2020
Where u at?
NOT materialistically. . . .
Where u at SPIRITUALLY?
Saving the "country" . . . saving the "world" . . . . . ain't what it's about and never was.
Jesus, God . . . already did that.
Death is on the doorstep, always. . . .
Distraction from the main purpose . . . cause . . . is the big effort going on in the world right now, as always. . . . Nothing new. Nothing new under the sun. For real.
Don't let that just be an idea. . . .
LIVE IT!
Everything, full-court press going on right now . . . is designed and pressing . . . to get you to forget yourself--your soul, who knows God.
2020 . . . is no different than any other "year". It's always now. It's about our relationship--REAL relationship with THE LORD, Creator of all that is, was, and will be!
Praises, don't take the bait, don't take the ticket. Don't fall out.
And you won't, and you can't, if you are His. Which is fantastic! Yes, you are in the fight, the struggle, experiencing something near-to miraculous. It WOULD be a miracle, if it weren't just simply and naturally a part of His Being and Personality and Intent. . . .
But it's not anything unusual for Him. That is, to do what He will. To design and guide and accompany . . . His children along The Way.
It's the Good News. The rest is fake news.
Sunday, December 29, 2019
Wednesday, December 25, 2019
GOD IS GOOD--HE IS!!!!
Yeah . . . it's a day . . .
That . . . through tradition . . . we "celebrate" as The Lord, THE GOD'S birthday......
Bottom line
GOD IS GOOD
AND HE IS
THAT HE IS
!!!!!!!!!
HE (yes, HE!) never stops blowing my mind.....!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER STOPS BEING WHO HE IS THAT HE IS! (Blows your mind too, I don't doubt, AND RELISH!)..............
Fall on face
Worship FOREVER!
LOVE GOD!
LOVE
GOD, The Lord of ALL, Jesus Christ, Yeshua...
(Aaaaaannnndddd this Jesuit freaky "pope" saying lately to not "preach Jesus"...? Ha!... Yeah, just confirms, ... not that we needed it . . . . that that "church" is . . . . . . . . . . . . . . OF THE DEVIL!)
That . . . through tradition . . . we "celebrate" as The Lord, THE GOD'S birthday......
Bottom line
GOD IS GOOD
AND HE IS
THAT HE IS
!!!!!!!!!
HE (yes, HE!) never stops blowing my mind.....!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER STOPS BEING WHO HE IS THAT HE IS! (Blows your mind too, I don't doubt, AND RELISH!)..............
Fall on face
Worship FOREVER!
LOVE GOD!
LOVE
GOD, The Lord of ALL, Jesus Christ, Yeshua...
(Aaaaaannnndddd this Jesuit freaky "pope" saying lately to not "preach Jesus"...? Ha!... Yeah, just confirms, ... not that we needed it . . . . that that "church" is . . . . . . . . . . . . . . OF THE DEVIL!)
Friday, December 20, 2019
Fall On My Face
Recitation vs. Direction. . . .....
The difference between "self-help" (direction) books . . . that try to teach you how to have a "better"life.....
VERSUS books (A Book, actually) that is given from God . . . that reveals what is. . . .
Is the difference between those (devilish fiends) who would direct and try to guide and control you....
Versus . . . The One True And Only God Who has Written what IS . . . and what will be, according to His Will. (Time is not what we've been told.....)(YOU HAVE FAITH BECAUSE YOU ARE "CHOSEN")
So......
It's either YOU running things... (nope) .... OR HIM, GOD... (yep)....
(Recitation vs. Direction).....
I LOVE GOD! HE RULES ALL! .. It is so amazing and wondrous and (nearly) incomprehensible . . . ! that HE is in creative control OF ALL and that . . . He invites us, "ELECTS" US to be a part of the deeper experience and understanding of it, of HIM. . . . [AND BY NO MEANs DO I MEAN TO SAY WE come close to experience and understanding it!] ... Yet we do.... A Spark is in us , which He has deigned to respect . . . which is truly a part of Him--His majesty!....We have no idea how blessed we are to be even in a sliver of His realm. . . . .
