Saturday, May 27, 2017

Takeover 101

Well . . . can't tell for sure, but definitely some weird stuff going on.  One thing that's obvious, big picture, is that a coup occurred over the past 8 years.  One of the signs I wrote early on to watch for, was the picking off of prominent "conservative" politicians and media types.  We are in that phase now and moving into the criminalizing of "conservative" thought and opinion.  Fewer and fewer dare to speak their minds.  "Brownshirt" intimidation as is happening on campuses and public events, public shaming . . . it's all there--and all very classic communist dictatorship tactics.  "Gang stalking" will be common targeting steadily any one who dares to resist--no conversations will be safe, not even whispers. . . .

As I've said before (probably too much, forgive me) the reason I've been able to predict so accurately where we were headed (back when people still laughed at the concern that "communism" was still any type of threat anymore) is because I  had spent years prior reading, studying. talking to Russians . . . learning about all the methods and history of communist conquest over other nations.  They really haven't done anything novel in our case.  It's been the same tactics.  Infiltrate the schools, churches, arts, psychology, media . . . early on . . . control all the levers of power in the various critical institutions, rewrite history, employ universal "cultural icon debasement"--destroy the nation's heroes, pull down statues, turn children against parents--empower the youth to be the battering ram against remaining tradition, universal monitoring and tracking/surveillance . . . and so on and so on . . . pretty much by the book "Commi Takeover 101". . . .

I believe the Donald was allowed to get in office . . . to be made the "poster child"/monster symbolizing the last dying gasps of "American" sovereignty and culture.  He is the perfect foil, as his ego is easily manipulated and he (apparently) lacks guidance of the Holy Spirit.  Could be wrong, but I don't believe he is a believer.  He has no real core principles based in Biblical teaching.  Worldly wisdom and ego are what inform his maneuvers.  And while he seems to have an inkling of the actual forces and purposes arrayed against him, he is not a humble man who could be guided and protected by God.  Without God, he doesn't stand a chance.  And they knew this about him and helped create his seeming "rise" to power . . . with the full intent and program ready to implement . . . which is isolate him, construct a persona which will be used to symbolize "the enemy" . . smear any who support him/"traditional American values" . . . and eventually criminalize them (in the beginning it's ostracize, isolate, provoke . . . then criminalize). . . . When they are finished with this final destruction of hope, they will sweep back into power (back into VISIBLE power, as they have not ever really lost power) and that is when the real, overt persecution will likely begin in earnest.  It will be hugely demoralizing,  The objective is to crush the spirit--the spirit of freedom and individuality.  It becomes the horrific drone , collectivised/enslaved world aptly depicted by Ayn Rand in "Anthem".

And bottom line . . . it is but the "synagogue of Satan" consolidating all the epoch-long threads of tyranny running throughout the world, tying it all together, if they could, for the final, complete knot of control--if they could, at last a world without God or any of His children.

But for believers . . . it will be a time of incredible faith strengthening and confirmation.  Touching, profound quiet acts and personal experiences of believers will continue on despite the near totalitarian controls.  Believers will experience a vital and astounding deepening of real, personal relationship with the Spirit throughout the events.  Their faith will grow, their knowledge of the Truth will NOT be extinguished.  Nothing, no one, will ever come between the love of God and His people, no matter the intense and devious wiles of the enemy.  NOTHING . . . NO ONE!  And there will be a final, just, severe judgment on the matter.

There will be a continued stifling and darkness hanging over and through all . . . ever more pitch and seemingly hopeless . . . but then, The Light returns!  Once and for all!  Praise God!

Cultural Icon Debasement Initiative

Friday, May 26, 2017

Still out there?

Hey lovely Christians... Please let me know thru comments if you are still seeing my blog posts, such as this one.  I think they finally are coming around.  G stalk....infiltraitors...... hack....

Thursday, May 25, 2017

The Curse Of Self Pity

Feeling sorry for yourself.  The curse.  You didn't see it coming.  You couldn't.  Who woulda thought?  Who woulda thought that while you are jsut struggling along, some witch, some demon, some focused evil . . . would have put a spell on you . . . to make you feel sorry for yourself?  No, really . . . that's it.  A creepy, unexpected spell . . . that debilitates you by making you feel sorry for yourself.  Who woulda thought?

Well, the key to breaking the spell--if you got it, and dare admit it . . . is this:  GRATITUDE!  Yep.  Need I go over the litany yet again?  Okay, I will.

Arm.  Do you have one?  Do you have two?  Some people don't.  They've got none in fact.  No hands, no fingers.  Stew on that--the implications for daily living, being able to do the simplest tasks. . . .

Torture prisons?  Yes.  Men, women, children and innocent animals are there.   Suffering, cold, hungry, alone . . . in pain.

So many things to be thankful for. . . .

But the curse, the spell of self-pity will find a way yet to complain, to feel especially picked upon, regardless.  The sense of being entitled, owed something, deserving . . . is part of the evil.  There is nothing good in and of ourselves.  What good there is . . . is of God.

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Tripartite Layering/Electronic Fences

Emergency message....

It's just like I said/thought it would be.  Tripartite ( or was it "tate"?) ...anyhow...... Layering, electronic fences, . . . remember?  Everybody in their own lane......Digitized.....

Monday, May 22, 2017

Over The Target? Or Just Fallen World Boloney?

Ha!  The hits just keep on comin'!  I'm not a complainer.  I always look at the bright side of things--which drives some people nuts.  They want a good wallow whine--not to turn it around and find the silver lining.  But it's just in my make-up. . . .

Anyway, this recent string of crises and minor disasters, for me has gotten in the farcical realm.

Just as I had been resisting Facebook and social media, but finally had to delve in when I started my bands, I've also been resisting getting a smart phone.  I liked my little flip phone and for the paint work I do, it was handy and appropriate for the job.

But, I wore out the little phone and finally relented and got Isaac's hand-me-down, a nice little Samsung Galaxy S Note smart phone.  It was fairly easy to learn and was perfect so now I can check my emails and notices while working--helping with the band stuff.

And somehow, on Friday.  It's gone.  I can only imagine that someone reached in my car window and nabbed it while I was in 7-11 for just a couple minutes.  Oy.  I had a ton of contacts on it, impossible to replicate...hadn't backed them up of course, still being a newbie.....

Then it's the worry that it's connected to all my email accounts and who knows what other personal information is on there.  Cue a panicked day of changing passwords, monitoring accounts, reporting to police (because we thought we saw it immediately on sale online). . . . A day wasted and scrambling when I was suppose to be figuring out how to fix the dumb backflow pipes to the sprinkler system which froze and split over the winter. . . .

Yay!  Lol.  They say your not receiving flak unless you're over the target. . . . BUT, not complaining.  Always . . . I think and recall . . . there is so much to be grateful for.  Above all, to have been given the eyes to see Truth, to know and have relationship with The Creator.  THAT is the treasure.  THAT is the main purpose, the only real goal worth striving over.  This life is often silly, frustrating, difficult and quickly over.  God God Lord God is what it's all about.  HIS glory.  So much to be thankful for!

[Now, that wasn't the "word" I got although it is related and I should be able to get to that share here shortly, take care, God bless:]

Friday, May 19, 2017

Bizzaro Times

These are bizzaro times.... don't worry, I'm still here, tracking it all. . . . Got a Word.  Like I once said, the tripartate fencing would be brutal and is intending (and remarkable often, but not always DOES) to block spiritual transmissions.  I warned of all of this.  It's here.  AND, it hits me too.  But, I never stop looking for holes in the fences:) Praise be to God:) Who never leaves His . . . alone . . . to flail . . . forever.  Nope.  He comes and rescues . . . always, but just when and as He sees fit.  No complaints here.  Praise God!

