Friday, September 22, 2017

The Little Things

I'm really not getting anything--any sense of foreboding or concern re this stuff I'm hearing about tomorrow Sept. 23rd.  I do recall years ago having some type of premonition about that date....But not getting anything right now.  Of course, it could be because I'm not looking for it or at it.... I'm pretty much living in the moment, day to day . . . . The madness of the world right now is intolerable to look at too much and it doesn't do any good (at least as far as I'm concerned) to get worked up over it.  I do at times, still DO allow myself on occasion to rant for a bit, mostly as sport . . . but I trust God implicitly . . . and I'm busy looking for opportunities to teach and share the Gospel in one to one situations mostly . . . engaging the world, being in it but not of it . . . walking that line, which takes a lot of energy and nuance and care. . . .

Main thing, most often . . . is just the "little" things . . . interpersonal moments, not on any stage or in public, but in quiet, hidden . . .caring and loving and helping family, friends, clients, people I encounter. . . . Making sure that stays on course and true. . . .

Although I play the "social media" game for professional and artistic purposes . . . I consider it mostly a big fantasy realm where a lot of energy and time and spiritual cache can be wasted with not much REAL to show for it . . . so I make the effort to keep it in balance and not let it enter my inner space, my mind, my heart, my soul. . . . It's just a tool--a pretty blunt and crude tool actually . . . but par for the course these days and a virtual necessity to deal with. . . .

But always . . . as ever . . . it is how you treat people in your close-up life, your family, spouses, children, neighbors, co-workers, clients . . . service people. . . .  There is nothing more cliche' and tawdry as that person who talks big and imagines themselves to be important on a big stage . . . a "leader" . . . a "teacher", "guru" or whatever . . . who, in their interpersonal relations is actually a narcissistic, self-centered, delusional jerk, lol....often abusive in real life . . . as they portray some phony saintly image.... That's the worst. . . . It's not the "big things" . . . it's the "little". . . .

Take care,
God Bless,
brother, t

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

The Rest Is Vanity

 Aside from the Spirit opening my eyes to The Truth, just observationally, logically it is obvious to me that Jesus is The Way.  Just by seeing how much His Name is avoided, neglected, blotted out from daily discourse.  And to see the great and extreme degrees people go to to try every other name, every other philosophy, "teaching" BESIDES Jesus.

It is so simple, and yet so profoundly obtuse--seeing The Truth.  So much nonsense and sidetracks are chased, pursued BESIDES Jesus.  A million and one different things people will occupy their time and attention with BESIDES Jesus.  And yet, with Him . . . He solves all problems, handles all anxieties and issues.  There is no other need.

People keep searching after they supposedly have "found Jesus" . . . because, truly, they have not "found" Jesus.  They will claim his name and leadership, yet keep on seeking other means of solace and spiritual healing.

His Name is above all.  He is THE One.  He IS The Way.  The rest is vanity. . . .

Thursday, September 14, 2017

The Big Reveal... soon?

So far... the "swamp" seems to be doing quite alright....

The rebirth of Pelosi... who can barely string to words together...

Hoping the big reveal--the big 4D chess move comes around soon, otherwise... Wouldn't have done much worse with Jeb.... Seriously....

Regardless, God rules, thank God, praise Jesus!


Wednesday, September 6, 2017

He's Baaack (well, let's hope not)

I keep getting the dreadful feeling and sense that Barry Soetoro is just hovering in the wings, ready to barge back in and take things over. . . . It has been such a relief to not hear his prevaricating and deviousness everyday--the pomposity, the condescension, the lies, the chaos instigation. . . .

Meanwhile we are praying for everyone in the path of the weather wars. . . . Two of ours were just in an earthquake in Idaho!  Luckily they were on a hillside picking huckleberries and were fine. . . .

A lot goin' on, that's for sure!  Fall is an interesting time. . . .