BUT THEN ALSO . . . there is no end to Him.! We are barely seeing the glory of His Being, even in this fantastic, wonderful world He has made for us to experience! It goes on and on and on and on and on . . . . . . unending! .... EVER deepening and increasing layers and levels of experiencing and communicating and relating to Him FOREVER!!!!! AND with each other, as family . . . as friends . . . as Children, Siblings . . . of The Most High!
Yes, I am a Christian mystic, as I've never denied. I See the hem of His robe. . . . I sometimes See the very . . . (infinitesimally) slight . . . dust of His Glorious wake. . . . . GOD IS ALL. HE IS THAT HE IS! God bless you and blesses you . . . if you can See, Hear, . . . Feel, Know, . . . .a shred of His reality, praise God! He is HOLY! ... HE IS GOOD!.... HE IS LOVE!... HE IS JUSTICE! .... I praise God!.... He blows me away! ... I fall on my face! God bless you.... !
The difference between "self-help" (direction) books . . . that try to teach you how to have a "better"life.....
VERSUS books (A Book, actually) that is given from God . . . that reveals what is. . . .
Is the difference between those (devilish fiends) who would direct and try to guide and control you....
Versus . . . The One True And Only God Who has Written what IS . . . and what will be, according to His Will. (Time is not what we've been told.....)(YOU HAVE FAITH BECAUSE YOU ARE "CHOSEN")
So......
It's either YOU running things... (nope) .... OR HIM, GOD... (yep)....
(Recitation vs. Direction).....
I LOVE GOD! HE RULES ALL! .. It is so amazing and wondrous and (nearly) incomprehensible . . . ! that HE is in creative control OF ALL and that . . . He invites us, "ELECTS" US to be a part of the deeper experience and understanding of it, of HIM. . . . [AND BY NO MEANs DO I MEAN TO SAY WE come close to experience and understanding it!] ... Yet we do.... A Spark is in us , which He has deigned to respect . . . which is truly a part of Him--His majesty!....We have no idea how blessed we are to be even in a sliver of His realm. . . . .
BUT THEN ALSO . . . there is no end to Him.! We are barely seeing the glory of His Being, even in this fantastic, wonderful world He has made for us to experience! It goes on and on and on and on and on . . . . . . unending! .... EVER deepening and increasing layers and levels of experiencing and communicating and relating to Him FOREVER!!!!! AND with each other, as family . . . as friends . . . as Children, Siblings . . . of The Most High!
Yes, I am a Christian mystic, as I've never denied. I See the hem of His robe. . . . I sometimes See the very . . . (infinitesimally) slight . . . dust of His Glorious wake. . . . . GOD IS ALL. HE IS THAT HE IS! God bless you and blesses you . . . if you can See, Hear, . . . Feel, Know, . . . .a shred of His reality, praise God! He is HOLY! ... HE IS GOOD!.... HE IS LOVE!... HE IS JUSTICE! .... I praise God!.... He blows me away! ... I fall on my face! God bless you.... !
Wednesday, December 18, 2019
Last Post Addendum (and then some!)
Regarding that last post.... It means . . . while you are (necessarily and worshipfully) submitted to, and gloriously humiliated before God . . . you DO NOT and SHOULD NOT be humiliated or be put-upon, or cower to . . . the un-elect--The Demon's minions.!
Stop "looking up" to people . . . you should be "looking down" upon. They are not your masters! GOD is your master! Treat them as the props they are. Props are props . . . and they are needed and generally well taken care of. BUT do not let the props and the puppets and the character-actors hold more sway over you than they should (which is NONE other than the very generally day-to-day maneuvers and necessary interactions). They are but a challenge--a means to test your spiritual acuity. Having faith in God, belief . . . hope . . . knowledge . . . is enough to sustain and protect you from their (mindless/soul-less) designs. They are like the "Wizard Of Oz"--the shrinking, machinating little man behind the curtain of smoke and mirrors--magic tricks. . . .