Anyway . . .

Will write more . . . the word, the message . . . some tips on dealing with this assault.  Those with eyes and ears and heart and soul . . . know what I mean:).

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

No Way

I was perusing some past posts going through last election season, thinking about somewhere where I wrote that I just don't believe "they" will allow a genuine, people-powered recapture of the Republic to take place.  I couldn't find what I was looking for, but came across this blurb I wrote just about 1 year ago exactly . . . kinda interesting.....basically says the same thing I was concerned about. . . .

posted 5-17
"I can now see how this might just be what happens.  If Trump does get elected . . . there will be civil protest, chaos, disruption like never before, I expect.  I can then well imagine that he does something like suspend the Constitution and forcefully try to restore law and order.

The only thing is, when I "look" ahead . . . I just don't see him there.  So I toggle back and forth between the other possibility I keep sensing (or perhaps just dreading) . . . where, something big, unexpected happens before the coming election, and some type of other arrangement is made.  A state of emergency pre-empts the election. . . .

In any case, I continue to expect that tptb will not allow a popular revolt against the tyrannical globalist status quo.  They will burn the whole thing down before they will see a genuine "democratic" revolution by the fed up, awakening masses. . . ."

Missing You

Hello... Well.... meantime, amidst the fallen chaos, I managed to battle through and get a song finished and mixed for release as my first single ever.  Heh.  About 40 years of writing and recording my songs...and here we last a release.  It is an extremely personal and important song to me. Wrote it just a few months ago.  When I first wrote it and brought home a demo of it to play for wife Lindsay, I broke down into tears...a rare thing for me.  Not the crying type (no offense to criers...I'm just of a more stoic, non-emotional variety.)

Anyway here are some links to hear it. And the lyrics,
take care, God bless you each!
bro t.


Once I had a vision, living in an ashram
You'd be here coming soon
There was some grand fate, a voice had told me
I wrote some poems and a tune.
Gave my apologies, sanyassin libertine
I told her I'm not that man
And thus I sailed on, wrote them some letters
Sent some cards, I had a plan.

Wandering alone, nobody to guide me through.
Elders said run, I didn't know what to do.
Know that I've been missing you.

In my scheme of things, I owned some mansions
I toured the world and set aside
A golden chest brimming with treasure
I'd make it up to you in style.
But as the days wore on, I got dissipated
My demons, they were running wild.
That time you spoke to me, I couldn't find the words
All was lost, intentions filed.

Of all the things that make me feel wrong and blue
Glaring is one that stands out among the slew.
Know that I've been missing you.

Run, gonna run, gonna have to run away
Run, gonna run, why'd you have to run away
And now you pay, that's what they say.
There's no time, just fleeting rhyme.

Know that I've been missing you.

Sunday, May 14, 2017

Isaac's Rebirth:)

Stumbled across some great photos of when Isaac got baptized as Born Again believer:)

Saturday, May 13, 2017

A Day In The (Yikes) Life, Part 2

Okay... so where was I....?  Roaring disaster fans, dippy eggs, scrambling to keep it all afloat. . . .

Now, I've got . . . well had . . . the 2 bands.  One, the best Bowie tribute band in the world ( I believe:) stuck in the middle of nowhere (high desert Utah) and the other, a little ensemble that is learning my new, original songs and trying to record a debut album.

My guitarist for the Bowie band is a fantastic guitarist.  One of the best I've ever worked with--can play anything.  Mr. Milquetoast--looks like an insurance salesman, or a school teacher, which he is/was . . . a guy I'd known for just a year since I cobbled this band of pro musicians together to play Bowie's best, most complicated tunes.  I thought, why not have him come put a solo on my originals project.  He was game, but, shockingly informed me through text that he's just lost his job.  What? He was constantly whining about playing weeknight gigs because (being the oldest member in the band) it messed with his work schedule and he needed a good night's sleep.  And his teaching job meant more than anything to him--security above all . . . and though I've never had such "security" myself, I understand and tried to accommodate.  Didn't want to lose this great player--the major linchpin--in my band.

"Broke some school policy" was all he texted and I could tell he was fairly well devastated.  But then I thought, hey maybe now we CAN do some weeknight gigs!  Whatever, we had 2 important shows coming up soon and I had just lost my also crucial keyboardist who was frustrated we weren't touring the world yet, lol.

So I had some time booked in the studio and went to pick him up.  Got to his house, noticed an unusual amount of cars on the narrow street and thought maybe he had family over consoling him about the job loss.

Heading for his door, suddenly a burly policeman marched promptly out and turned me away.  "I need you to leave the area . . . we have a situation here." he said pointing back to the house.  Wait, what?  What's going on?  Is my guitarist suicidal?  Has he gotten abusive towards his wife?  Didn't seem likely.   He was an immensely mild-mannered dude, on the obsessive-compulsive side, yes, but not the violent type.

Shocked, I forged on to the studio and ended up adding some guitar parts myself, less than stellar, but not a total waste.

Well, I got the sad, tragic tale via text from his wife the next day.  My guitarist was in jail.  Thank God he never did anything to anyone--it was all in his own little world . . . but the school had found evidence of his collection and keeping of photos of the underaged on school property.  What a nightmare.  A few days later he was the leading story on all the local t.v. stations, mug shot blazing, school teacher found with ... etc, and etc.  I'm guessing several years in the "big house" and who knows what else will result.   Such folk are not taken too kindly to within the prison walls....Just terrible, the whole thing:(

And, while not SO dire in comparison, so much for the very important, high-brow. $1,800 per table, downtown Children's Charity Benefit gig I had landed for my Bowie band!  I have had to cancel all pending shows until I can figure out where to go from here. . . .

Oy, what a shock . . . and sad situation, all 'round.  His poor wife was totally blindsided, as were we all.  And all the money, time, promo, sacrifice I/we(my family) have put into this . . . destroyed . . . by sin.  He use to bridle whenever I would proselytize about the One, True Way.  Post-modern, new-agey confusion was his conception of Truth, and although I feel sick for him and his horrifying fall . . . the effects of muddled, self-serving cosmic philosophy are what they are.  No one is an island.  We affect all around us according to our worldview and behavior, for good or bad.

I do not intend to just give up.  My originals' project forges on, though taking a fair shake more time and money than I had hoped. . . .

Still trying to get the basement back to normal . . . slowly but surely.  My mother . . . continues to deteriorate, but at least now it seems she is realizing that she must not be stubborn and in denial and will need to enter a more assisted-care facility.  I can only do so much with all else that is on my plate

Onward we go, praising God always!  His will be done!

Friday, May 5, 2017

A Day In The (Yikes!) Life (PART ONE)

Oh my . . . what a couple of weeks it's been.  First off, my mother is dying.  Of course, yes, we all are, but she is clearly on the last leg of the mortal journey.  She is in "hospice" care, which has been less than impressive, and it has been left to me to fill in all the gaps of her increasingly needy care, as much as I am able.  I am fairly jaded about death, having faced it squarely in mind and heart since a young age but it is still a heavy reality, especially when it's your mom.

So, while pretty much daily attending to the various needs of getting my mom set up so she can function reasonably well in her alone time in her little new old folks apartment . . . there is also the matter that I have 2 rocknroll bands to attend to.  One is a David Bowie "tribute" band of sorts and the other is a vehicle for my own original music.  I am in the midst of trying to record a "debut" album with my originals band, with 2-3 days/nights per week spent in the studio recording, mixing, producing, trying to keep relatively within budget expectations (Ha! those expectations got blown away when I plowed through the last of the money I raised through crowdfunding and only had 2 songs finished and mixed with 8 others songs in various stages of development.  Oy, find more money...and gotta keep the momentum going)..... So there's that situation tucked into the ongoing worry and work for ma, which also includes that my millennial snowflake bassist has stopped showing up for recording sessions and practice--yikes....