And I saw it in a "flash vision" . . . we are surrounded by "people" that are not human.  The "millenials" . . . have been re-wired in their brains via social media and electronic devices.  I believe a sort of pattern disruptor has deconstructed their natural minds, created a kind of vessel . . . which is not being constantly uploaded to and kept in sync with a hive-mind template.  They are vessels for other things, other entities.  Not that they are wholly devoid of humanity . . . but the God part of them is super suppressed, submerged and distant.  It's really quite sad and pathetic.  And scary . . . as it goes on.

Praying!

Sunday, September 3, 2017

Present Purpose

This is from an older post... but was led to re-up it... God bless!

A time of such clarity . . . I cannot recall but for a few times . . . . I want to say the angels of protection are out and about in force--and too must say that of course, above all, the presence of purpose by the Lord is surrounding, enveloping, infusing, fulfilling, gently pressing, urging . . . and a holy urgency . . . allows . . . that communion . . . spiritual contact . . . between the saints . . . between believers, followers, disciples . . . is of a character, such of which . . . I have not experienced/witnessed before . . . . !

Ha! . . . speaking of clarity . . . please understand . . . something WAS actually said there . . . reported, actually.

Perhaps . . . a bit more description to suss it out . . . what is going on . . . and the basis of my enthusiasm in these times, despite apparently calamitous externals . . . .

For one . . . I am not sure that I have seen a time . . . when so many are so troubled.  The deplorable condition of peoples' souls, bodies, being . . . is pitiful to behold.  A general collapse seems underway, in the personal lives and psychology--the very minds, soul . . . of folks . . . who have not GOD as their central, unifying objective.

Oh, they have gods . . . . They indeed are being led, this way and that . . . assuredly, and, from day to day, throw their allegiance to some or other driving force--desire, want, need, wish, lust, envy, pleasure--.  Or, some who do feel an urgency to find a "higher calling" . . . are inventing one, or borrowing one from some teaching . . . or, they are reverting to teachings and religion that was inserted into their minds when children . . . . . taking a sense of comfort and security from that--mistaking an old, childhood familiarity for what their would-be eternal soul craves, which is familiarity with the one, true, living Father of creation . . . .

But what a shambles I see all around.  Minds and hearts . . . so confused, torn, pulled in disparate quivering directions, drawn and quartered . . . at the mercy of passing spirits and the pull of the world, because they have NOT yet given their hearts completely to the sovereignty of the Lord within--but still chase after shining lights and fancy baubles, inveterate monkeys bereft of transcendent Holy Spirit . . . .

Meanwhile--and there is no intent of boasting or gloating, God forbid!--I am seeing that to those who have found and been found by the mission of truth--found themselves in love with the Lord Jesus, simply--there is happening a profound bestowing upon them His grace and Spirit . . . a focus and longing, sweet and earnest, to enrap themselves in all things pertaining to His being and purpose, here . . . to this world.  And an ability to discern . . . is strengthened and emboldened . . . the disciple no longer so susceptible to tedious and habitual past mistakes, but rather, a growing intensity to abide . . . in all things truly of the highest spiritual nature, HIS nature and character.

And as to this "communion . . . spiritual contact . . . between the saints . . . " I dare say that, among the living--those presently, NOW, who exist . . . today . . . though scattered around the planet, are--yes, I must use the word--mystically united.  They are close.  Indeed, there are living saints, who pray for you, who may even "see" you and your (spiritual) needs . . . and work for the Lord, on your behalf.

Here is a mystery . . . and a grace . . . .

Something is going on, probably because of the seriousness of the hour and the mobilization of the wicked, whereby the Body . . . has become . . . closely connected, and the gifts of the Spirit are tightly shared . . . and swiftly, so that, the "advancement" and blessings to one, flow . . . to the others.  Hence, our gratitude to one another, for the trials and self denials and self sacrifices, wrought by His hand within us, and so too . . . the thrilling responsibility, one to another, mortifying our selves, for the others' behalf . . . whereby, we are NOT alone . . . and all that needs doing in this respect, is to be continually determined within to stay connected to . . . the divine presence, shunning the lessor spirits . . . focused . . . on the ONE PURPOSE of our current existence: to be saved by God!

