looking. . . . At Demon Scum

"Stop looking up to people you should be looking down on."

Yep.  That's a quote of mine.  It was a revelation . . . I got . . . in some earlier years. . . .  I would surmise around 1987?  Hard to tell these days when time is being so messed with. . . . But I think that is about right.......

Anyhow . . . it is in no way as impertinent as it might seem on the surface.  Actually, it is a totally God honoring phrase, submissive . . . and recognizing His sovereignty.  AND all about not being subjected to the devil's playthings, his creepy minions.....

It is a very important--I dare say--weapon . . . in the spiritual battle. 

Let me explain. . . .

Very many times . . . as a Believer . . . you are set upon.  You are undermined.  You are belittled and subjugated and deliberately demoralized.  Psychopaths . . . and the living dead . . . and the general unregenerate, through their generations-long schemes and current consciousness and programming--will have you in a place where you seem to be looking "up" . . . looking to someone in "authority"....and intended to be submitted to.... Yet, it's all a bluff.  THEY are the ones that should be (quite literally) looked down upon.  THEY are going to (love and desire) Hell.

Beware that trick.

It's like the Wizard Of Oz.... the little man behind the curtain.... using tricks and smoke and mirrors, so-to-speak . . . to KEEP YOU DOWN IN YOUR MIND AND SOUL! NO!  NO!....

We don't cave to that!
We do not get fooled and submitted to that sort of nonsense!

Don't kowtow . . . to those who ought (if they had a lick of sense) be kowtowing to YOU! 

(And We don't even look for, nor crave "kowtowing!".... HENCE... why ..... DON'T LOOk UP TO THEM! THEY ARE DEMON SCUM!)!!!!

WORSHIPFUL!!! NEAR!!!

Consent.  Beware . . . consent.  Why do they/he always present--whether coded or not--their ill plan ahead of time?  They/he . . . always reveal an intent. . . .  Because YOU must consent.  He (the evil one) has no power, but what is given, what is consented to.  God gives it to him, for His purpose . . . then he (the wicked one) would (arrogantly) grant it to you--that is, grant you the opportunity to CONSENT, to join, should you choose . . . in evil, in rebellion, in lies. . . .

The Rebel's methods are to surround and suffocate and to so thoroughly engulf you within and without, such that consenting seems to be the only way out, to maintain, or better yet, "advance". . . .

Threats . . . intimidation . . . trickery . . . temptation . . . allures to pride. . . . Whatever and all means are used . . . to create such a noise and fog, that you cannot see The Way.

The Way . . . is The Truth.

Beware consent.  Beware being led astray by any number of seductions--be they physical or mental or heart-worn or transcendental. . . . The trickster tempter will come . . . always . . . in all ways . . . seeking this or that consent . . . in his designs.  He will lie and come portending the end of your suffering--a false saviour. . . . He plays upon your pain, your suffering and would have it that you calumny God, shaking a fist and cursing The Father. . . .

And induce envy--envying those who he has already subverted, and thus, they being quickly rewarded and glittering, will be shown to your face such that envy, jealousy ensue.  Which they will.  A pang of covetousness will strike. . . . Jealousy . . . envy. . . . LOOK OUT FOR THESE GHOULS!

But then . . . do you consent to follow his (The Rebel's) way where he would relieve your suffering and assuage your envy?  And even then further, will add pleasure and fame?  For a time. . . . ?

Or do you share in your Master's burden?  Do you suffer with The One who saved your eternal soul?  And shout "NO!" at the devil!?

Beware the one who would but relieve your suffering in this world . . . but who has no power or authority in the next. . . . !

The battlefield is consent.  It is a field of consent. . . . Relinquishing to the tempter . . . OR NOT . . . is where the fight is being waged. . . .

Praise God! Who is in all, above all, beyond all, within all, creator of all, sustainer of all, purpose and being of all!  Within, of and for Him . . . we have our being and purpose.

It is obvious, albeit subjected to (The Creator), there is another whose purpose is to thwart and test . . . the child's (soul's) consent.

This is a heavy notice.  Tonight I saw things.  I also saw how close and real and imminent . . . the "next world" is.  Time is not like we've commonly understood it.  Nor is space.  We have been deeply deceived as to general waking, day-to-day reality.  I've seen into it before--the night I got saved, the night of the great "dressing down" some years ago. . . .

For some un-earned reason . . . tonight, I saw more of it.  It is close.  It is very real.  It is "now" in a sense.  Time is not what we've been told or taught about.  Our minds have been severely controlled and directed as to certain directed modes and motivations and inertia . . . of daily consciousness.

The TRUTH is very near, very close, very "physical" even . . . and not in the realm of puerile imagination. 

Heaven . . . the next world . . . is here, close.   Sometimes the veil slips, or rather, is let slip for a moment, and one can see in. . . . .

In that world--a mere moment's glance . . . seems to hold generations of knowledge--profound depth and breadth of understanding and vision and instantly grasped knowledge.--of spiritual matters. . . .

One quick view . . . and it's enough to write a book about!

But for now . . . ha! . . . we've got a blog. . . .

He loves the least.
He loves His creation.
He is love.
He is incomprehensible in His magnificence and intelligence and scope and bounds and depth and personality and endless other qualities. . . .  Yet, He has deigned to give a creature, even fallen, such as us, a chance, a glimpse, a resemblance, a type--albeit infinitesimally--to experience and witness and extol and revel in Him!

It is beyond our understanding--except on a spiritual level . . . it can be graciously grasped. . . .,
The enemy seeks to destroy and distract and fog up . . . our vision so that we cannot see what is right before us.  What, WHO!, is right with us. . . . .

Oh my Lord. . . . !
You are astounding!  Wonderful!  Supreme!  Worshipful!  Worshipful! Worshipful!

Music/Culture-World Update (personal)

My experience/experiment foraying back into the "music scene" has been interesting, stimulating and, as expected--though not hoped for--typically frustrating.  On the most important side, I've had not a few intense and fruitful chances to reveal my faith--have discussions, offer testimony etc., in places and with (mostly young) people where it is rarely dared to be presented. 

Somewhat surprisingly, a good portion of the young musicians I've come to know and interact with (millennials for the most part) are NOT completely brainwashed nor buying the current "SJW" ubiquitous cultural narrative.  Many are quite aware of the various conspiracies and lies that have been foisted on us through past and recent history.  I found I was nearly always able to bring up issues and point out ("politically incorrect") truths without "triggering" anyone, without being shouted down, shunned, black-balled etc.  Many of them--at least the (mostly) musicians and fans I've been involved with, are quite open-minded and not so viciously dogmatic as is typically portrayed in the media.  And, as mentioned, most critically, I, along with my wife who came to all the shows, were on a several occasions able to get into some deep, religious/spiritual conversations.  At a bar! At a music club!  That was my hope. [sidenote: the only person who has "stiffed" me re getting paid for a gig, out of probably close to a 100 shows I've done the past 3 years, is a "trans" who is constantly bitc*ing and carrying on on social media about being treated unjustly by others.]

Also, my own new music that I've created and has gotten some exposure locally and globally a bit, is filled with messages, pointers, depictions, revelations etc., about the nature and importance of the spiritual battle--albeit dressed in poetic/artistic language.  [SEE BELOW, ie., some lyrics of mine along such lines from my recent songs.]

The expected, always frustrating part, is how controlled the music "business" is.  And especially now.  It is virtually impossible to make any money selling music anymore, unless you are (sold out) and connected to the beast industry.  It doesn't help being a straight, older, white dude haha! There are ways to pull it off, but it takes some $ backing and/or lots of spare time.  I haven't given up.  I CAN'T not keep creating regardless, whether it gets out there or not.  I've always been writing, and when able, recording my songs, since about age 7!