And then there is my Bowie band, where my atheist, hard-leftist keyboardist quit saying he needed to work with "people who share my same ideology" and also because we weren't already touring the world (after less than a year as a band together) with Aussie Pink Floyd.  Lol.

AND . . . we've got two important gigs coming up.  So I'm also scrambling to find a keyboardist replacement for the impending shows.

So . . . one night--it's about midnight and I am on the phone with my studio engineer discussing another disappointing "mastering" job on my two finished originals songs sent to a "mastering" outfit in Boston . . . after a prior awful effort by a young "masteriong" fellow in Vegas . . . and I notice Isaac hovering about. . . . I finally get off the phone and he says, "I want to show you something". . . .

So we go to the basement, to his bathroom down there and he points to some apparently water stains and moisture newly appeared. . . . Hmmm.  Interesting.  We venture out, down the hall to the unfinished room in the basement and I see a small pool of water in the middle of the floor there.  My first thought is some pipe must be leaking in the unfinished ceiling.... I look up.  It's fine.  Walk around to where the furnace and water heater and voila!  Water is pouring out the bottom of the water heater tank.  Yikes again.  Scramble.  All my musical equipment is just feet away and the water is moving out, a couple inches high.

After a quick panicked search on Youtube "water heater leaking" . . . I figure out how to shut off the water and turn off the gas . . . and then its scramble time again to get all the boxes and equipment up and out of the water of the still pooling overflow.  And yes, I have managed to shut the water source off ... BUT . . . there is still all the water in the tank that is continuing to drain out.  And the lovely builders of the house have made the drain into a volcano shape so that no water makes it to the drain but instead falls back into the wall and under, going into the previously mentioned (Isaac's bathroom... where, it turned out, water now was squishing up through the grout line as you walked on the tile...bad news.)

Next day is all bustle calling emergency plumber types and disaster clean-up crews.  In they come, dudes all day, tearing up tile, cutting out walls, setting up an industrial array of high powered fans which now must be left on roaring for days to follow.  Of course we get hammered for the "emergency" cost of getting a new large water heater which isn't covered by homeowners insurance and then its dance time with the insurance investigator to see what paltry sum we can finagle to cover the costs of all the various damage/repairs. . . .

Then the garage door breaks.  Won't open all the way.  Me and Lindsay try to fix it ourselves and only screw it up more.  Now it can't be shut and locked, which is disconcerting since not too long ago, some neighborhood creep creeped into our garage and stole a bunch of (rare, of course) cd's and money and things from my car.  Cue garage door fixer guys.  Fans still roaring 24-7 in the basement. Mom needing me to swing by and make her "dippy eggs" and do her laundry.  Did I mention I'm not real big on body stuff?  Kinda squeamish in that category.  Anything to do with issues, body functions, weeping swollen lymphodema skin profusions--uhh, not my bag.  BUT, I'm great in a crisis and I manage to help as I can in the midst of my own home chaos.  Hey, and somewhere in all this I gotta keep working, yet it seems that all my regular paint clients think I'm a rock star now and don't need my day job and have stopped calling.  Scary.  And I don't have the time to alert them and others that, hey, I still paint and need the work--when I can find the time away from all the other costly stuff I'm engaged in (buying new water heaters, promoting the band(s), garage doors etc.)

Well, since that wasn't all apparently enough to deal with, the old trickster came up with a doozy in the middle of all this. . . .

So . . . I want my fantastic guitarist from my Bowie band to put a couple lead solos on my original songs I'm recording in the studio.  I text him.  He's slow to respond, mentioning that he just lost his job but that he wants to help me out.  Great.  Except, I'm a bit shocked.  You see, he is/was a school teacher at a charter school and he was obsessive about his job--maintaining it proper and was always whining if I booked the band for a weeknight gig.  He's the oldest in the group and needs his sleep.  He said it screwed up his work if we played late on a weeknight and his job came first (that is until we got to that world tour thing).

Anyway, yeah, I'm really surprised he lost his job over, what he said was "breaking a school policy".  Mr. Milquetoast--the most "anal" . . . slightly obsessive and finicky of fellows somehow screwed up and broke a rule.   Didn't quite compute.  But oh well, I thought, maybe now I CAN book weeknight gigs.  Anyhow, we have 2 important gigs coming up regardless.

[AND now I must pause, because also while all this was going on, I've been driving on grinding breaks.  Yeah, down to the rotors.  But didn't have the time or the money to get new brakes so have been utilizing my down-shifting skills to get about until I can figure it out...... Fast forward to today... my car is in the shop finally getting brakes and now I'm out the door to retrieve it . . . and then to get some wallboard to begin the downstairs repair (since the insurance scammers didn't really give us enough money to hire proper dudes to do it)  So this is PART 1 of the saga . .. . and stay tuned for PART 2 . . . it's a mind blower and . . . and . . . well, just wow.....]


Saturday, April 22, 2017


Incredible....insidious  . . . with dire, ominous implications if it manages to gain widespread traction.

As some of you know, I have been warning about the resurgence of communist totalitarianism taking over America and the west since I started writing my blog and doing podcasts back around 2004....And long before that, before the internet....

People (some) thought I was kooky . . . "communism is dead!" they would laugh and scoff. . . .

Well and then I said there would be widespread riots and eventually martial law put in by a Republican president . . . blah, blah, blah... etc.

We now see the "Antifa" ("anti-fascist") movement that the anarchists and communist agitators are employing on college campuses and elsewhere....These are the shock troops of the communist militants. . . .

What is so dire and ominous is the "ideological" slant this movement is taking and the implications.....

One faction of this group is proclaiming the "objectivity", "freedom of speech" and even the idea of "truth" itself . . . are "white supremacist" constructs: “Historically, white supremacy has venerated the idea of objectivity, and wielded a dichotomy of ‘subjectivity vs. objectivity’ as a means of silencing oppressed peoples,” they explain. “The idea that there is a single truth–‘the Truth’–is a construct of the Euro-West--"

Wow.  This is a direct and demonic assault on Truth, on God Himself and utterly absurd from the outset.  If "truth" and "objectivity" are white supremacist cultural tools of oppression... these protesters have just shot themselves in the foot.  Their statements are instantly self-refuted and can be dismissed, obviously, as they cannot claim to be "truth" statements or objectively true.....

Yet the idiocy of tyranny is never a defeat to itself. . . . Terror, violence, intimidation are its weapons, and highly effective, truth be damned. . . . 

Anyway... just thought I make note of this newest development in the Maoist takeover.....

Thursday, April 20, 2017


“Has it ever occurred to you that one hundred pianos all tuned to the same fork are automatically tuned to each other? They are of one accord by being tuned, not to each other, but to another standard to which each one must individually bow. So one hundred worshipers met together, each one looking away to Christ, are in heart nearer to each other than they could possibly be, were they to become 'unity' conscious and turn their eyes away from God to strive for closer fellowship.” 

“To have found God and still to pursue Him is the soul’s paradox of love.”

“Always, everywhere God is present, and always He seeks to discover Himself to each one”

“You can see God from anywhere if your mind is set to love and obey Him.” 