It is an honor to God when His children--His people--do NOT cower against the edifice/Babel tower of lies and intrigue. But instead, they see the props and puppets for what they are--hence no bowing before them. A royal, eternal army are we. Just. Good. Strong. Faithful. Worshipful.
GOD IS
OUR LORD IS THAT HE IS
("they" can't stop me or you from PRAISING GOD!--nope!)
God bless and protect you each! Love you, strengthen you in Jesus' Name..........!!!!!!!
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(p.s., for those tracking closely, I just made some new edits and added more precise, revelatory language to recently prior "Worshipful!!! Near!!!" blog entry..... http://brothomasblog.blogspot.com/2019/12/worshipful-near.html
Stop "looking up" to people . . . you should be "looking down" upon. They are not your masters! GOD is your master! Treat them as the props they are. Props are props . . . and they are needed and generally well taken care of. BUT do not let the props and the puppets and the character-actors hold more sway over you than they should (which is NONE other than the very generally day-to-day maneuvers and necessary interactions). They are but a challenge--a means to test your spiritual acuity. Having faith in God, belief . . . hope . . . knowledge . . . is enough to sustain and protect you from their (mindless/soul-less) designs. They are like the "Wizard Of Oz"--the shrinking, machinating little man behind the curtain of smoke and mirrors--magic tricks. . . .
It is an honor to God when His children--His people--do NOT cower against the edifice/Babel tower of lies and intrigue. But instead, they see the props and puppets for what they are--hence no bowing before them. A royal, eternal army are we. Just. Good. Strong. Faithful. Worshipful.
GOD IS
OUR LORD IS THAT HE IS
("they" can't stop me or you from PRAISING GOD!--nope!)
God bless and protect you each! Love you, strengthen you in Jesus' Name..........!!!!!!!
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(p.s., for those tracking closely, I just made some new edits and added more precise, revelatory language to recently prior "Worshipful!!! Near!!!" blog entry..... http://brothomasblog.blogspot.com/2019/12/worshipful-near.html
Stop Looking. . . . At Demon Scum
"Stop looking up to people you should be looking down on."
Yep. That's a quote of mine. It was a revelation . . . I got . . . in some earlier years. . . . I would surmise around 1987? Hard to tell these days when time is being so messed with. . . . But I think that is about right.......
Anyhow . . . it is in no way as impertinent as it might seem on the surface. Actually, it is a totally God honoring phrase, submissive . . . and recognizing His sovereignty. AND all about not being subjected to the devil's playthings, his creepy minions.....
It is a very important--I dare say--weapon . . . in the spiritual battle.
Let me explain. . . .
Very many times . . . as a Believer . . . you are set upon. You are undermined. You are belittled and subjugated and deliberately demoralized. Psychopaths . . . and the living dead . . . and the general unregenerate, through their generations-long schemes and current consciousness and programming--will have you in a place where you seem to be looking "up" . . . looking to someone in "authority"....and intended to be submitted to.... Yet, it's all a bluff. THEY are the ones that should be (quite literally) looked down upon. THEY are going to (love and desire) Hell.
Beware that trick.
It's like the Wizard Of Oz.... the little man behind the curtain.... using tricks and smoke and mirrors, so-to-speak . . . to KEEP YOU DOWN IN YOUR MIND AND SOUL! NO! NO!....
We don't cave to that!
We do not get fooled and submitted to that sort of nonsense!
Don't kowtow . . . to those who ought (if they had a lick of sense) be kowtowing to YOU!
(And We don't even look for, nor crave "kowtowing!".... HENCE... why ..... DON'T LOOk UP TO THEM! THEY ARE DEMON SCUM!)!!!!
Yep. That's a quote of mine. It was a revelation . . . I got . . . in some earlier years. . . . I would surmise around 1987? Hard to tell these days when time is being so messed with. . . . But I think that is about right.......
Anyhow . . . it is in no way as impertinent as it might seem on the surface. Actually, it is a totally God honoring phrase, submissive . . . and recognizing His sovereignty. AND all about not being subjected to the devil's playthings, his creepy minions.....