I've had to take a bit of a break (unfortunately!--as I do drastically love performing live and recording! It energizes my whole life!). . . . But it's all relatively costly to maintain in a small music market, such as Salt Lake City.  [Ie., if I were able to play in the UK and parts of Europe, I would be "crushing"--be able to make an actual living at music--many over there have told me and I don't doubt it.]  Most (not all) shows here, I am only able to make enough to get the band paid (who I always pay before myself).  And I simply don't have enough time and/or $ that it takes to promote my songs online, which you have to do to ever get any kind of return there.

Nevertheless, I forge on, still intent on trying to interject some LOGOS-based art and music BACK into this decadent, dark culture, not wanting to leave the battlefield SOLELY to The Enemy!

To that end, should anyone like to help, I have started a very modest Gofundme campaign to at least get one new song recorded toward (hopefully) a new Ep release in the spring.  That link is here:  https://www.gofundme.com/f/saving-real-music-saving-rnr-soul-folk?pc=fb_co_campmgmt_w&rcid=r01-15734120866-c55396f71b594ea5&utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=fb_co_campmgmt_w&fbclid=IwAR2wnGVYv8NTGiwNQd2QonFfly8ToDM2hLkeXtkNVRwiwp5iRCx9QOv5eZE

In other news, I still hope to get some sort of streaming show/podcast going, which will be quite unique and multifaceted (again, ye ol' time and money would say otherwise, grrrr).  And I hope to have some new material re the "memoir" series.  I'm doing some research into some family history that I think is interesting (I find family history fascinating, always have--and well, history in general I love--reading Plutarch AGAIN currently among other things).

Take care, stay faithful, press on and God bless!

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TRIALS OF THE DEMISPHERE

(Words/Music: Tom Larsen)

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
oooh oooh oooh oooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Strangeland strangers grieving
Quicksand meme believing
Vessels of wrath seething
Not my home I'm leaving

Day I landed I looked around
Saw monster puppets with lying sound
Vipers leading who rule by fear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere

Swirling divas with nightmare's bold
Tried to kill me before I'm old
Run for cover and keeping clear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere

Oh yeah
Oh yeah

Trauma-based mind-wash is in control
Spiritual circuit is blasted whole
Conscience-sensing is what they sear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere

Borders crashing release the hounds
Durga rising in all the towns
Walk right through it my Ghost is here, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere

Oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
oooh oooh oooh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

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SHHH

(Words-Music: Tom Larsen)

I saw you walking up the street the other day
Terror on your face, aimed at me I'd say
Lasers on your shoulders, something I must've said
Speaking out of program
It's vapors for the dead
Shhh--fragile eyes meet the blades of light
Shhh--children huddle at the awful sight

I remember strolling free and un-allowed
I remember feeling joy and grace among the crowd
Then Agent Manners flipped a wig shrieking,
"I'm the boss and you're a pig"
Simon say don't but when I say do
I've got a straight-jacket brain and a heart in the loo

I got your message, it was silence in the cold
Apparently you've not met a man who isn't rolled
Yes I've got compassion and I suffer fools
But I'm freaking bored with fascist mental rules
Shhh--tender ears meet the sound of life
Shhh--bullies hide in the justice strife

Forty-million warriors crest upon the hill
Crying like wounded banshees mad enough to kill
Waiting for their leader, voices in the head
But now they all fall down
'Cause of something someone said
Shhh--now they're marching straight off the cliff
Shhh--please don't tell them about this riff....

--My newest songs can be heard here: https://thevistanauts.bandcamp.com/album/apollo-down

Horror Chambers--NO!

 Any one sending their children to public schools of any kind in this day and age . . . is insane.  Radical, perverse sex ed in the lowest (and/or any grades), disgusting and criminal.  Mandatory vaccines that cause autism and more. . . . Marxist, Satanic, atheistic, pesudo-science indoctrination . . . relentless attacks against family, God and country . . . against reality. . . . Lies, lies, perversion--physical, spiritual, psychological bodily harm.  Public school is a weapon of mass destruction.  I can't imagine putting your little loved ones in these horror chambers.  It is not necessary and the excuses are pathetic for those who do and continue to.

It's ALL GOOD (and portal talk;)

This . . . AS ALWAYS! . . . is a good time to be alive!  LIFE!  Being alive . . . in a material realm--THIS God-given "material realm", with its pain, joy, sweat, suffering, Savior, intrigue, learning, animals, heat, snow, mountains, the ocean, kids, relationships, disease, worry, faith, nighttime, morning, coffee, water, mexican food, fruit, insects, flowers, wind, stillness, thoughtfulness, finagling, straightening up, creatures, supernatural occurrences, being young, getting old, being midway, books, trinkets, collectibles, family history, world history, ancient greece, rome, the american revolution, SJ...er...uhhh... hmmmm.....ok, I draw the line at SJWs lol... BUT YOU GET MY POINT!   😙

[p.s. ... lest we get too high on our horses--oh! horses btw, another great thing in this world! They're like dogs--designed to be a man's best freind!.... ANYWAY, there is nothing new under the "sun"..... OH... and btw.. re the "sun" ... I am starting to ponder . . . that it is actually a PORTAL--a hole and glimpse into the light and life-giving power and heat of God's Kingdom/Heaven--but that's another matter... ;)] ....more on that later, perhaps.

Nostalgic Review

Hmm... was just perusing through some old posts..... Here's is some nostalgia for those that have been tracking since a ways back. . . . (Interesting to review amidst the current situation)........And, ha, gotta say, some well crafted sentences, verbiage happened to occur..... Writing.  It's a thing... :) God bless!
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[BROTHER THOMAS BLOG HISTORIC POSTS]

--Posted 4-17-7:    America was certainly never perfect–it was infested with secret society agenda from the start–but a true, vibrant, sincere Christian spirit honoring . . .  righteousness always ran alongside the machinations of foreign and home-grown occultic meddlers. . . . . . .
BUT NOW no more is even a semblance of the great ideas and experiments in enlightened self-government standing forth. No, the subversion is near complete, and the last two remaining bulwarks:

–free speech and right to self-defense are next on the chopping block to be vanquished from public life.

The twilight of the Republic is itself coming to a close, and a New Day . . . a New horrific Dawn is cresting over the horizon. . . .But that too, only for a time. . . . until all things be set right again, after much travail.  For those born of the Spirit–eyes and heart and mind focused on the Eternal Father, through His Son. . . . the way is not so necessarily gloomy.
In fact, thrill and joy and peace are attendant when one has ascertained the ultimate purpose to life and then lives each day in pursuit thereof.
A mind which lifts itself NEVER above the material horizon is doomed to be subject to the forces, personalities and laws of that material realm. . . . Which is little better than a hell-hole, though the ghoul can’t see it that way.
BUT THAT MIND which is enlivened by the eternally refreshing Holy Spirit of God, never sinks too low, despite temporary set-backs, AND IS ALWAYS driving forward towards that Heavenly City, which is real, where saints will congregate and live joyfully and peacefully reunited for all time to come.

--Posted 2-15-08:      Something’s afoot . . . it’s visceral; the hounds of war seem tearing at their moorings, nigh to being turned loose, beginning a new cascade of related events . . . . O Jerusalem, Canaan, Syria, Lebanon . . . do things begin to unfold now, quickly? . . . leading into crisis and …… new terrors, disrupting the usual election processes . . . bringing about this novel provisional-type governing body I’ve been thinking about? . . . . Many strange and forced maneuverings, new twists are accompanying this whole campaign for the executive this time around–forces, social “transmission belts”, triggers are being carefully crafted into place for deployment . . . .