The presence of purpose . . . . The Presence of Purpose . . . is there, is here, now . . . today!  All else is a mess, noise, outright filth . . . and confusion . . . .

For such a moment, we are designed . . . .

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

The Universal Model (new exciting science)!

There is a fascinating fellow who has been doing some regular shows on local talk radio here--re a whole new scientific model of how things actually work.  I believe his work comports with Biblical truths--he's a Christian, and, of course, pretty much blacklisted by the "scientific community"....

I've heard some really interesting discoveries from them, ie., that rocks "grow" ... they are not a result of erosion.  There work supports the "young earth" model.  I haven't delved extensively into their studies yet... but so far have found it very compelling.  It jives with what I sense intuitively about the real nature of things...

For anyone who is interested in such things, take a look:)

Here's some examples of their work:
Earth Mass: This discovery demonstrates that the estimated mass of the Earth and its density are almost three times higher than reality. This error came about because of a missed variable in the calculation of the Earth’s mass and the accepted false idea that the Earth has an iron-magma core. For the first time, the UM presents what the correct mass of the Earth is and the evidences supporting this claim.

Earth's Geofield: The Earth’s energy field is currently referred to as Earth’s “magnetic” field. A key factor affecting our comprehension of the ‘magnetic field’ is in its name. The word ‘magnetic’ implies a field generated by a magnet, which suggests a smooth, stable field. However, the field surrounding celestial bodies is neither ‘smooth’ nor ‘stable,’ which is one reason they are misunderstood. Instead of a magnetic field, Chapter 9, the Weather Model, will show that the Earth has an electric field surrounding it. This important distinction will allow us to learn how the electric field is generated. 

The Universal Model, A New Millennial Science, is a 27-year research project that was released to the world at the end of 2016. At that time the Universal Model (UM) became available digitally and the print version was released on 6 April, 2017. This first release includes Volume Ithe Earth System (832 pages), and will be followed by Volume IIthe Living System planned for release at the end of 2017 which will be followed by Volume III, the Universe System.
These three volumes comprise a scientific work with a breadth and depth that is unparalleled in the scientific world. Never before have so many new scientific discovery been found in a single research project. The UM is written to inspire a different thinking about science and about how to apply scientific principles during the coming years, destined to provoke thought and arouse the curiosity of not only the science minded, professional and amateur alike, but every individual who simply wants to know how Nature works and why we are such an important part of all the beauty that surrounds us.

Friday, August 25, 2017

yay pardon!

well o happy day on the arpaio pardon!  that needed to happen.. Next ought be the bundy's ... that trial's been a travesty of the highest order!

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Girdin' the loins so-to-speak...

One thing that may be hugely in play .. .is that T is near totally isolated... So he says some things and makes some decisions based on faulty, filtered info... I will grant that....

But then... if that's the case... I'd say it still has got to be his responsibility to not be surrounded by gatekeepers....

Man o man this is a time to pray up!

Monday, August 21, 2017

Lindsey Graham Has Mini O On Fox

Just watched Lindsey Graham . . . having a mini-excito moment on Fox... relieved to the max... that Trump is going to continue the "war" in Afghanistan... Any time I see Lindsey Graham excited and relieved about an executive policy continuing war.... I . . . I . . . well . . . .

Well, we know that Graham and Hitlery and McCain and Comey and the whole CIA/FBI Arms Intelligence/Foreign Affairs Committees . . . are running drugs, sex kids, drugs, slaves, arms, arms, drugs, kids, women, slaves, arms . . . etc., through these phony wars.... and Trump WAS a threat to that racket. . . .

So, sorry . . . I gotta say . . . not looking good.

Still holding out some hope that . . . there is a master plan . . . but all I'm seeing . . . is the "same old thing, in brand new drag, come sweeping . . . into view" . . . (Bowie, Teenage Wildlife). . . . .

Is Lindsey Graham EVER on the right side of things?  If he's thrilled . . . can we be thrilled? ... I dunno.  He's an utterly corrupt, treasonous, sold-out weirdo .. as far as I can tell . . . . Surrounded by Generals... military industrial complex... what would one expect? ..... hmmmm
But maybe I'm missing something....