It is a very important--I dare say--weapon . . . in the spiritual battle.
Let me explain. . . .
Very many times . . . as a Believer . . . you are set upon. You are undermined. You are belittled and subjugated and deliberately demoralized. Psychopaths . . . and the living dead . . . and the general unregenerate, through their generations-long schemes and current consciousness and programming--will have you in a place where you seem to be looking "up" . . . looking to someone in "authority"....and intended to be submitted to.... Yet, it's all a bluff. THEY are the ones that should be (quite literally) looked down upon. THEY are going to (love and desire) Hell.
Beware that trick.
It's like the Wizard Of Oz.... the little man behind the curtain.... using tricks and smoke and mirrors, so-to-speak . . . to KEEP YOU DOWN IN YOUR MIND AND SOUL! NO! NO!....
We don't cave to that!
We do not get fooled and submitted to that sort of nonsense!
Don't kowtow . . . to those who ought (if they had a lick of sense) be kowtowing to YOU!
(And We don't even look for, nor crave "kowtowing!".... HENCE... why ..... DON'T LOOk UP TO THEM! THEY ARE DEMON SCUM!)!!!!
Tuesday, December 10, 2019
WORSHIPFUL!!! NEAR!!!
Consent. Beware . . . consent. Why do they/he always present--whether coded or not--their ill plan ahead of time? They/he . . . always reveal an intent. . . . Because YOU must consent. He (the evil one) has no power, but what is given, what is consented to. God gives it to him, for His purpose . . . then he (the wicked one) would (arrogantly) grant it to you--that is, grant you the opportunity to CONSENT, to join, should you choose . . . in evil, in rebellion, in lies. . . .
The Rebel's methods are to surround and suffocate and to so thoroughly engulf you within and without, such that consenting seems to be the only way out, to maintain, or better yet, "advance". . . .
Threats . . . intimidation . . . trickery . . . temptation . . . allures to pride. . . . Whatever and all means are used . . . to create such a noise and fog, that you cannot see The Way.
The Way . . . is The Truth.
Beware consent. Beware being led astray by any number of seductions--be they physical or mental or heart-worn or transcendental. . . . The trickster tempter will come . . . always . . . in all ways . . . seeking this or that consent . . . in his designs. He will lie and come portending the end of your suffering--a false saviour. . . . He plays upon your pain, your suffering and would have it that you calumny God, shaking a fist and cursing The Father. . . .
And induce envy--envying those who he has already subverted, and thus, they being quickly rewarded and glittering, will be shown to your face such that envy, jealousy ensue. Which they will. A pang of covetousness will strike. . . . Jealousy . . . envy. . . . LOOK OUT FOR THESE GHOULS!
But then . . . do you consent to follow his (The Rebel's) way where he would relieve your suffering and assuage your envy? And even then further, will add pleasure and fame? For a time. . . . ?
Or do you share in your Master's burden? Do you suffer with The One who saved your eternal soul? And shout "NO!" at the devil!?
Beware the one who would but relieve your suffering in this world . . . but who has no power or authority in the next. . . . !
The battlefield is consent. It is a field of consent. . . . Relinquishing to the tempter . . . OR NOT . . . is where the fight is being waged. . . .
Praise God! Who is in all, above all, beyond all, within all, creator of all, sustainer of all, purpose and being of all! Within, of and for Him . . . we have our being and purpose.
It is obvious, albeit subjected to (The Creator), there is another whose purpose is to thwart and test . . . the child's (soul's) consent.
This is a heavy notice. Tonight I saw things. I also saw how close and real and imminent . . . the "next world" is. Time is not like we've commonly understood it. Nor is space. We have been deeply deceived as to general waking, day-to-day reality. I've seen into it before--the night I got saved, the night of the great "dressing down" some years ago. . . .
For some un-earned reason . . . tonight, I saw more of it. It is close. It is very real. It is "now" in a sense. Time is not what we've been told or taught about. Our minds have been severely controlled and directed as to certain directed modes and motivations and inertia . . . of daily consciousness.