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Paschal From Chrysostom

 Paschal or Easter Sermon from Saint John Chrysostom
Let all Pious men and all lovers of God rejoice in the splendor of this feast; let the wise servants blissfully enter into the joy of their Lord; let those who have borne the burden of Lent now receive their pay, and those who have toiled since the first hour, let them now receive their due reward; let any who came after the third hour be grateful to join in the feast, and those who may have come after the sixth, let them not be afraid of being too late, for the Lord is gracious and He receives the last even as the first. He gives rest to him who comes on the eleventh hour as well as to him who has toiled since the first: yes, He has pity on the last and He serves the first; He rewards the one and is generous to the other; he repays the deed and praises the effort.
Come you all: enter into the joy of your Lord. You the first and you the last, receive alike your reward; you rich and you poor, dance together; you sober and you weaklings, celebrate the day; you who have kept the fast and you who have not, rejoice today. The table is richly loaded: enjoy its royal banquet. The calf is a fatted one: let no one go away hungry. All of you enjoy the banquet of faith; all of you receive the riches of his goodness.
Let no one grieve over his poverty, for the universal kingdom has been revealed; let no one weep over his sins, for pardon has shone from the grave; let no one fear death, for the death of our Savior has set us free: He has destroyed it by enduring it, He has despoiled Hades by going down into its kingdom, He has angered it by allowing it to taste of his flesh.
Jesus_ resurrection
When Isaiah foresaw all this, he cried out: “O Hades, you have been angered by encountering Him in the nether world.” Hades is angered because frustrated, it is angered because it has been mocked, it is angered because it has been destroyed, it is angered because it has been reduced to naught, it is angered because it is now captive. It seized a body, and lo! it discovered God; it seized earth, and, behold! it encountered heaven; it seized the visible, and was overcome by the invisible.
O death, where is your sting? O Hades, where is your victory? Christ is risen and life is freed, Christ is risen and the tomb is emptied of the dead: for Christ, being risen from the dead, has become the Leader and Reviver of those who had fallen asleep. To Him be glory and power for ever and ever. Amen.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

The Least

The least. . . . 'Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.'

The thing is . . . God is sovereign . . . and if people are in a bad way, if they are lowly and someone else is material blessed (ie., wealth, looks, prestige) the latter has no place to be taking credit. The "blessed" one is in no position to be feeling superior, self righteous. If we've got ANY thing good to boast of, it is only from God, by God.

He chose an average vessel, humble . . . for Himself to convey in.

If people are in a pitiful state we ought not be looking on them with disgust and condescension. For if we do, we are actually laying that on God, who is the Author of everyone's station.

'Whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.'

Friday, April 7, 2017

"Syria And A Bear" revisited

I'm not liking this Syria move one bit.  First off anything Hillary and John McCain praise and would do is a major red flag.  And then there's the whole narrative I've had since way back when I had a dream about "Syria and a bear" . . . where I seemed to see that engagement/entanglement with Syria was a major marker/trigger for big time global trouble. . . . I believe I mentioned expecting one result I foresaw was Syria being divided into 3 sections. . . . If I were of the mindset that sees Zionist agendas behind all, I would be noting that Kushner, a modern Orthodox Jew who has gained sudden and increased influence in Trump's inner circle . . . well . . . now we've got war moves on Syria.....

I don't believe that Assad would gas his own people--it makes no sense.  Looks more like a set-up--a phony pretext to kick off more of the globalist Middle East agenda that the neo-cons got started with in Iraq, and then 911 and so on...I believe it was "Project For A New American Century" (PNAC).

I hope it was simply a crass move to get the media off his back re the stupid "Russian collusion" diversion. . . .

Here's an old snippet from around 2013 mentioning Syria fwiw:
 "For any new readers and fwiw, which probably isn't much, years ago, when Syria was not even on anyone's radar and causing no notice at all, and everyone was saying "Iran, Iran" . . . I wrote that I believed Syria was actually the kingpin to final NWO escapades . . . . I had a strange dream, for one thing, at the time, which included a bear--an obvious symbol of Russia's perturbations in the scene . . ". .

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Kushner ....

Jared Kushner, son-in-law . . . 36 years old . . . is acing out Bannon . . . and taking a larger role in the administration?  And Trump is fine with this?  Hopefully the apple falls far from the tree....Jared's pop is a piece of work.....crooked typical NY greed merchant....prison time...  dunno...seems like the swamp ain't too far from from this crew....
Just wondering....

"Kushner is a committed Democrat who has contributed to hard-line partisan organizations including the Democratic National Committee PAC ($18,000); the Democratic Senatorial Campaign Committee‘s Building Fund ($26,250); and the New Jersey Democratic Party ($17,000).
Kushner has also donated to HillPac to elect Hillary Clinton for president ($5,000); Democrat Sen. Chuck Schumer ($2,000); Democrat Sen. Cory Booker ($10,400); and the Democrats’ Committee for Working Families ($10,000).
Kushner also gave to the shamed former New Jersey Gov. Jim McGreevey ($4,700); the Democrats’ New Millennium PAC ($10,000); Hillary Rodham Clinton ($4,000); democrat Jon Corzine ($4,000); and former Sen. Robert Torricelli ($12,000)." (the blaze)

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Impossible But For Faith

And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him. --Hebrews 11:6

Faith is such a profound, powerful, blessed gift. It is not a weak, half-hearted belief that has no power to transform, sustain, protect. . . . It is not an intellectual agreement at some distant point and then going on, life as usual. . . .

Faith is a destroyer of worry . . . of fear . . . of panic . . . of depression. . . .

First, believing that God is sovereign over all . . . then knowing He is Good . . . and that He "CAUSES all things to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them." (Rom. 8:28) . . . where is the trouble?

The thing is, is that too often those who claim to have faith . . . really don't believe and trust that God is sovereign . . . or that He is Good . . . or that He causes all things to work together for the good of those who love Him. . . . They give lip service to the notion, very superficially, but then go on doubting, questioning, complaining, trying to control . . . and fearing. . . .

The verse says it is IMPOSSIBLE to please God without faith. Impossible.

And if we do have faith, this too is something we cannot boast of. Faith is a gift as well. (Eph.2:8)

Everything good is a gift. We merit nothing. We can do no good thing unless God provides it first.

All that's left is gratitude, thankfulness, awe . . . at His magnanimity. The devils instantly contradict such a thought . . . and shake their fist at God . . . angry that He is God and they are not. All false philosophies are the corrupt mind rebelling against God's sovereign grace . . . devising clever and intricate justifications for their hatred, calling God unjust.

Faith! Faith! Faith!

[p.s. yeah something strange is going on with my text...i haven't changed any settings and don't know why it shows up white highlighted....Will have to poke around and see if i can figure out what the deal is with that :) ]

Friday, March 31, 2017

Fight The Freedom Caucus?

Serious?  Trump wants to fight the "freedom caucus"? ....The Tea Party. . . the conservative, Christian patriotic base? The one's who got him elected?..... See... that's what I was afraid of.  He has no core principles.  It's all pragmatism and "winning".

Bad move.

Not surprised.  Would have been pleasantly surprised if he had turned out to be what he got elected on. . . . But nothing new under the sun.  To quote bowie, once again, "same old thing, in brand new drag, comes sweeping into view. . . ."

Do you think Cruz, had he been elected, would be fighting the "freedom caucus" right about now?

Thank God politics are not the answer.  The God, it's God and only God.  Man always disappoints.

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Engage versus Attack

Engage or attack?  I've been loosely following some controversy regarding the reformed apologist and pastor James White.  He is, you likely know, one of the top apologists and debaters in the world, travelling far and wide most recently to debate Islamic scholars.

The criticism against White comes from the likes of Sam Shamoun and Dr. Robert Morey who prefer the flamethrower technique when "engaging" Islamic apologists (where they are likely to start a debate or discussion by calling Muhammad a raging pedophile and go from there).

White's approach is to give the theological adversary some basic, human to human respect and actually engage . . . rather than just start leveling vitriolic broadsides and self-righteous dismissals.