Enlighten me... give me some hope on this... :)

[UPDATE:  now Ollie North is chiming in yay... cmon... really?  gimme somethin' guys....]

[btw... I will NOT let any differences of opinion on political matters infringe on my love and care for people . . . who I love and care about . . . and who I consider long friends in The Lord . . . to alter my care for them...!!!! regardless of differences on these matters... just so you know :) :) :) ]

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Famous Last Words....addendum

Oh brother... again with the weird text... I don't know what has happened here with the format.  I don't think anybody hardly notices, lol... but it's still very important to me to continue expressing along the way here... until it's no longer viable or legal, if ya know what I mean...

I will fix the Bowie quote here in a sec...

Meanwhile there's this.... Part of my satirical predictions about the time we are now in....This done in 1991:

The Mt. Rushmore Initiative

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xeQWeXcWiY

Friday, August 18, 2017

Famous Last Words....

This is an interesting purported last quote from David Bowie on his site just weeks before he died. He warns about Google and their intended "fascist dystopia".  

Google’s motto is b.s. They are destroying the most glorious gift humanity was granted in the last 300 years. Google is illuminati. Illuminati is google. The future under google is a fascist dystopia, their way or the highway, no room for dissidents, no room for free speech. Google is a boot stomping on your face for eternity. sailor.

“Google are deep state. Forget about conventional wars, forget about spies, forget about intelligence agencies, forget about all of that. It’s all about the internet and google run the internet. They decide how you feel, what you think, what information you can and can’t look at, and ultimately who does and doesn’t have a voice. sailor.”

Here is a link to the article and some screen captures of his posts which he use to do under the pseudonym "sailor". . . . If this true it makes one wonder about his sudden death, I dare say.  It seems to have happened a number of times where a top level celebrity is blowing the whistle the "them" or they suspect they are about to go rogue. . . . Suddenly, they are gone. . . .

http://yournewswire.com/david-bowie-google-illuminati/

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Returning Good For Evil

It's so difficult not to get swept up in the rancor isn't it?  So much dedicated destruction and evil . . . dividing and conquering . . . provoking reactions to anger, resentment and rage.  How do we love our enemies?  We are commanded to do it.  Not to approve, but yes, somehow to love.

But it's not a romantic or sentimental love. . . .

If we love God . . . and love that God is sovereign . . . and know that He has a perfect, good, holy purpose in all He does and allows . . . then we have a way to "love your enemies".  Meditate on this.

It is all to easy to shrug off the command with, "sorry, can't do it, won't do it."  But for the follower of Jesus this is not a real option.  Not if we are to be true to our calling. . . .

There is a place for righteous indignation . . . and for this unique love to exist side by side, and that is the trick. . . .

This is critical to understand, explore and learn to do in order to get through the upcoming events and challenges. . . .

Whenever believers have won the most hearts is in times like this . . . when they are targeted and threatened the most.  It is easy to love the lovable.  Anybody--even any fallen creature--can do that. But we are set apart for more--to exemplify the love of Christ and to have a deeper, more eternal viewpoint and perspective on things.

We are not about saving the world.  The world is fallen, corrupt and has it's date with destiny, unavoidable.

Who in these times is capable of compassion . . . longsuffering . . . perseverance in doing good?  The authentic, dedicated disciple of Jesus.

Let us not fight fire with fire, returning evil for evil.  It is the most laudable of pursuits right now . . . to determine and learn and internalize . . . how, as a believer, to return good for evil.  Angels await--The Lord watches and helps, ever at the ready. . . .

Praise God!

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Closing With God, Rough Times

Once they get done using DT to demonize "the right" and "patriots" and pretty much lump all conservatives, Christians, patriots etc., as being enemies of the state, racist, domestic terrorists etc., there will be a huge backlash and retribution once the left sweeps back into power (which they will indeed do--sweep back into power)... Not that they haven't already been in power for a long time... but right now we are watching the theater played out AS IF DT and the "right" have ascended for a moment... But they haven't.  This is all a set-up for the big, final clamp-down and crushing of "the right"..... You think people are afraid to speak their minds now, wait until the whole patriot/conservative movement is utterly demonized and criminalized with DT being the poster boy and all those who supported him being labelled basically same as kkk.