The "Manchurians" are popping off almost daily now, creating final pretext for (private) disarmament . . . . The dread and ominous portent is recurring almost daily now, off and on, but always returning as if but incremental incidents, building to crescendo– yet to appear, but soon, new major “event(s)” . . . . .

I note that (those whom I believe to be) the Lord’s people, the lambs . . . are suffering immensely in many and multiplying ways . . . . the painful winnowing, separation, threshing . . . growing frightfully intense . . . . And my heart breaks and my mind whirls considering the private groanings and genuine torment that must be felt–is being borne by the same . . . 
Some, even losing faith, so broken down, confused, misdirected, tired . . . . . .
Yet, the trials, as hard as they are at present, are nothing, NOTHING compared to those coming–
But I tell you, I can see and hear what’s coming; and while it betokens the sovereignty and mighty and holy wrath of the Lord; it will be, honestly, difficult to bear, and the prudent are even now starting to brace for it . . . . . . Which is as it should be; remembering that it is only for a season, however harsh it may be. It ends, and a new day will arrive, blessed, sanctified, most holy and complete . . . . where magnificent destiny, for the family of God, awaits, resplendent!

But for a time, must we bear, these hounds of war and the brutes and bilious horde who are profligate thereby . . . .

But for a time . . . and then, it is the time of the meek, who shall rise, and take seat, among the very elect of heaven, all foes vanquished, demolished....
Take cover, Believer, staying pure, guided by the Holy Spirit, while these raging and mad hounds of hell/hounds of war wreak their final havoc . . . but for a time, but for a very, shortened time . . .

--Posted 5-28-08:   The constant haranguing of “Christians”, “Constitutionalists”, “Patriots”, “Fundamentalists” and American history and culture in general, in the schools, in movies, on t.v., etc., is all part of the mind-conditioning program of the Bolsheviks to destroy morale, will, freedom-culture, etc., and replace it with a “globalist, environmentalist” mindset, so that the final phase of the takeover can be completed with little resistance. What resistance there is can quickly be labeled “right-wing extremist”, “fundamentalist”, “conspiracy theorist”, “racist”, “nativist”, “xenophobic”, or any number of derogatory slanders meant to marginalize, disarm and isolate.

Meanwhile, the drugged up, dumbed-down, emasculated, feminized, mysticized, “greened”, foolish lemmings march off blindly, stupidly, ignorantly to their own doom and demise, taking the well-placed bait that “right-wing” “Christian” Bush is the reason for the nation’s “sudden” turn.

No, this turn has been coming for a long time. It has been planned and orchestrated with deliberate and careful and patient strategic planning and infiltration for decades and decades. . . .

Urantia Book note

Below is a post I made on a forum that was in a thread about The Urantia Book (about which I have much knowledge and experience)..... Just sharing it here as well, fwiw.  God blesses you daily!
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The UB is not channeled.  It was created/funded by John H. Kellog (yes, the cereal guy).  It is ultimately a ploy and had/has the purpose of creating a one world government.

I've read the UB many times (back in the day) and was instrumental in turning it on to some individuals who ended up becoming key leaders in the early days of the "Teaching Mission" (which was/IS a "channeling" operation).

Always a seeker, I kept investigating and came to learn about the many plagiarized passages in the UB and the history and influence of Kellog in its creation.  disillusionment set in and I then tried to warn those I had originally inspired to its cause (which is wholly un-Biblical).

Sadly, my warnings went unheeded.  And a family member (one of the ones that got involved heavily in the "channeling" sessions of "The Teaching Mission" . . . well . . . they became possessed.  I witnessed it.  I tried to intervene and rescue them, but they were too far gone . . . and eventually blew the brains out with a shotgun.

I know many well-intentioned and genuinely-seeking people are believers in the UB.  I will not disparage their sincerity, as I once too was a believer and proponent of it.

Investigate and always keep seeking, cleaving to the Truth above all.  Learn about the plagiarisms--about Kellog, and the dangers of channeling.  I was there.  I saw it up close and personal.  Some lovely people are involved in the movement.  But there is a dark side to it, from the beginning.  Deception and lies (even when--ESPECIALLY WHEN) done with "good intent" . . . are a foundation built on sand . . . and ultimately of the father of lies. [“I could have accumulated a fortune," Kellogg once told a reporter, “but what is money for except to make the whole world better, to help people have a better life?”]

The road to hell is paved with_______________!

There's Only One Reality (beware)

Heads up...
we're going into an especially weird time...
Deep fake type stuff... BUT more than that....
YOU GOTTA BE IN AND DOWN WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT OF THE ONE TRUE GOD!... or ya gonna get shafted!...
Things.. like we suspected and thought.... and anticipated... ARE actually getting "surreal" ....and heavy duty....

Heavy duty . . . is a pleasure . . .in the service of the Lord.

"Buckle up" as they say.....

Get REAL....

Cuz.... things (on the outside) are going to be INCREASINGLY surreal!.....

God IS

God . . . our LORD IS THAT HE IS!  HE IS>! and HE is a HE!!!

Keep that in mind ALWAYS.... as.... "they" . . . . try . . . to . . . shift . . .  us . . . into . . . alternate . . . realities . . . .

THERE IS ONLY ONE REALITY.  AND IT IS GOD'S! ..THE LORD JESUS'!!!!! Our LORD THE FATHER OF ALL WHO IS THAT HE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

(Memoirs) cont.

(Memoirs cont.)

(btw, I think it's funny . . . and something else . . . to be writing "memoirs" when . . . you are nothing . . . in the world's eyes . . . and haven't "accomplished" anything . . . in the world's eyes . . . so . . . I will carry on.)

Somewhere in those 1st three years of my life . . . my parents, Bonnie and Tom . . . got divorced.  I don't know the details, the why, but from what I've heard, it was started by my dad, Tom Sr.

As usual (as it turned out) I was on the cutting edge.  The cutting edge . . . of broken families, divorce . . . the "me" generation.

Next thing I remember, is I'm back in Salt Lake City, Utah.  A divorce happened, when I was three.  Then I recall visiting my dad, who, for some reason had moved back to SLC.  I was now four years old.  He lived on the "high aves"--the Mormon established foothills, right above downtown Salt Lake City.  I recall my (then single) mother taking me to visit my dad,.  He had a police dog named "Blitz"--a big, mean German Shepard that he'd brought back with him from his officer days in Palo Alto, who was chained on the porch.  When I was led up to the porch, Blitz, snarling, lunged at, and bit me.  My dad got him under control, and there was a quick, awkward meeting between me and my dad thereafter.  This gave me a fear of dogs for several years--not all dogs--just loose dogs that had a chip on their shoulder, the kind you use to run into who were loose running around the neighborhood looking for trouble.

One thing I also remember from that time, is that my favorite song--the first song I remember loving--was "Winchester Cathedral" by The New Vaudeville Band.  Somehow, I think my dad must have played it for me, and I took to it.  He was an artist, not a musician, but that was the first song I remember being infatuated with.  Funnily, I hate hearing whistling in songs ever since.  It drives me crazy, to hear whistling in ads, in pop songs. . . .  I don't think it's related to that (dog-biting_ traumatic moment, but it could be.)  At that time though, I was instantly hooked on a catchy melody, which "Winchester Cathedral" had . . . plus, the odd religious overtones struck me.  And the underlying dark narrative of the lyrics combined with the poppy melody. . . .   No big deal.  That's just the first song I remember hearing and liking and considering my "favorite song."

The next few years were . . . me, living the cutting edge of the broken family agenda/experience.  Single working mom, farmed out to (embarrassed Mormon grandparents) and a load of strange, mystical, musical, spiritual, tough-minded adventures to follow. . . .

A Chilling Read....