Now, regarding Islam, there are many nuanced versions.  Every Muslim is NOT a radicalized, "ISIS"-style jihadi.  White never shrinks from defending clearly The Gospel and preaching it's saving truth, but rather than merely start bashing and skewering with his theological sword wanting a "win" in the argument arena, he actually wants to win a soul to Christ . . . knowing that it is The Spirit Who will ultimately decide an adversary's fate and not necessarily devastating or barbed polemics. . . .

And because James White does not enter into his engagements with the Islamicists with instant hatred and disgust for the other side, he has been savagely criticized and even called an apostate by his new detractors.  They have even contacted churches and organizations he is associated with demanding that all ties to White be severed and he be cast as anathema with The Body.

In a much smaller and less important way, I can nevertheless relate to James' situation.  I have set out to engage with the popular culture through the arts, through music.  It puts me in constant contact and relationship with people who not only don't believe as I do but are often outright hostile to such beliefs.  However, I know that among them are God's elect, interspersed, just waiting for a tap, a lighting, from the Holy Spirit.  A major knock against Jesus in his time and during his ministry was that He mingled with "the tax collectors and sinners".

10Later, as Jesus was dining at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and sinners came and ate with Him and His disciples. 11When the Pharisees saw this, they asked His disciples, “Why does your Teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?”
12On hearing this, Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 13But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’a For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”  --Math. 9:10-13

These critics are they who say: ‘Keep to yourself, do not come near me,
            For I am holier than you!’  --Isa 65:5

Jesus saved his harshest rhetoric for the self-righteous religious leaders who did little more than criticize and take potshots at He Who actually went to the people, to the unsaved, the sick, the needy, the lost. . . .

There is nothing easier (and I dare less effective) than to stand on the sidelines and lambaste those who are trying to actually engage and enlighten the culture with love, finesse, compassion. . . .

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

The Lashing Out

Demons . . . will give you a litany of all the things you've done wrong.  They record, they harbor, they stow away all your faults and wait . . . until something sets them off (their actual misery, but projected on to you as if YOU are to blame) . . . and then they will unload and recite all that condemns you.  No grace.  No sign of God.  No love.  Just Spiritless condemnation, spat in your face.

. . . .Just something to note.  These same ones will flash out through people over whom they are oppressing. . . . Aimed at you, as a child of light.  The hatred and vitriol is palpable.  It is not a "righteous indignation" as they will sometimes falsely claim.  It is the misery of hell, raging forth against the dying light.

Oh, no . . . the light is not dying in reality.  It is dying to THEM.  They are fading into everlasting and increasing darkness.  Seeing YOU . . . going the other way . . . provokes their ire--they lash out.

God has His purposes.  His glory is in everything whether we can see it yet or not. . . .

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Prayers & A New Horror Flick....

My mother has recently become very ill . . . I don't think she's long for this world.  It has taken a great deal of time helping her, trying to figure out what to do in a difficult situation.  Your prayers are greatly appreciated.  I hope to be able to get back here sooner and more often--it's just been a bit overwhelming with all that I've got going on, trying to pull off, in a nutty, intense, too often oppressive world. . . . 

Meanwhile . . . you've likely already dealt with this but I thought I share this article nonetheless in case you hadn't and might be interested.  It's about the new "christian" horrow movie "The Shack".  This is an excerpt from Tim Challies review of all the nonsense and (I dare say) outright blasphemies contained in the film and accompanying book "Lies We Believe About God".

What an unGodly train-wreck Paul Young has whipped up. . . .

Twenty-Eight Lies

In this section I provide a brief overview of the most important chapters in Lies We Believe About God. As much as possible, I allow Young to speak in his own words.
Chapter 2: “God is Good. I am not.” This chapter looks at the human condition. “Many of us believe that God sees us all as failures, wretches who are utterly depraved.” But the reality, he insists, is far different: “Yes, we have crippled eyes, but not a core of un-goodness. We are true and right, but often ignorant and stupid, acting out of the pain of our wrongheadedness, hurting ourselves, others, and even all creation. Blind, not depraved is our condition.” First falls the doctrine of human depravity.
Chapter 3: “God is in control.” Close behind it is God’s sovereignty. Christians often state that God has a plan for our lives, even through pain. “Do we actually believe we honor God by declaring God the author of all this mess in the name of Sovereignty and Omnipotent Control? Some religious people—and Christians are often among their ranks—believe in grim determinism, which is fatalism with personality. Whatever will be, will be. It happened. And since God is in charge, it must be part of God’s plan.” He insists that God is not sovereign, but that he “submits rather than controls and joins us in the resulting mess of relationship…” As we will see, this idea of God’s submission to humanity is one of the book’s most prominent themes.
Chapter 5: “God is a Christian.” In chapter five Young means to show that it is futile and even dangerous to concern ourselves with who is a Christian and who is not. “Believing (trusting) is an activity, not a category. The truth is that every human being is somewhere on the journey between belief and unbelief; even so, we perpetuate the categories of believer and unbeliever.” Rather than seeing people as being believers or unbelievers, we should understand that we are all on the same path, though in different locations along it.
Chapter 12: “God created my religion.” Young often speaks of the beauty of relationship and the danger of religion. Thus, “God did not start religion. Rather, religion is among a whole host of things that God did not originate but submits to because we human beings have brought them to the table. God is about relationship; and therefore, any understanding of church or any community of faith that is centered on structures, systems, divisions, and agendas has its origin in human beings and not in God.”
Chapter 13: “You need to get saved.” Here he turns to the matter of salvation. I will excerpt this at length so you can see his full-out embrace of universalism—that everybody has been or will be saved by God.
So what is the Good News? What is the Gospel?
The Good News is not that Jesus has opened up the possibility of salvation and you have been invited to receive Jesus into your life. The Gospel is that Jesus has already included you into His life, into His relationship with God the Father, and into His anointing in the Holy Spirit. The Good News is that Jesus did this without your vote, and whether you believe it or not won’t make it any less or more true.
What or who saves me? Either God did in Jesus, or I save myself. If, in any way, I participate in the completed act of salvation accomplished in Jesus, then my part is what actually saves me. Saving faith is not our faith, but the faith of Jesus.
God does not wait for my choice and then “save me.” God has acted decisively and universally for all humankind. Now our daily choice is to either grow and participate in that reality or continue to live in the blindness of our own independence.
Are you suggesting that everyone is saved? That you believe in universal salvation?
That is exactly what I am saying!
Here’s the truth: every person who has ever been conceived was included in the death, burial, resurrection, and ascension of Jesus. When Jesus was lifted up, God “dragged” all human beings to Himself (John 12: 32). Jesus is the Savior of all humankind, especially believers (1 Timothy 4: 10). Further, every single human being is in Christ (John 1: 3), and Christ is in them, and Christ is in the Father (John 14: 20). When Christ—the Creator in whom the cosmos was created—died, we all died. When Christ rose, we rose (2 Corinthians 5).
Young leaves no doubt that he espouses universalism. To further his argument, he includes an appendix on the matter.
Chapter 15: “Hell is separation from God.” Having advocated universalism, he must now say something about the tricky matter of hell. “I may have convinced myself or been convinced by others that I deserve to be separated from God. Such lies will bring with them a shadow in which I experience a sense of separation, feelings that seem to validate the illusion that God is not connected and in relationship with me or that God has stopped loving me or has given up on me. Many of us on the planet live in this illusion now. … I propose the possibility that hell is not separation from Jesus but that it is the pain of resisting our salvation in Jesus while not being able to escape Him who is True Love.” Hell, too, falls by the wayside.
Chapter 17: “The cross was God’s idea.” Should we be surprised that he now moves against the notion that the cross was somehow part of God’s divine plan? He borrows Steve Chalke’s language of “divine child abuse” to describe any God who would plan such a thing.
Who originated the Cross?
If God did, then we worship a cosmic abuser, who in Divine Wisdom created a means to torture human beings in the most painful and abhorrent manner. Frankly, it is often this very cruel and monstrous god that the atheist refuses to acknowledge or grant credibility in any sense. And rightly so. Better no god at all, than this one.
The alternative is that the Cross originated with us human beings. This deviant device is the iconic manifestation of our blind commitment to darkness. It is our ultimate desecration of the goodness and loving intent of God to create, an intent that is focused on the human creation. It is the ultimate fist raised against God.
And how did God respond to this profound brokenness?
God submitted to it. God climbed willingly onto our torture device and met us at the deepest and darkest place of our diabolical imprisonment to our own lies, and by submitting once and for all, God destroyed its power. Jesus is God’s best, given willingly and in opposition to our worst, the Cross.
When did God submit? Not only in Jesus incarnate but before the creation of the world, according to Scriptures (Revelation 13: 8). God knew going into the activity of creation what the cost would be. That God’s own children, this highest order of creation, would one day make the final attempt to kill Life.
And how would we religious people interpret this sacrifice? We would declare that it was God who killed Jesus, slaughtering Him as a necessary appeasement for His bloodthirsty need for justice.
Chapter 19: “God requires child sacrifice.” And then he refutes the doctrine of propitiation: “One of the narratives about God is that because of sin, God required child sacrifice to appease a sense of righteous indignation and the fury of holiness—Jesus being the ultimate child sacrifice. Well, if God is like that, then doesn’t it make sense that we would follow in God’s footsteps? But we know intuitively that such a thought is wrong, desperately wrong.”
Chapter 21: “Death is more powerful than God.” Do we need to urge people to respond to God before they die? According to Young, not necessarily. “I don’t think God would ever say that once you die, your fate is sealed and there is nothing that God can do for you. … Personally, I do believe that the idea that we lose our ability to choose at the event of physical death is a significant lie and needs to be exposed; its implications are myriad and far-reaching. … I think evil exists because of our turning from face-to-face-to-face relationship with God, and because we chose to say no to God, to Life and Light and Truth and Good. God, with utmost respect and reverence, submits to our choice even while utterly opposing it. God, who is Love, not only allows our choice but joins us in our humanity in order to rescue us from our choices that are harmful and destructive. God has gone to incredible lengths to protect our ability to say no, even though that freedom has produced unspeakable pain and loss.”
Chapter 27: “Sin separates us from God.” As the book draws to a close, he looks at the nature of sin and its effect on our relationship with God. “There is a truth about who you are: God’s proclamation about a ‘very good creation’ is the truest about you. That very good creation is the form or origin of you, the truth of who you are in your being. Sin, then, is anything that negates or diminishes or misrepresents the truth of who you are, no matter how pretty or ugly that is. Behavior becomes either an authentic way of expressing the truth of your good creation or an effort to cover up (performance behavior) the shame of what you think of yourself (worthless). And what does the truth of your being look like? God. You are made in the image of God, and the truth of your being looks like God.”