The TRUTH is very near, very close, very "physical" even . . . and not in the realm of puerile imagination.
Heaven . . . the next world . . . is here, close. Sometimes the veil slips, or rather, is let slip for a moment, and one can see in. . . . .
In that world--a mere moment's glance . . . seems to hold generations of knowledge--profound depth and breadth of understanding and vision and instantly grasped knowledge.--of spiritual matters. . . .
One quick view . . . and it's enough to write a book about!
But for now . . . ha! . . . we've got a blog. . . .
He loves the least.
He loves His creation.
He is love.
He is incomprehensible in His magnificence and intelligence and scope and bounds and depth and personality and endless other qualities. . . . Yet, He has deigned to give a creature, even fallen, such as us, a chance, a glimpse, a resemblance, a type--albeit infinitesimally--to experience and witness and extol and revel in Him!
It is beyond our understanding--except on a spiritual level . . . it can be graciously grasped. . . .,
The enemy seeks to destroy and distract and fog up . . . our vision so that we cannot see what is right before us. What, WHO!, is right with us. . . . .
Oh my Lord. . . . !
You are astounding! Wonderful! Supreme! Worshipful! Worshipful! Worshipful!
The Rebel's methods are to surround and suffocate and to so thoroughly engulf you within and without, such that consenting seems to be the only way out, to maintain, or better yet, "advance". . . .
Threats . . . intimidation . . . trickery . . . temptation . . . allures to pride. . . . Whatever and all means are used . . . to create such a noise and fog, that you cannot see The Way.
The Way . . . is The Truth.
Beware consent. Beware being led astray by any number of seductions--be they physical or mental or heart-worn or transcendental. . . . The trickster tempter will come . . . always . . . in all ways . . . seeking this or that consent . . . in his designs. He will lie and come portending the end of your suffering--a false saviour. . . . He plays upon your pain, your suffering and would have it that you calumny God, shaking a fist and cursing The Father. . . .
And induce envy--envying those who he has already subverted, and thus, they being quickly rewarded and glittering, will be shown to your face such that envy, jealousy ensue. Which they will. A pang of covetousness will strike. . . . Jealousy . . . envy. . . . LOOK OUT FOR THESE GHOULS!
But then . . . do you consent to follow his (The Rebel's) way where he would relieve your suffering and assuage your envy? And even then further, will add pleasure and fame? For a time. . . . ?
Or do you share in your Master's burden? Do you suffer with The One who saved your eternal soul? And shout "NO!" at the devil!?
Beware the one who would but relieve your suffering in this world . . . but who has no power or authority in the next. . . . !
The battlefield is consent. It is a field of consent. . . . Relinquishing to the tempter . . . OR NOT . . . is where the fight is being waged. . . .
Praise God! Who is in all, above all, beyond all, within all, creator of all, sustainer of all, purpose and being of all! Within, of and for Him . . . we have our being and purpose.
It is obvious, albeit subjected to (The Creator), there is another whose purpose is to thwart and test . . . the child's (soul's) consent.
This is a heavy notice. Tonight I saw things. I also saw how close and real and imminent . . . the "next world" is. Time is not like we've commonly understood it. Nor is space. We have been deeply deceived as to general waking, day-to-day reality. I've seen into it before--the night I got saved, the night of the great "dressing down" some years ago. . . .
For some un-earned reason . . . tonight, I saw more of it. It is close. It is very real. It is "now" in a sense. Time is not what we've been told or taught about. Our minds have been severely controlled and directed as to certain directed modes and motivations and inertia . . . of daily consciousness.
The TRUTH is very near, very close, very "physical" even . . . and not in the realm of puerile imagination.
Heaven . . . the next world . . . is here, close. Sometimes the veil slips, or rather, is let slip for a moment, and one can see in. . . . .
In that world--a mere moment's glance . . . seems to hold generations of knowledge--profound depth and breadth of understanding and vision and instantly grasped knowledge.--of spiritual matters. . . .
One quick view . . . and it's enough to write a book about!