Hmmm.... This article presents a number of ominous things that I've been tracking for a while.  Whether it is intended mis-direction . . . 'tis possible of course.  I think it is an important read nonetheless.  It explains some of the things going on, especially in California--the test state for certain roll-outs underway.  I'm not into dread or despair (though I believe "they" are able to project these feelings and induce negative, worrisome, ruminating thoughts), but I also think it helps to be aware of what's going on--what is likely coming (which many of us have been seeing and tracking for some time).  Knowledge . . . with faith . . . are powerful weapons of self-defense!

https://israeltodaynews.blogspot.com/2019/11/details-of-project-zyphr-from-david-goldberg.html

P.S., Reading!

Another thing that is encouraging (re "memoirs") . . . is that this is writing . . . and you are reading.  Another angle of true self-defense . . . and fighting the good fight . . . is to preserve logical, rational thought.  Thoughts and ideas that are not just seconds'-long memes.  Reading.  Writing. The word.  Words mean and have meant things, and obviously, "they" are trying to dumb down consciousness, thought, analysis, nuanced thinking.

I spoke once in an interview, some years ago, regarding ways to defend against the onslaught--attempted mind control/direction--and I simply said, READ OLD BOOKS (while you can).  The patterns of thought, the way of thinking (not always necessarily the content) is important to maintain.  Preservation.  Conserve-ation.  When the Pol Pots come to establish "year zero" . . . wipe out the past, and now with technotronic/psychotronic methods as well . . . well, "old-fashioned" is good!  And a way to maintain sanity amidst the mind-grabble. . . .

SO.... hence . . . another reason . . . why I interested and compelled . . . to WRITE . . . words . . . that will be read, comprehended, maintaining a critical purpose . . . and tradition . . . of the WRITTEN WORD.

Thank You ! ... Encouragement right now is SUPER appreciated! ONWARD!

Ha!... Just had a chance to check out and publish your comments! Praise GOD and TRUTH! AND memoirs and the like!... Believe me, it's not a vanity project... I have been a sort of outsider, odd witness to many things, for whatever reason . . . in the scheme of things. DEFINITELY not trying to inflate importance here.... Just noting:)

Thanks for your encouragement!  Will indeed carry on! ...... There is so much going on, so much seen, experienced . . . which I know . . . is relatable--as in, I know and feel YOU have had the same impressions, realizations . . . "downloads" (crude term, I know, but apt). . . . And impetus to express, put into WORD . . . the wonder, the joy, the intensity, the glorious meaning and details of this life, your life!

I am under all sorts of "attacks" . . . but, that is not unusual . . . for ANY of the elect (yeah I said "elect!") . . . . . . . Whilst I've been music'ing about..... trust me, I've been also delving deep into every current and cutting edge movement of the war, "current events".  And it is indeed, war.  A holy war.  GOOD NEWS! GOD WINS! (But of course, since He is Sovereign and is in creative control over the whole adventure.)

Anyway, thx again!   The little victories, the troops in the wings, the back-up, the brothers and sisters, the children of God, together, still . . . confounding "the wise"!  We carry on!  TO THAT GLORIOUS END . . . WHICH IS JUST THE BEGINNING!

Don’t Give In!

This is (as it’s always been!) a spectacular time to be alive!
Since Eve got seduced, fooled and Adam relinquished his role of being the man
it’s been constant perversion and warfare . . . mixed with beauty,
wonder and adventure.

The details differ—as in, for instance, right now millions are coming to learn that
we do not live on a spinning “globe”, just one of trillions
in a purposeless “universe”— nothing special. . . .
But instead live on a foundation at the center of all creation
where God Himself came and visited amidst fantastic, deep
drama, AS A MAN!

Lies are continually being exposed . . . as Truth cannot be thoroughly suppressed!
Our every moment of life in/on this place, this plane—this foci of Godly intention and
creativity—is wrought with profound, exquisitely designed meaning!

The pressure to complain and despair and ignore and diminish the profundity
of this reality and experience . . . is of the devil!

FIGHT! Do NOT give in!

Memoirs cont. with current notes

"Memoirs" cont. (Is anyone interested in this? It may be interesting and informative...for those who are a seeker and/or founder . . . with lots of twists and turns, yet a straight run amidst--TO GOD--and life in this "mortal" realm. . . . ? Ha! ....and,  Well, I might just carry on anyhow, regardless, fwiw.  AND will keep chiming in with some commentary on the grabbley stuff going on in geo-politics that I've already laid out, but is now pretty much fully in play.....???

Yeah, would be nice to hear a "yes!" ... but if not, no worries, I'll carry on . . . as usual. . . .fwiw.

God Bless!  God blesses YOU... every second!  Every nano-second! EVERY! :)

bro t

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(Memoirs cont.)

But that certainly isn’t the end up “supernatural” occurrences and tales that I heard and experienced growing up and through the years.  The next one, which I DO have memory of occurred not too many years later, and again, involved my mother.  More on that in a bit.  This is where the "ghosts" entered the fray.

Anyhow, as far as I understand and recall, my parents met in high school.  My mom, Bonnie, went to East High School in Salt Lake City, Utah.  My dad, Tom Sr., went to Highland High, several miles away up a little further on the foothills that surround Salt Lake Valley.  The two schools were main  rivals in those days, the "50s"--the time of "sock hops", thunderbirds, Presley wanna-be's . . . and in my mom's case Doris Day wanna-be's (who she idolized, and who looked and could sing just like!)

My dad, Tom, was a top athlete in high school who went on to become a star track runner and point-guard at BYU, THE "Mormon" University in Provo, UT.  He was also an artist, a loner and eccentric--one of four children (with a sister twin) born to regional "celebrity" figure Lewis H. "Dude" Larsen.  

I love history.

(to be continued, eh?)

Station break***for God.

Station break--

GRATITUDE is one of the best self-defense weapons you can employ at this time.

Well . . . ANY TIME . . . during The Fall. . . . Which is ongoing. . . . THESE times are no worse than any other time under the sun.  There is nothing new under the sun.  If you fret about the perversions of the day being foisted on the children . . . recall "ancient Greece" . . . "ancient Rome" . . . and then recall the many, many massacres and macabre public circuses and wars and displays that so many (wanna be) empires have imposed upon the people . . . through the ages. . . . Fed to lions, put on spikes, flayed, inquisitions . . . all manor of torture and genocide have occurred throughout time, through the decades and centuries. . . .

Because Evil . . . is Evil.  And the Devil lurks . . . sorry loser that he/she/they/them is. . . .

It is nothing new.  Buck up.  Be strong in your FAITH!  Faith in God!  Love Of GOD!!!

Gratitude and Faith. . . . .

Figure out what those two concepts/realities mean . . . and are . . and then actively employ them . . . . and . . . then . . . you have a mighty, mighty spiritual weapon . . . to defend yourself . . . against the "principalities" and demonic swirling gnats . . . at this time (and/or any other "time").

We've got some serious weaponry (spiritual) at our disposal.  And by "disposal" I don't mean, dispose of it. . . . USE IT!  BELIEVE!  HAVE FAITH! BE GRACIOUS and have GRATITUDE for ALL that THE LIVING GOD GIVES YOU EACH AND EVERY MOMENT!

And if you don't know what that means . . . THEN seek it out!
Because it's real.  HE is real!
He is LOVE
And He is Good!
And He is All!
Praise God!

Memoir (ch1 cont) rough draft

Some other memories from those early times. . . . Driving up some sort of semi-hill/mountain--, curling roads with lots of tall trees, forest.   Very hillish, California-esque, what with the artsy stands along the way . . . me in the back seat of an early 60s cool car.  I heard them (my mom Bonnie, and father, Tom Sr.) discussing how great the fruit was, the vegetables, worth the drive . . .  and finally. we arrived at the top of the hill, amidst tall pine trees, and bought some veggies and fruit at some sort of hippie stand.  This would have been around 1964-65, age 2-3.