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

The New Jinn

I thought I saw something.  It came in a flash--like when it's dark but a sudden flash of lightning lights up the surroundings and for a moment you can see certain objects that previously were hidden in the enveloping pitch. . . .

It was an odd "vision" in that it was not something I was looking for, nor was thinking about or had ever really considered specifically.  It was just there of a sudden, out of the blue, or, I should say, out of the black. . . .

The gist of it was this:  That new demons have come into the area.  The Bible relates that certain demonic principalities rule over certain regions--geographical and political.  What I believe I saw-- and it makes logical sense--is that new and different demonic entities have been "brought in" to the country from the Middle East.  And that they are roving about, influencing and seeking vessels to inhabit or overshadow.  Their characteristics are of a kind that were common to their prior region, and they are finding quick and relatively easy access to the unwitting here; interestingly, especially among females . . . is what I seemed to ascertain.  And their "style" and modes of temptation are not what you might expect at first thought.  They are surprisingly "materialistic" and have a penchant for eliciting the pride of glamour . . . sensuality . . . and a "devil-may-care" ruthlessness in pursuing worldly objectives.

I dare say, that because they are mostly new to this region (this country) the population (even unconsciously) is slow to recognize and resist them.  Here, as an aside, I would suggest that even among those who aren't saved, there is a general sense of the Mandate to resist evil and that most people have a kind of instinctual alarm system spiritually to recognize and resist typical temptation from the usual (unseen demonic) influences "of the airs" . . . arising in their "area"--although it must be noted we all fail miserably for the most part nevertheless, at least as far as the thought life goes.

These new "jinn" are exciting and tempting to allow overshadowing because they are mostly unfamiliar, and so it is all too easy for the novice to assume that the influence being felt is positive or "spiritual" in a good way.  Which makes them (the new jinn) all the more dangerous. . . .

I suspect these entities have been brought in quite deliberately and are being turned loose in increasing numbers, finding little to no resistance . . . as the population has become so distracted and unmoored from prior social, moral, intellectual etc. Biblical foundations.

This is difficult to relay and give more specifics to since I saw it in a flash . . . but one of the primary things that struck me . . . was how these occult "spirits" seemed not to be what you might expect as ones originating in the Middle East.  They did not have an "exotic" or "mystical" type trapping.  I was surprised at how materialistic, "glamorous", worldly-oriented and even "modern" feeling they seemed to be. . . . And how much they were targeting and influencing women (over men) with these seductions.

For instance, on initial consideration you might expect that coming from that region and culture, these creatures would be prone to focus on patriarchal, political objectives--emphasizing austerity, ancient modes and especially religiously oriented.  But that's not what I believe I perceived.  I saw them instead more geared toward stoking pride of life, sensuality, worldly competition and more in the realm of popular culture, trendiness, superficiality and taking advantage of easy access to young post-modern feminine minds. . . .

Anyway, I realize this is bit off the wall and I've only scratched the surface of the implications, but I thought I would share this experience nonetheless, fwiw, if anything. . . . I suspect there will be more to say on the subject.....
God bless and take care.

Friday, March 3, 2017

Tides A 'comin in. . . .

Yep....what i wrote early on in this affair.....(My opinion anyway)......The dems and Russians are in cahoots.  They have the chance to deal a devastating blow or scissor technique.  Imagine when a top level Russian source comes out saying there IS evidence of dealings b/t trump and "Russians".   They are staging this whole thing and its been long scripted and will unfold like a script.  If Rus sources come out saying yes there's something to it... then the estab. repubs will join in with the dems to call for impeachment or something to that effect.  Remember, very little news anymore is actually news. It's all script--with plotlines, twists, villains, rises and falls . . . . with the dramatic, spectacular rises and falls   the chance is there to also deal big psychological blows--undercutting of morale or public spirit.  Raise the peoples' hopes with a white knight riding in; allow him to rise... then shockingly cause his very public downfall --"show" that that hero was a deplorable, a criminal, a "liar" . . . AND furthermore other larger social engineering projects are pushed along as in simultaneously tarnishing all those who followed/supported him as being potentially suspect as well.....Perhaps even eventually criminalized.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Never Forget

Most paintings of the crucifixion show Jesus with a loin cloth of sorts.  In fact, he was naked--they had stripped him of everything, dealt the cruelest indignities--beaten so harshly that his organs could show in places.  If ever, when ever . . . I forget just what He went through, as a man . . . and experience my own suffering, I rush to recall His.  My sin was in those blows He received. . . . How dare I ever forget!  The pain, the mockery, the affront, the indignities put upon this innocent Man--He Who created and gives breath to the very torturers. . . . Never forget!  Never forget!  And yet, showing grace and mercy, every day, He showers blessings--so many of which we take for granted or even find ways to complain about. . . .

My Lord You are great!  Incredible!  Astounding!  Beautiful!  Righteous!  Holy!  Blessed!