But for now . . . ha! . . . we've got a blog. . . .
He loves the least.
He loves His creation.
He is love.
He is incomprehensible in His magnificence and intelligence and scope and bounds and depth and personality and endless other qualities. . . . Yet, He has deigned to give a creature, even fallen, such as us, a chance, a glimpse, a resemblance, a type--albeit infinitesimally--to experience and witness and extol and revel in Him!
It is beyond our understanding--except on a spiritual level . . . it can be graciously grasped. . . .,
The enemy seeks to destroy and distract and fog up . . . our vision so that we cannot see what is right before us. What, WHO!, is right with us. . . . .
Oh my Lord. . . . !
You are astounding! Wonderful! Supreme! Worshipful! Worshipful! Worshipful!
Monday, December 9, 2019
Music/Culture-World Update (personal)
My experience/experiment foraying back into the "music scene" has been interesting, stimulating and, as expected--though not hoped for--typically frustrating. On the most important side, I've had not a few intense and fruitful chances to reveal my faith--have discussions, offer testimony etc., in places and with (mostly young) people where it is rarely dared to be presented.
Somewhat surprisingly, a good portion of the young musicians I've come to know and interact with (millennials for the most part) are NOT completely brainwashed nor buying the current "SJW" ubiquitous cultural narrative. Many are quite aware of the various conspiracies and lies that have been foisted on us through past and recent history. I found I was nearly always able to bring up issues and point out ("politically incorrect") truths without "triggering" anyone, without being shouted down, shunned, black-balled etc. Many of them--at least the (mostly) musicians and fans I've been involved with, are quite open-minded and not so viciously dogmatic as is typically portrayed in the media. And, as mentioned, most critically, I, along with my wife who came to all the shows, were on a several occasions able to get into some deep, religious/spiritual conversations. At a bar! At a music club! That was my hope. [sidenote: the only person who has "stiffed" me re getting paid for a gig, out of probably close to a 100 shows I've done the past 3 years, is a "trans" who is constantly bitc*ing and carrying on on social media about being treated unjustly by others.]
Also, my own new music that I've created and has gotten some exposure locally and globally a bit, is filled with messages, pointers, depictions, revelations etc., about the nature and importance of the spiritual battle--albeit dressed in poetic/artistic language. [SEE BELOW, ie., some lyrics of mine along such lines from my recent songs.]
The expected, always frustrating part, is how controlled the music "business" is. And especially now. It is virtually impossible to make any money selling music anymore, unless you are (sold out) and connected to the beast industry. It doesn't help being a straight, older, white dude haha! There are ways to pull it off, but it takes some $ backing and/or lots of spare time. I haven't given up. I CAN'T not keep creating regardless, whether it gets out there or not. I've always been writing, and when able, recording my songs, since about age 7!
I've had to take a bit of a break (unfortunately!--as I do drastically love performing live and recording! It energizes my whole life!). . . . But it's all relatively costly to maintain in a small music market, such as Salt Lake City. [Ie., if I were able to play in the UK and parts of Europe, I would be "crushing"--be able to make an actual living at music--many over there have told me and I don't doubt it.] Most (not all) shows here, I am only able to make enough to get the band paid (who I always pay before myself). And I simply don't have enough time and/or $ that it takes to promote my songs online, which you have to do to ever get any kind of return there.
Nevertheless, I forge on, still intent on trying to interject some LOGOS-based art and music BACK into this decadent, dark culture, not wanting to leave the battlefield SOLELY to The Enemy!
To that end, should anyone like to help, I have started a very modest Gofundme campaign to at least get one new song recorded toward (hopefully) a new Ep release in the spring. That link is here: https://www.gofundme.com/f/saving-real-music-saving-rnr-soul-folk?pc=fb_co_campmgmt_w&rcid=r01-15734120866-c55396f71b594ea5&utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=fb_co_campmgmt_w&fbclid=IwAR2wnGVYv8NTGiwNQd2QonFfly8ToDM2hLkeXtkNVRwiwp5iRCx9QOv5eZE
In other news, I still hope to get some sort of streaming show/podcast going, which will be quite unique and multifaceted (again, ye ol' time and money would say otherwise, grrrr). And I hope to have some new material re the "memoir" series. I'm doing some research into some family history that I think is interesting (I find family history fascinating, always have--and well, history in general I love--reading Plutarch AGAIN currently among other things).