Quickly on the heals of that, or amidst, I became aware that my dad was a cop.  I recall being taken to the police station with my dad, driving in his police car, pulling into the parking lot with all the other police cars parked there, and then walking through the precinct.  I could feel that it was "official".. . . I felt special, the officers noted and acknowledged me, walking by the lockers, seeing some guns about--and that immediate smell and sense of an "institution" . . . something "official", "authorized" . . . but it was cool.  Nothing weird happened.  I was a little toddler, with my cop dad, going to his job one day. 

Somewhere in this same time-frame . . . I remember a day where my dad took me on a walk around the block where we lived.  This was Palo Alto, California.  I remember him lifting my on his shoulders . . . walking down big tree-lined streets . . . and noticing how magnificent those trees and houses were, on that day, walking along.  Among those days, I remember him taking me around art houses and pointing out paintings, describing them, their importance.  That line of the family, were artists, some a bit famous.  (So was the other side, my mom's, but not ever really noted.)

I also remember one time . . . well, I was obsessed with cars.  I loved cars.  And I apparently must have had some Matchbox Cars already, because, I recall being so excited that we were going to a local small town store . . . that had a rack of Matchbox Cars I'd seen before (little miniature replicas of the current and classic car models that came each in a little "match box" type and size packaging.)  I was thrilled, looking up at the counter and the display of a slew of Matchbox cars, to pick out one of my favorites . . . which I think was a Mustang . . . OR . . . could have been a Corvette.  I might have pleaded for, and got, both! (Later, just a couple years later, I became quite locally famous in the neighborhood for being able to recognize and call out the make and model of the cars that drove down our street!  The local older kids got a kick out of it--that would be after my parents divorced when I was 3 or 4 and living with my grandparents back in Salt Lake City, up on the "high aves".  (I was one of the leading-edge urchins of the Baby Boomer broken family, "latch-key" brigade.)

One other interesting story from this time, which came much later was this, as related. . . . In my mother's last years, approximately around 2008?-ish, out of the blue, my mom told me a strange thing, the likes of which I had never heard her talk about before.  I was visiting her, checking on her, and she brought up an odd memory.  She said that back in those early days, (back there in Palo Alto in that same house where I remembered the marching soldiers in my ears, in the crib, during the storm previously described) . . . . Anyway, in that same house, she said that one night she was going to bed, looked down the hallway, and . . . well . . . she said she saw an "alien--looking" creature carrying me in its arms, going into another room.

Honestly, I didn't know what to make of that story at the time.  I was well down the path of so-called "conspiracy theories" and Whitley Strieber's and others' take on that subject, by that late date (2008) . . . . But I was still rather shocked and surprised she offered this tidbit of memory.  She was not into conspiracy theories and didn't really know much about the stories of so-called "alien abduction".  She was pretty superficial in her day-to-day life in 2008.  Just getting by, with all sorts of real and (I believe) imagined medical crises. 

Anyway, regarding "alien abduction", I will have more to say.  But for now, I am just recalling things as I can.  I remember that strange information she offered that one time, which, although I pressed her one or two more times again about, there was not much more she could remember.  She did reiterate that she looked down the hallway, and saw some kind of creature, which later she determined looked like what popular culture now calls "the greys", carrying me in its arms, into one of the bedrooms of that early, first home I remember.

Honestly, I don't know what to make of this story of hers.  It is certainly not the gist of this tale.  I am just relating it as part of . . . this memoir . . . .

Chapter 1 Memoirs

Well, if AI is gonna record stuff... WE ought have our say.  And get it in the System... So here we go....

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First memory . . . . I was in a baby bed. Facing south, I believe (I've always had a good sense of direction)... Would have been about 2 years old, if not less.... Palo Alto, California.. My dad was a cop in the local precinct.  It was storming outside.  Me, laying in the crib... and hearing the pounding... a thunk thump thump... Somehow, even though I was only a year and a half old . . . . in my mind, I got images of marching British soldiers. . . . .  Marching along with the thump, thump, thump.... Somehow, I knew this was the blood pumping in my head, my ears (which I hear now just as much as then) . . . . . . I saw lightning out that window in front of me.... Athletic, I crawled out of the crib and ran out of my room, down a hall and then to my parents' room.  And jumped in their bed.  My original mom and dad.  Bonnie and Tom Sr.  I was scared, and . . . as I recall . . . my dad kinda just rolled over and slept and my mom comforted me for a second, then I went to sleep. 

Whew...! Now, keep smiling!

Whew! ... what a few weeks it's been! ..... I do believe, and have seen time and time again . . . that when you connect with God, Jesus . . . the demons fly, they get stirred up . . . and especially now where technotronic mechanisms are also reinforcing the mayhem.

The god of mayhem. . . . He is NOT the God of order and love and wisdom and Truth. . . .

So, yeah, . . . as soon as I proclaimed I was going to start "streaming" . . . "podcasting" . . . etc., getting back into the front-line game ( of the battle of Good vs. Evil) . . . well, as you might expect . . . all HELL breaks loose! . . . .. . . . . . . Like, . . . on all fronts, lol.  Like it does.  So predictable . . . the evil.  And boring.  And pathetic.  And loses. . . .

Meanwhile, . . . . . .

Ha! ....Nevertheless . . . (interesting word "nevertheless" . . . btw. . . . . hmmmm:)
I like to keep a sense of humor about it All.... GOD, My Lord--THE Lord OUR LORD . . . is . . . well . . . He's got a sense of humor, thank God!!!  And He's loving . . . and a friend . . . and in control . . . and the Lord of Lords . . . and THE GOD OF ALL!!!! (So . . . in Good Hands:) . . . . . .

anyway..... yeah . . . so .......

TIMES ARE bizarre . . . to say the least! . . . yet, not unexpected, haha...

We stay strong in The Lord!

Back asap!!!
God Willing, more to follow......
:)

Multiple Fronts

multiple attacks on all fronts.... I know WE'RE gettin' hit on all sides. . . . Fightin' through! No fear! No despair! Not for Believers, nope! But yeah, things are ratcheting up (obviously) on ALL sides.....

It's ain't easy (to quote an old song that both Three Dog Night and David Bowie covered).... BUT He gave the heads up "they hated me first" . . . so, don't expect (or want) rainbows and lollipops . . . til this b is done!
God bless

some reminders...

[Just looking back through some things... stumbles across this old post from 2014...see below... Because The Spirit is coming on strong, yet again... :) take care and God blesses you!]
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"Those who are in fellowship with their Lord are no longer veiled from Him by the claims of this world and the afflictions of the worldlings, for they enjoy always the delight of being close to Him and the joy of having abandoned the visible for the things of the invisible world, the temporal for the eternal. . . . There is nothing to be despised in him who has refused to lay up treasures on earth, in order that he may secure unto himself the treasure of entrance into the presence of His Lord in the life everlasting."  --derived from a desert saint

It really cannot be repeated and recalled enough--the call to maintaining daily, constant adoration of the living God.

Ah, but so many things get in the way!  The whole world is in the way.  The other is in the way.  The self is in the way. . . . And here is where the temptation to pantheism steps in to give some reprieve and solace.  For if everything is God--if the universe itself (and thus all that is in it, which includes the world, the other and the self) is God merely disguised in multitudinous and changing forms, then by adoring, even worshiping that "everything", we think we are being holy and need not employ the difficult work of discrimination, of judging.

The pantheist says "all is God, so who are you to judge whether this or that is good or bad?  All is good, adore it all!"