Praise God!

Friday, February 24, 2017

The New Flush & Garish Grand Finale!

If you love God--that's all that really matters; everything will be okay.....
Now, regarding the news of the transitory. . . .

My thoughts on what's going on . . . what went on . . . and what I think will go on. . . .

I don't believe for a moment that Trump won the presidency without the "powers that be" allowing and determining him to.  I don't believe that he is in cahoots with the other side as some have suggested.  But I've never thought he could have won against their purposes.  "They" wanted him right where he is.

"They" do long term planning and projects, guiding by AI computer programs and long experience, putting into motion social and political and cultural "memes"--which, while looking like chaos and spontaneity, are actually precisely predictive as to how "the masses" will act and react around said "memes".

We are being set up for the great last battle between Capitalism and Communism.  "They" have maneuvered the archetype of the "Capitalist Pig" into position and are setting the stage where, (in their minds) once and for all "free-market capitalism" . . . and traditional American Constitutional Republicanism will be publicly savaged, beaten at last and destroyed.

"They" are also engaged in what I've referred to several times, and will here call the "Tienanmen Square Flush".  This is where they allow a groundswell of revolt and genuine protest to come to the fore--to "FLUSH" it all out, like the Chinese Communist rulers did during the Tienanmen Square revolution.  In that case the army laid back . . . allowed the genuine protests to continue and swell. More and more of the dissatisfied people started exposing themselves, got emboldened, daring to come out in the open, beginning to believe there was actually a chance for freedom and change in the communist dictatorship.  Recall . . . some of the protesters even built mock statues of the Statue Of Liberty, and read treatises of freedom by the American Founding Fathers, right there in the Square in the face of the waiting and watching (Peoples Liberation Army) military and intelligence.

Dictatorships will do this from time to time. . . . Allow genuine protest to swell and nearly come to some real fruition, letting off the steam of discontent.  While they lay back in wait . . . they watch . . . and record . . . taking note of all the counter-revolutionaries.  Who are the leaders?  Who are the dangerous rhetoricians?  Who are the warriors, the supporters, where are the supply lines, the communication lines etc.?  Then, when they've collected enough data and before the protest gets actually out of hand . . . the velvet glove comes off and the iron fist comes down.  The protesters and their supporters, all known now, are summarily rounded up, imprisoned and/or executed.  The blow to the uprising is devastating, both in loss of members, leaders etc., but especially in the crushing of morale and spirit of the people to rise up.  The people give up and become further resigned to their enslaved, crushing lot. . . .

I believe the same sort of thing is happening in America, and throughout the last vestiges of "The Free West".  Trump was allowed to win, so that he and by correlation all he supposedly stands for (freedom, America, founding principles, capitalism, Christianity etc.) can be isolated, targeted, smeared, publicly shamed . . . and crushed once and for all as "fascistic" and as tTHE "enemy of the (would-be) peaceful world order".

Within that plan . . . is the plan to sow civil war--to pit the sides violently and viciously against each other . . . to the point . . . that eventually martial law will need to be declared (and gladly asked for by the genuine patriots and majority of the people who are trying to "take America back".)  A wall of sorts, literal and technological will have sprung up in the meantime, ostensibly to keep "illegals" out . . . but will be allowed for the actual and eventual purpose of keeping American citizens IN. . . . Just like the Berlin Wall. . . .

Once the emergency martial law measures are in place, with the support of patriots and "the right" . . . a greater crisis will overwhelm to the point that a coup or some other act will switch out the (Trump) government . . . and the communist (globalist) dictatorship will step in, now able to use all the police and surveillance measure that were just put into place.  Then comes the rounding up and crushing of those who supported "the fascist" Trump . . . painted as dangers to society, "enemies of the people, of the state", "domestic terrorists" etc.

Hope I'm wrong.  But so far . . . it's going along a rather traditional and well-worn communist takeover strategy line.  It's quite "by the book".  No one has read the book unfortunately, except but for a few, so this all appears as spontaneous and possibly hopeful.  But the plans and strategies for what we are witnessing day to day, right now, have been a long, long time in the making.  We are watching a play, theater--a script--for the most part, with many being manipulated into roles that--while they may be earnest--have been prescribed from the outset by long range planning and intention. Through scientific predictive programming and relentless social engineering . . . the majority of people are being triggered into roles, behaviors, thoughts and actions which are all meant to culminate in a grand finale--a garish and violent spectacle where "traditional" "Americanism" is painted as "fascistic", "Nazi-like" and then publicly shamed and destroyed, such that only in whispers will citizens ever again dare speak of it in any kind supportive terms. . . .

At such a time . . . I am pleased and relieved to belong to another world.  Let the dead bury the dead.

Monday, February 13, 2017

Think Again

huh... okay... well that went over like a lead balloon.....

Interesting times.....

Who's got your back and who doesn't is going to be . . . well, like it always was. . . .

We are heading into a time of certain strife, violence, intimidation. . . .

I always said that a lot of the big talkers will be the first to run for cover when it all gets real.  It's getting real and will get real-er.  It will be like when Mao took over and children were inflamed by the state to report and condemn their own parents--the children were the ones usually to throw the first stones.  In many a village, elders (those of the wicked bourgeois, or "fascists" as they were also called in various places) were marched out of their houses, their belonging all destroyed or redistributed . . . and they were beaten in public with shouts and denunciations, and if not killed on the spot, dragged of to the gulags--the "re-education" camps . . . where more torture awaited, meted out by psychopathic sadists.

I've spent years and hundreds, if not thousands of hours of my time teaching, warning, elucidating, advising . . . putting myself on the line for truth.  I've counted the cost and I know where my reward is, God willing. . . .

I have written in the past that . . . as it gets down to the wire, it will surprise you who is willing to stand up, with and for you if you stand for Truth . . . and who runs for cover; indeed who will actually be the ones "turning you in" for "inappropriate" "politically incorrect" thoughts. . . . Or maybe worse, they ignore you and slink away to save their own skins, though having once vowed comradery to the end.

It's going just like I said it would and will continue to.  Who thinks to overturn The Author as He has Written it?  Do we see peace and prosperity and security and love of Truth before the end?  Dream on.

Just as the disciples ran from the Truth when the heat was on . . . so will it be in every time--as it is in this time.  Divided and conquered.  Split up into factions.  Petty self interests, fear and shrewish vanity blinding against the bigger Cause. . . .

"They smile in your face . . . all they wanna do is take your place . . . the backstabbers. . . ."

It always comes down to a rare, very few . . . few. . . . Hated by the world.  Hated by the fraudulently repentant.  Hated by church and state.

If you think politics is gonna save you.....for God's sake....think again.

Friday, February 10, 2017

Could Use Some Help:)

Well . . . I'm trying to do something . . . fraught with obstacles and dangers.  The 2 sides politically are so incredibly divided it does not appear that any real conversation or persuasion is possible.
Both seem to be primarily preaching to their own choirs; which is fine . . . it's cathartic.  So far it feels like I don't have support from any side, lol, which . . . is what I was concerned would happen, yet I am pressing on, trusting in God through all.  [The "left" can sense that I'm not one of them--not chiming in with all the ranting and vitriol; the "right" and "Christians" I don't think understand the nuance of what I'm attempting and it seems I have lost them as well, because I'm mingling with the "tax collectors and prostitutes" heh....]  It's a fine line I walk, perhaps impossible, though nothing's impossible with God and I continue in prayerful guidance and movement, feeling quite alone, but not alone].

We really need to take back the culture.  At least enter into to it, be in it while not of it, to affect people through the arts, music, literature.  Christians have stayed in their own bubble, mainly talking to themselves, singing to themselves and left the town square, the stage, the arts to be totally infiltrated and controlled by the opposition.