Take care, stay faithful, press on and God bless!
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TRIALS OF THE DEMISPHERE
(Words/Music: Tom Larsen)
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
oooh oooh oooh oooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Strangeland strangers grieving
Quicksand meme believing
Vessels of wrath seething
Not my home I'm leaving
Day I landed I looked around
Saw monster puppets with lying sound
Vipers leading who rule by fear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Swirling divas with nightmare's bold
Tried to kill me before I'm old
Run for cover and keeping clear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
Trauma-based mind-wash is in control
Spiritual circuit is blasted whole
Conscience-sensing is what they sear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Borders crashing release the hounds
Durga rising in all the towns
Walk right through it my Ghost is here, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
oooh oooh oooh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
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SHHH
(Words-Music: Tom Larsen)
I saw you walking up the street the other day
Terror on your face, aimed at me I'd say
Lasers on your shoulders, something I must've said
Speaking out of program
It's vapors for the dead
Shhh--fragile eyes meet the blades of light
Shhh--children huddle at the awful sight
I remember strolling free and un-allowed
I remember feeling joy and grace among the crowd
Then Agent Manners flipped a wig shrieking,
"I'm the boss and you're a pig"
Simon say don't but when I say do
I've got a straight-jacket brain and a heart in the loo
I got your message, it was silence in the cold
Apparently you've not met a man who isn't rolled
Yes I've got compassion and I suffer fools
But I'm freaking bored with fascist mental rules
Shhh--tender ears meet the sound of life
Shhh--bullies hide in the justice strife
Forty-million warriors crest upon the hill
Crying like wounded banshees mad enough to kill
Waiting for their leader, voices in the head
But now they all fall down
'Cause of something someone said
Shhh--now they're marching straight off the cliff
Shhh--please don't tell them about this riff....
--My newest songs can be heard here: https://thevistanauts.bandcamp.com/album/apollo-down
Somewhat surprisingly, a good portion of the young musicians I've come to know and interact with (millennials for the most part) are NOT completely brainwashed nor buying the current "SJW" ubiquitous cultural narrative. Many are quite aware of the various conspiracies and lies that have been foisted on us through past and recent history. I found I was nearly always able to bring up issues and point out ("politically incorrect") truths without "triggering" anyone, without being shouted down, shunned, black-balled etc. Many of them--at least the (mostly) musicians and fans I've been involved with, are quite open-minded and not so viciously dogmatic as is typically portrayed in the media. And, as mentioned, most critically, I, along with my wife who came to all the shows, were on a several occasions able to get into some deep, religious/spiritual conversations. At a bar! At a music club! That was my hope. [sidenote: the only person who has "stiffed" me re getting paid for a gig, out of probably close to a 100 shows I've done the past 3 years, is a "trans" who is constantly bitc*ing and carrying on on social media about being treated unjustly by others.]
Also, my own new music that I've created and has gotten some exposure locally and globally a bit, is filled with messages, pointers, depictions, revelations etc., about the nature and importance of the spiritual battle--albeit dressed in poetic/artistic language. [SEE BELOW, ie., some lyrics of mine along such lines from my recent songs.]
The expected, always frustrating part, is how controlled the music "business" is. And especially now. It is virtually impossible to make any money selling music anymore, unless you are (sold out) and connected to the beast industry. It doesn't help being a straight, older, white dude haha! There are ways to pull it off, but it takes some $ backing and/or lots of spare time. I haven't given up. I CAN'T not keep creating regardless, whether it gets out there or not. I've always been writing, and when able, recording my songs, since about age 7!