But the Word of God says we are to discriminate, to judge; and we are commanded not to adore or worship the creation/creatures.  And thankfully, God has given us a sure, unchanging standard by which to judge things; which is why the worldlings hate and attack it constantly.  They want to be worshipped and adored, and play a game of taking turns worshiping and adoring one another . . . but God's Word forbids it, and the Truth seeker is amidst incessant spiritual warfare, whose main characteristic is to be either deadened or distracted from the supreme holy purpose of glorifying (adoring) the one, true and living God.

There should be nothing so alarming to the seeker/believer . . . than to realize he or she has gone days . . . without really remembering the purpose of life (which is to glorify God).  It is bad enough (and something we all do) to forget God for hours at a time, distracted by self and worldly concerns, but when days go by, let alone weeks, months or years, where we are caught up only in temporal, material, worldly and selfish interests . . . the remorse and fleeing to repentance ought be swift, fast and deep!

Is there anything more difficult, however?  Not only do we suffer from the mind-swirling noetic effects of sin (of the Fall), but our hearts, bodies and very souls are shot through with perversity and corruption.  Not to mention that the whole world is under sway of the evil one--art, religion, civil culture, science, technology, entertainment--the general thrust of secular society . . . are nearly all being used by the nefarious spirit to assault God and His people continuously, relentlessly, violently, occultly. . . . It is astounding and an apparent miracle in itself that any of us are able to break free to some small degree to genuinely Hear or See the Truth!

But even with God's grace, Who reaches down to shake us awake, and clear the scales from our eyes, it is virtually impossible to stay mindful of Him, His sacrifice, our purpose for longer than moments at a time; and most of the time we are woefully distracted, spiritually sloven and given largely to vain and selfish, animalistic pursuits.

There is one thing you can always do, though, even if you are not feeling it, to show your true, spiritual, Godly intent, which every righteous soldier in this battle should do . . . and it is to stop . . . in the midst of the malaise or confusion . . . and turn to God.

So, let's say you startle out of the worldly trance and realize you have been drifting, getting far from Him, and you are sincerely alarmed.  Turn to Him and repent for your unmindfulness; ask that He help you remember your purpose.  This is a means of grace.  He wants you to want Him; He wants you to yearn for relationship with Him; for this you were made.  Just in showing Him that you care about this issue is pleasing to Him, whether you are presently feeling it or not.  Do not worry overmuch that your heart is not in it if it isn't, but let your mental assent lead the way.  You know you should be serving Him, glorifying Him and tell Him you know this, despite your falling short.

Just in this turning, this reorienting towards Him, however meager it may, is, in a sense . . . worth more than all the treasures of the world you could amass.  Here is the seed of your glory, for one day He will perfect you in this purpose and there will be no end to the joy it will entail . . . as you fully and completely reside in the purpose for which He made you.

Yes, now it is a faint thing, a dim light, a barely trifle moving. . . . But even this small thing--the awakening to the desire to please and serve and glorify Him in its tiny seed form . . . is bigger than the universe in its ultimate ramification!

Strive to be mindful, conscious, purposeful toward Him, amidst the noise and deflection, for this is what He wants to see in you.  Take comfort that you even care enough to try, to work out your salvation in fear and trembling.  He turns none away who do this, as He has promised, as His Word is true!  God bless you, saints-in-progress!"

Everything Is The Same

ohhh.. I've been building up to this one.... It's so heavy.... It's something I dare say, among men, it really hasn't been seen/addressed before.... Not the way it's been revealed to me.  It could be my big thing........

Personally, (could be wrong, of course) I think it is one of the more profound analysis of this situation/reality/spiritual life . . . that anyone has ever clarified!  BUT .. I also know, that despite all the reading of histories and scriptures I've done, I may have simply not read it before, thinking I have an "original" thought--

And knowing nothing is new under the sun, likely . . . well, no doubt, it HAS been addressed.  Though I'm suspecting not lately....

Anyhows, not at this point, at this time, in this way . . . . So far as I've seen anyway,.....

Gimme a sec... The Spirit has gotta be in it before I blurt it out...  But i do declare, it could be something......

And it probably ain't what you might think (unless you're Spirit-led) . . . . . 

At very least, an interesting SPIRITUAL proposition. . . .

PRAISE GOD!  I LOVE GOD! GOD! THE LORD! :)

[stay tuned for "everything is the same" theory] In God.

[clue... hence the hyper-demonic drive for "egalitarianism" . . . to mimic WHAT ACTUALLY IS! UNDER GOD~!

:) back in a bit

Review/Preview

Below is blog post I made around a year ago, with new comments in brackets[ ]. . . . With everything currently happening now, I thought it relevant to repost. 
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Anyway, just wanted again to put out a bit of caution and wariness re what's going on and what I expect to follow. . . .  What I'm seeing, as I've referenced several (many?) times before . . . is the set-up for civil war, slap back hard to the left and then retribution. I've alluded to the Tienanmen Square flush out operation where the "party" leaders allowed the people to protest and feel like they had a shot at real change and gaining liberty.  What it was in actuality was where the secret police and such were monitoring who were the leaders of the rebellion and all who participated.  When the hammer finally came down, those people were systematically rounded up and either executed or imprisoned....

I also am seeing similarities to what happened in the Rwandan genocide--the media demonization of one side (Tutsi's) .... day and night demonization for months prior it went on....then the whistle blew...and the systematic massacre/genocide went into action. . . . [Clearly being done now to whites/patriots/Biblical Christians]

It is obvious a high level psychological warfare operation is underway here.  We are very seriously under assault.  A major psy-op is happening and now it is entering into the mass gang-stalking phase.  THIS is the time I believe the gang-stalking operation was meant for.  Up to now it was done on random people or specially targeted ones (it would seem) BUT NOW it will be used against "conservatives"/"patriots" etc.,--against anyone who supported Trump or who does not instantly kowtow to the radical "leftist" [globalist] regime which I expect to follow these few years of "making America great again". . . . 

I expect a civil war of sorts prior . . . maybe some martial law . . . then a vicious retributive "left-wing" [globalist/corporate-Marxist] totalitarian regime will be firmly installed once and for all..... Hope not.  It won't be fun if it goes that way, but everything I'm seeing is continuing to confirm to me it is following the course I have long been warning of. . . . 

Be savvy.... There is a long and respectable history of where believers have had to hide out or blend in to avoid systematic extermination. . . . Some will be called on to stand forth, others to live to fight the good fight another day. ....
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[I expect DT WILL get re-elected.  Then, all hell breaks loose.  Then comes a form of martial law amidst the riots, likely terror attacks, civil unrest etc.  Eventually, some time afterwards, the "left"--the "socialists" swing back into the driver's seat with the police state rules firmly in place already.  Takedown finis.  BUT, I've got thoughts and encouragements to follow regarding these times, and will be addressing that next... God bless]

Grateful

Gratitude... is where its at.

I am stunned, but not surprised... how few . . .realize HOW GRATEFUL THEY SHOULD BE!!!!

The key--at least one big time important key--to surviving these times (and any times!) IS TO BE GRATEFUL FOR ALL THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU!!!!!\\

Thankless demon wanna be's! WAKE UP and be grateful!!!!!

sheeesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God Rules, let's (gotta) go!

Well.. so .. . . yeah . . . I guess i gotta jump back in right a . . . bout now... Lots of misdirection and rabbit trails going on.... I've already written and satired . . . and sung . . and poem'd and spoken . . . everything going down now.... But memory is cheap.. so gotta keep at it fwiw....

Tartaria? flat earth? Muslim terrorists? 5g? tranny's and pedo's . . . . Jews, Jesuits, Masons, Commi's...

Who, what, when, where, how, why....