Anyway, I've been here in the trenches for a while now, doing what I can.  I'm making a push to re-enter the music field with my original songs with all this in mind.  If ever you felt led to support my efforts or in any way may feel led now, I could use your help in the ambitious venture.  I'm putting everything on the line in these later years of life to engage the culture.

I've launched a "crowdfunding" Indiegogo campaign.  Here is the link which you could share and/or contribute to--any amount helps:)
Thank you and God bless you!

[Also.. please let me know if this text is also messed up.  Don't know what happened last time.  Thankfully a little angel fixed it for me:)

“Christians . . . ought not to be threatened by fantasy and imagination. Great painting is not "photographic": think of the Old Testament art commanded by God. There were blue pomegranates on the robes of the priest who went into the Holy of Holies. In nature there are no blue pomegranates. Christian artists do not need to be threatened by fantasy and imagination, for they have a basis for knowing the difference between them and the real world "out there." The Christian is the really free person--he is free to have imagination. This too is our heritage. The Christian is the one whose imagination should fly beyond the stars.” 
― Francis A. SchaefferArt & the Bible

Sunday, February 5, 2017

The Secular Cult

Some hopeful signs. . . . The stupidly fascistic thought-and-speech-police are wearing thin even on the relatively clueless.  That spirit in all of us which craves freedom--freedom of thought, of association, of speech is beginning to strain at the cult-like constraints and reason-less hysterics of the "politically correct".  Yay.  It's about time. . . .

In other news, my oldest Alexander and his young family have moved to Phoenix and joined Jeff Durbin's Apologia Church.  I'm pleased.  They are in good (theological and ministerial) hands in that case.  Al had the pleasure recently to be spat and cursed at by the local "woman's march" when he went out with Durbin and crew to street preach. . . .

But back to the secular cultists. . . . Most people think of cultish and mind-controlled fanaticism as the sole purview of the religious.  However, "social justice warriors" today evince all the hallmarks of any garden variety brain-washed cult members.  Special language . . . "authorized" and even mandatory speech codes, concepts etc., as happens in religious cults is everywhere evident among these left-wing fascists.  "Stop thought" triggers . . . lack of reason, logic and rationality . . . absolutism . . . a precious self-righteousness . . . intolerance for differing points of view . . . and on and on . . . typify this secular cult as much or more than and religious or mystical cult around these days.

Here are some typical and well recognized hallmarks of cult behavior and thought . . . and look at how they describe today's "social justice warriors" "to a T". . . .

--The group is elitist, claiming a special, exalted status for itself, its leader(s) and members

--Questioning, doubt, and dissent are discouraged or even punished

--The leadership dictates, sometimes in great detail, how members should think, act, and feel

--The group has a polarized us-versus-them mentality, which may cause conflict with the wider society

--The group teaches or implies that its supposedly exalted ends justify whatever means it deems necessary. This may result in members' participating in behaviors or activities they would have considered reprehensible or unethical before joining the group

--The leadership induces feelings of shame and/or guilt in order to influence and/or control members. Often, this is done through peer pressure and subtle forms of persuasion

--Members are encouraged or required to live and/or socialize only with other group members

--The most loyal members (the true believers) feel there can be no life outside the context of the group. They believe there is no other way to be, and often fear reprisals to themselves or others if they leave (or even consider leaving) the group

[From "Cults 101"]

THANKFULLY, the extreme irrationality and thoughtlessness . . . and rigid cultic extremism being displayed by so many of them . . . acting out as they do with infantile raging tantrums and histrionics . . . is beginning to awaken and alarm even the only slightly observant and modestly informed of the general population.  Surely no one (besides these indoctrinated secular cultists) wants to live in a society where freedom of thought, speech, association, belief etc., are violently constrained by a toddler-level mentality which lacks the most basic of logical ability (as in, they exhibit virtually none) and who demand through threats and crass bullying that all share their myopic, arrested-development emotions and minds. . . . What an ugly, gray, dull, stunted, rigid, narrow, hysterical, vicious, humorless, uncreative, small-minded, stupidly smug, ignorant, unreflective, regressive, totalitarian world they would have us live in should they ever manage to achieve complete control. . . . May it never be. . . .

Thursday, February 2, 2017

33 and counting.....

haha... groundhog romantic..  Anyway, it's mine and Lindsay's 33rd Anniversary today!  Wow.... time flies when you're havin' fun:)

Sunday, January 29, 2017


The spiritual battle is fierce indeed right now....Faith Faith Faith!!!  If you follow the Lord in this world--you will suffer in this world.  The dev is always there saying, "give in, hate God, be resentful, complaining. . . ."

And if you do . . . give in to the temptation, he will reward you....with money, position, power, pleasure and more.  And you think, "hey, this dev is great.  HE gives me what I want now--answers my complaints the way I want him to.  Screw God."

It is a test of faith....the walk of suffering, carrying the Cross. . . .

Especially now.  It's a full court press on the other side....


Be aware....

Remember your covenant with God. . . .

Thursday, January 26, 2017

And On That Cheery Note...:)

Yeah....what I'm Seeing....

I don't blame for one minute those who are feeling some vindication; not at all. Totally understand and commiserate....

At the same time . . . I am as convinced as ever, since I first predicted this whole trajectory... that we are headed for martial law.  And it will be cheered on by "patriots".  And really, with the hand dealt, there is no other way.  It was either surrender out the outset . . . or put up a last ditch fight.

Problem is it's too little too late.  The education that people have been getting for themselves via the internet and podcasts... should have been gotten back when this whole plan was being warned about in the early 1900s and through the 20s, 30s, 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, . . . . Through books and rational, truthful seeking. . . . In fact, it needed to be confronted in the 20s and 30s.  There was some chance in the 30s and 40s.  But the writing was on the wall by the 50s and 60s, game over.  No one cared.  Everybody was into their materialism--too busy being selfish and having fun to see the big picture of what was going on--how the culture was being stolen.  The church was infiltrated and the members were fast asleep... comfortable... not caring for The Truth--just like now, putting the world--THEIR world above God.  Building treasures that rust on sand. . . .

Even now, politics excites more than God.  This "victory" will be short-lived I'm afraid.  Terrible things will happen.  "They" will pull out all the stops.  No way are they going to let their grip slide away.  This is just the shake out--the tumult being set up . . . the real chaos coming meant to upend.

Problem with martial law is . . . it doesn't go back.  There is always a last gasp of patriots--of "the White Russian" resistance . . . before the final hammer comes down.  The controls put into place through "nationalistic", "patriotic" martial law . . . will be used by the enemy for complete control once they fight their way back into power utilizing the chaos and collapse.

Sorry, that's just what I see.  Again, hope I'm wrong. . . . But everything I'm observing only supports what I've been expecting all along.....For what it's worth . . . which I know ain't much.  People don't want to hear it.  They never do.  They never did . . . back when the first alarms and warnings were being put out.  The response was always, "don't be negative" . . . "don't rock the boat". . . .

Dreaming. . . . Delusion. . . . Wishful thinking. . . . Emotional addiction. . . . World over God . . . every time.  Everyone ran from Jesus.  Even God Himself "couldn't" shake the slumber and noetic effects of fallen man--even His disciples scrambled like cowards.  Thank God He is a Savior.  We are worthless, useless.  We aren't doing anything of value--nothing.  It's all vanity and rot.  Praise God.  Only God is good.  Only God saves. Only God matters.  The rest is noise, baubles, nonsense, vanity, decay, decadence, pride self-love, self-seeking . . . disguised as a million and one different things. . . . Vanity.   Foolishness.  Mis-direction.  Sin.

Praise God.  God save us.

Brother Thomas ©2015

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