I've had to take a bit of a break (unfortunately!--as I do drastically love performing live and recording! It energizes my whole life!). . . . But it's all relatively costly to maintain in a small music market, such as Salt Lake City. [Ie., if I were able to play in the UK and parts of Europe, I would be "crushing"--be able to make an actual living at music--many over there have told me and I don't doubt it.] Most (not all) shows here, I am only able to make enough to get the band paid (who I always pay before myself). And I simply don't have enough time and/or $ that it takes to promote my songs online, which you have to do to ever get any kind of return there.
Nevertheless, I forge on, still intent on trying to interject some LOGOS-based art and music BACK into this decadent, dark culture, not wanting to leave the battlefield SOLELY to The Enemy!
To that end, should anyone like to help, I have started a very modest Gofundme campaign to at least get one new song recorded toward (hopefully) a new Ep release in the spring. That link is here: https://www.gofundme.com/f/saving-real-music-saving-rnr-soul-folk?pc=fb_co_campmgmt_w&rcid=r01-15734120866-c55396f71b594ea5&utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=fb_co_campmgmt_w&fbclid=IwAR2wnGVYv8NTGiwNQd2QonFfly8ToDM2hLkeXtkNVRwiwp5iRCx9QOv5eZE
In other news, I still hope to get some sort of streaming show/podcast going, which will be quite unique and multifaceted (again, ye ol' time and money would say otherwise, grrrr). And I hope to have some new material re the "memoir" series. I'm doing some research into some family history that I think is interesting (I find family history fascinating, always have--and well, history in general I love--reading Plutarch AGAIN currently among other things).
Take care, stay faithful, press on and God bless!
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TRIALS OF THE DEMISPHERE
(Words/Music: Tom Larsen)
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
oooh oooh oooh oooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Strangeland strangers grieving
Quicksand meme believing
Vessels of wrath seething
Not my home I'm leaving
Day I landed I looked around
Saw monster puppets with lying sound
Vipers leading who rule by fear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Swirling divas with nightmare's bold
Tried to kill me before I'm old
Run for cover and keeping clear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
Trauma-based mind-wash is in control
Spiritual circuit is blasted whole
Conscience-sensing is what they sear, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Borders crashing release the hounds
Durga rising in all the towns
Walk right through it my Ghost is here, it was the
Trials of the Demisphere
Oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
oooh oooh oooh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
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SHHH
(Words-Music: Tom Larsen)
I saw you walking up the street the other day
Terror on your face, aimed at me I'd say
Lasers on your shoulders, something I must've said
Speaking out of program
It's vapors for the dead
Shhh--fragile eyes meet the blades of light
Shhh--children huddle at the awful sight
I remember strolling free and un-allowed
I remember feeling joy and grace among the crowd
Then Agent Manners flipped a wig shrieking,
"I'm the boss and you're a pig"
Simon say don't but when I say do
I've got a straight-jacket brain and a heart in the loo
I got your message, it was silence in the cold
Apparently you've not met a man who isn't rolled
Yes I've got compassion and I suffer fools
But I'm freaking bored with fascist mental rules
Shhh--tender ears meet the sound of life
Shhh--bullies hide in the justice strife
Forty-million warriors crest upon the hill
Crying like wounded banshees mad enough to kill
Waiting for their leader, voices in the head
But now they all fall down
'Cause of something someone said
Shhh--now they're marching straight off the cliff
Shhh--please don't tell them about this riff....
--My newest songs can be heard here: https://thevistanauts.bandcamp.com/album/apollo-down
Thursday, December 5, 2019
Horror Chambers--NO!
Any one sending their children to public schools of any kind in this day and age . . . is insane. Radical, perverse sex ed in the lowest (and/or any grades), disgusting and criminal. Mandatory vaccines that cause autism and more. . . . Marxist, Satanic, atheistic, pesudo-science indoctrination . . . relentless attacks against family, God and country . . . against reality. . . . Lies, lies, perversion--physical, spiritual, psychological bodily harm. Public school is a weapon of mass destruction. I can't imagine putting your little loved ones in these horror chambers. It is not necessary and the excuses are pathetic for those who do and continue to.
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