(btw, thx for your prayers re Sky!... Had a good meeting today.... We'll see. . . . . . I'm hopeful... always, faithful optimist that i tend to be!....but yes, thank you for your continued readership, prayers, thoughts and concerns, advise.... !)

Tartaria? hahahahaha!
soviet propaganda still wreaking havoc i see...

Soon, I must go "live" . . .  gotta weigh in.... Been at this a long time and finally.... peeps are catching up... but they are getting a few things wrong.....(primarily ie., GOD RULES and is Sovereign... but more on that later....:)

If you can, please help, via paypal... I'm still nutting it out day to day.. slogging labor worker style.. but need to transition to, at last, speaking, attacking the platforms, getting The Word out.... It's time....

Many things coming down the pike..... BUT, none not expected... so I can be of some help..... They are pulling the plugs... losers that they are... they got nothing else....BUT, they can scare you and are deep invested in your minds programming... so it will take some breaking of dishes to stay outside and safe from their looming mayhem... No worries!  Who can worry?  Who can worry or fret or fear who . . . BELIEVES IN and KNOWS GOD!?  This life is short.. and getting shorter...ha! Praise God! .... Who fears?  Not the believer!.. Not the child of God!  Not those who love and fear and crave God.. nope... FEAR and trepidation . . . are NOT a part of our "dna" so-to-speak...

Please support if you can... if you can't, no worries, prayers are efficacious! and lovely! .... I want to make a move and will... God willing.... The "big reveal" ....I've layed as much Groundwork as I can with what I've got to work with... wish I'd have done more.. however... now is the time for next phase, regardless.... Things are never perfect in this realm--so, sometimes you just gotta go!

God blesses you! The kingdom of God is within.... God rules!

Prayers Requested/Diamonds Against The Dark

Please prayers for my son Skylar... for years he’s complained about (and exhibits) extreme chronic  fatigue... he's had mono before, but it preceded that... he’s my deaf son.. He works so hard, doesn’t have any friends (cuz his old deaf comrades are mostly all very worldly and lost in the current perverted culture...)
 Anyway we are continuing to the search to figure out what is afflicting him... have tried various angles... I will be taking him to a new specialist of sorts next week... No doubt prayers from saints would help...
Because i work for and by myself... painting.. i dont have insurance.. he does, but of course the things that might help him are not covered .. so its a bit trying to figure it all out, but doing everything we can... God bless u... and have got some ideas re more things i can do to help the overall situation— no despair here.. I’m always faithful and ever grateful for all that God does in our lives ... Dire times, obviously.. BUT... it’s ALWAYS been dire... here in a fallen world, constantly under attack by the wicked... The “diamond “ of faith shines brightest against the dark void of rebellion...!

Will be updating more on those ideas... I’m “getting” that it’s time now to advance the next phase... of doing my part in the battle... And battle it is.. for we are, and always have been, at war... since the fall...
 Its(AS ALWAYS!) a Glorious time to be alive! Gods glory is what its all about!

SoS

interesting stuff going on out there... The S a n t A . . . F e . . . i n s t i t oooot

they're into "complex
adaptive
systems"

quite the terminology... complex adaptive systems... ? ... hmmm what could they be up to... ?

No worries,
just stumbled across
so to speak
those knuckleheads...
SoS

eFtheDvl

Believe me . . . I am watching everything that is going on... I PREDICTED it .... described in detail... nuances, et al....
NOW ... we are here....

Soooo, all I'm doing right about now. . . .  is figuring out how to navigate it in real time........and continue to relate . . AND HAVE FUN.... God is fun, and don't let any crimp tell you otherwise! ("crimp" lol... i just made up a new descriptive, hah!  "Crimp" is a new term, I just decided, for demonic imps that nag and harass . . . and crimp your Godly style....)

Anyhow.  Few have been as accurate re what's going on (in all respects) . . . and i know it...

And I am the invisible man... apparently ...   .. no worries... GOD RULES...

I love God, believe in God . . . and will be ongoing, being as Godly as is humanly possible.... which is all we can do, btw.... because GOD rules! . . . . and He makes the rules. . . .. Thank God! :)

No fear... (well, yes, my human side is naturally, occasionally, somewhat constantly, fearful for loved ones AS IT SHOULD BE. . . . but in General... nope... NO FEAR!  I hate despair.  I hate defeatism.  I hate evil.  This is Good . . . to hate evil and it's/his trope fear and defeatism, btw!. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Anyway, . . . . One reason . . . i've been a bit , eh, sporadic these past few years . . . re continuing communique's to the blessed saints. . . . . is because . . . it's getting (as expected!) complicated re . . . communication. There is the satanic algorithmic shidazzle and all, etc.. . . .. PLUS... since I'm not and haven't sold out . . . . "IT" (ol' scratch) makes it hard to just survive . . . so he/it keeps me so busy . . . well . . . . you know what I mean.... It's rough sometimes . . . juggling all the things ... ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU LOVE GOD IN A GODLESS WORLD!  AND YOU/I WON'T SELL OUT! 

HA! But that ain't despair, mentioning the fight... that's just the way it is and has always been,....since the epic Garden fail.....

God wills all, so I got no complaints....

Believe me, I am just getting started... and especially now... with what's up . . . with re where we are quickly (expectedly) at. . . . .

Thank you, btw!... .the two or three or several of you . . . who have stuck around:) . . .. .  My work speaks for itself . . . and that includes my beautiful, bitchin', God-fearing family that we've reared..... We have always been in the heat of the battle. . . . . and, so, having a fondness for warriors.... will continue to be!.... AND JUST ABOUT TO GET STARTED . . . . on figuring out . . . how to be . . a .........................................b e l i e v e r . . . in these times of rampant . . . . evility..... and . . . . desperate (loser based) a l g o r i t h m s (commi dictator psychopaths)....

[eFtheDvl.......and it's sleazy, weak, pathetic, grovelling . . . minions--y'all fools r done--praise God!]

No Despair, no clown show

One thing for sure .... NO DESPAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God RULES!... And if you love God and Truth..... NO FEAR ... NO DESPAIR... No clown show, lol... !!!!

He is Lord . . . and He loves us . . . and has made us . . . for Him, for HIS DIVINE PLEASURE . . . WHICH IS AWESOME truly!!!!!

2019. . . . HA! We are still here . . . kickin against the pricks!

Praise God!

Bless U!

I ain't goin' nowhere... I"M GOING SOMEWHERE!!!!~! CALLED HEAVEN!, God willing, of course ( WHO I TRUST AND HAVE FAITH IN!)...

Back in a bit...

:)

M.E. part 2 (updated)

So.... Let's say . . . if we take seriously the T.I.'s reports . . . that there is VTS... voice to skull tech... whereby "they" can beam in thoughts... voices... ideas...... emotions.... etc., ......Well, let's imagine they can do that......

(this is a theory, btw)....

Anyway, so . . . . . . . . . . . . . . let's say they have the tech to, ie., beam in thoughts/emotions/WORLD VIEWS......etc.....

Well.... What I wondered . . . re the M.E. . . . . . is that . . . They are testing.....

How about you target certain "groups" . . . whether based on genetics/world views/inclination to revolt . . . etc,. ..... JUST LIKE IN RWANDA... (where they psychotronically targeted a certain group--Tutsis)..... Let's say they are able to project a set of memories/memory patterns.... And they test your tech out . . . by, ie., putting into a certain segment/group the "memory" of  "Bernstein Bears vs. Bearnstain Bears) . . . . OR . . . . some people "remember" "Life IS like a box of chocolates" vs. "Life WAS like a box of chocolates" . . . . .

Can you now imagine . . . how it is . . . that certain segments  . . . of the population/citizens . . . have now, a wholly ANTI-AMERICAN mental concept . . . in these times . . . whereas . . . others (ie., patriots) . . . have a DIFFERENT MEMORY . . . of America?

I believe (sorta) . . . that . . . maybe . . . the M.E., is a test version . . . of what is intended . . . and probably will be . . . THE GREAT DECEPTION.

BECAUSE . . . they will implant (via the tech aforementioned) different memories of the past/reality . . . . . . And then gang-stalk those who didn't get ensnared by the tech....... WHILE.. (like I already said re the "tripartite layering"--combining the news cycle with psychotronic effect plus occult forces, which equals the evil one(s) attempt at The Trinity) . . . . AND THEN . . . . . ... and then....
These losers will eventually try to nail it all down with some sort of "big reveal" . . . where they try to bring "the light bringer" in . . . as the new age saviour..........

Imagine the havoc (are we already seeing it?) that could be caused by being able to implant false memories in segments (or, if possible ALL) of the population?  Imagine the level of deception!  Truly . . to deceive, if it were possible, even the elect!  As they are re-writing our history even now, imagine then if also false memories could be implanted so that the subjects "memories" now comported with the externally re-written history?

HA!... But keep your sense of humor AND FAITH IN GOD ...... Do not despair!  Do not fear!

GOD IS LOVE. . . . . GOD IS LOVELY!!!!!!!  And God is sovereign!  He will not lose ONE of His, we know, so there must be some provision made to protect the elect through these great deceptive times!

Faith

FAITH.... is the key to these times....

Faith in what?... In Jesus. Period....

Yes. Because ya'll getting hit from all sides........
The "fear factor" trans-humanistic-trans-wifi-----rays .. are coming down to make one feel fearful and confused.....

NO!... FAITH IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST is what is up! And what frees and carries on.....
thru these times!

Yeah.. i'll get to the M.E.,  . . . . . but it's all related......
HA! Praise GOD!

introducing the s.o.s. (station break)

Still here... a lot going on on so many levels... I'm an observer ( on the deep levels) .. and reporter... Just getting the latest lay of the land.....

Not afraid of anybody or anything.. .except my Lord... fearing Him is the beginning.. .AND CONTINUATION OF WISDOM.....

so... just being careful... though not tooooo careful, as far as this borke-a** world goes...ha...! The living dead are all about... zombies... trauma-based mind-washed shrapnel... so sad....

YES...anyway...  will finally get to my theory on Mandela Effect... fwiw.....ASAP... (probably be a big let down, lol...)... BUT i really do think it is a thing....

THEN more.... It's crank it up time... Re SPIRIT push back ... against the wicked.... Against the envious.... the invidious... the commi S.O.S. (yeah... it really is a lot about the S.O.S., sadly)

BRO T.

The Mandela Effect, pt 1

The "Mandela Effect" is interesting.  I experienced--along with my wife at the same time--before I'd heard of it.  I'm not sure it even had the name yet, "Mandela Effect".  My wife and I both recall in the early 2000s seeing a news report that Ian Mckellon (the actor who plays Gandolf in the Lord Of The Rings movies) had died after the first of the trilogy of movies were made, and them wondering who might take over that rold.  We were then startled later to see a news item claiming that Ian Mckellon had signed on again to play Gandolf in the 2nd movie.  He hadn't died.  We both were like, "wait, I thought he died!"

Then, we experienced the classic one for which "the effect" is named.  When it was announced that Nelson Mandela died (2013) I remember commenting, "Huh, wait....I thought Nelson Mandela died a while ago.  I remember the big funeral and news coverage!"  My wife thought the same thing.

Since then there have been more and more strange cases--the classic "Berenstein/Berenstain Bears, the Monopoly man monocle, Forest Gump's "life is/was like a box of chocolates" etc. Here is a link to ten top Mandela Effect examples: http://mentalfloss.com/article/585887/mandela-effect-examples

A recent one I learned of really blows me away.  From the movie "Field Of Dreams" you recall the famous line, "If you build it, ____________"?  If you filled in the blank with "they will come", guess what?  You're wrong.  That was apparently NEVER in the movie.  Although nearly everyone remembers the line "If you build it, THEY WILL COME."  But actually, it is now (in this "reality"), "If you build it, HE will come"!

Here's a good YouTube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9UcVrqliU0sjnM6DvoGJNg that documents a bunch of the ME's occurring in popular music, such as in Queen's song "We Are The Champions" where the last line, as most of us "remember" it went, "We are the champions . . . OF THE WORLD".  But actually, "now" there is no "of the world" at the end and never was . . . even though many remember it that way.

Anyway, I believe there is indeed something to this Mandela Effect.  I don't think it is just a matter of people mis-remembering things.  I've heard most explanations having something to do with the idea of multi-verses, parallel realities etc.  People will say, "well I guess in THIS reality or parallel universe" Forest Gump doesn't say "Life is like a box of chocolates" . . . he says "Life WAS like a box of chocolates."  But that doesn't really explain why, if a person remembers it as "A", but now in THIS reality it is, ie., "B"--why a person would ever have a memory of it being "A"?  If the person is now in a parallel universe/reality . . . it would seem that there would be NO memory of it ever being "A".  So, some suggest that we are actually shifting between parallel ie., realities/universes, so that yes, we have a memory of the reality where it was "A" . . . but now we are in a reality where it is "B".

Many who follow this phenomenon blame it on CERN and the experiments there messing with the "fabric of time" etc.,--where they are ie., warping and weakening the "veils" that separate different parallel realities in the "multi-verse."  Based in my Christian Biblical beliefs, however, I do not believe in the "multi-verse" or "parallel" slightly and endlessly differing "realities."  I believe there is one reality.  ONE (so-called) "universe" (though I am not so convinced of the standard description of "the universe" either, but that's a different issue. . . . )

Regarding CERN, by-the-way, at the same time I believe I got a "flash-download"/"vision" regarding the Mandela Effect (as I was pondering it) I also got an interesting "vision" of CERN.  Perhaps it was just a surmise, an idea--but what I saw was that CERN is not at all what people claim it to be--neither those working with it, nor those conspiracy theorists who purport that the vast "particle physics laboratory" is all about creating portals, ie., into other dimensions, ie., to bring in demonic entities.  What I "saw" (though I'm not convinced of it, and have no way to know for sure) is CERN is actually a big, massive scam.  Much like the moon landing--it is little more that an elaborate set--something like a movie set, where no such incredible experiments are going on at all.  I saw it possibly being a complete fraud, designed to draw millions and billions, trillions even!, from unwitting, participating countries--the mind-boggling amount of money used for more earthly and typically devious (and yes demonic) purposes.  But that is a side issue and not the point of this piece, which is specifically dedicated to a theory, a possible explanation of the Mandela Effect. . . .

WHICH IS PROMISE TO GET TO SHORTLY... I've laid a bit of groundwork here--must be off to work, but will asap (and I mean SOON) get to what I think the Mandela Effect might be.  And my suspicion, unfortunately, is more disturbing and ominous in its implications, than any of the other explanations/theories I've heard.  Though, there is always hope, as I believe also, that those led and born of the Spirit, are protected from the insidiousness of the program. . .

Back shortly (I promise!) ....

P.G.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One thing there is no doubt about....

IS NO FEAR

There is nothing to fear if you have FAITH....

Faith is the key through these times... (well, and ANY times...)

FAITH IN THE TRUTH.... IN GOD... THE GOD OF ALL.... !!!!!!!

You know Him, if you do!  If you don't.... you still do, ha!

FAITH... STRENGTH... COURAGE... FORGING ONWARD THROUGH HIS GLORIOUS EXPOSITION!!! Of HIS Will..... !

HE ... yes.......... HE.... IS IN CONTROL of All!.... and He is Love... And All there is... that matters... Because HIS iS THAT HE IS!.... PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!