We can see also that another major economic crash is coming.  This one will be the crusher, most likely.  It's all so very sad and ugly--the deception and mass mind control--really something to behold.  But, it's happened many times before.  Mao's China, the Soviet Union, Germany... where children were turned against their parents, brother against brother, citizen turning in citizen to avoid persecution themselves... It's all here and will play out I expect as bad as ever.  Everything has gone just as I saw that it would, inevitably according the wicked powers in place to effect it....

While I don't think massive preparations will end up working due to confiscation at some point, I do think that folks ought have some stores in place for what may be temporary and sporadic disruptions to supply lines in the initial phases of the planned chaos.

I have been pleased with the quality of Thrive Life foods....

https://www.thrivelife.com/shop

Aside from that it will take all the praying and closing with God that you can muster!

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Hanging On The Hem. . . .

These times--this time right now . . . is reminding me of right after I got born again in 2004. . . . There was an immediate and intense pushing back from the dark side--demons on the attack, every day.  I remember driving into work just praying and basically "hanging on the hem of His garment". There was even much to say--it was mostly me just throwing myself on His mercy and love and protection.  Comfort from The Spirit. . . .

It's like that now.  There feels a full on attack on all sides, especially in the spiritual realm.  And I just throw myself at Him . . . it is enough to just touch His robe!  Pray, pray, pray . . . I know I don't need to tell you.  The Lord is so kind, so ready to give solace even though we be surrounded on all sides--evil running amok and seeking scalps. . . .

I run to The Rock, and just draw near, touch His garment--it is enough, MORE than enough, His presence is so strong, so real!

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Hellish Update....

Calexit .... means the Red Chinese will have ports all up and down the coast . . . for eventual Red Dawn slow walk in . . . .

There is real concern of a "quick exit" of Trump..... However they do it.  He knows the skullduggery regarding the "Company" . . . and all it's "pay for play" recent history via the Armed (robbery) Services Committee . .  which includes Killery Cinton., McShame, Lindsay Grahamnesty, Clapper, Brennon, and, most insidious Andrew McCabe . . . . Problem is, Trumpster is aware of what has gone on . . . and knows the interests against him . . . via the FBI/CIA/NSA combine actors who are in on the take/deal . . . and the closer he gets to rooting them out . . . the closer he gets to being the next John F. Kennedy. . . . The arrest of the Awan brother . . . is an attempt by the white hats to reign it in . . . but stakes are super high. . . . So many are implicated . . . that . . . well . . . Don better have a "taste-tester" . . . . . Too many are aware of the hijinks....that if "they" take him out . . . it will lead to wet civil war. . . . Which then leads to the red dawn scenario . . . . .

Meanwhile. . . . 5G . . . is being implemented... transhumanism . . . the "tripartite layer/fence" I warned about... no more free thought, "free will" . . . .  Nanobots ( i really think I was the first to nail that chemtrails were nanotech) . . . inside everyone, all hooked up via the coming 5G network/mark o the beast . . . . .

"THEY" can't control the Spiritual realm though! .... As much as they wish and are trying . . . THAT is the realm of Freedom . . . and now is the time to figure out what/where that is.  I've talked about it from the beginning.  It's another dimension.  That's where the lambs go. . . .Will be. . . . Protected....

More . . .in a bit.....


Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Remembering Our Glorious Future!

Huh.  Ta da!  Lol.

I just wrote and long and impassioned, inspired blog post about how I could use your prayers (and that you've got mine:) . . . because of how the enemy is raging and thwarting and threatening on all sides, yet how we mustn't forget the treasure--the awesome gift we've already been given and so on--my main point being how if and when we "step out" the enemy does all he can to sabotage and discourage. . . .

And I went to publish it . . . and *POOF* . . . it was gone, disappeared into the ether.  Blank page. Haha case in point!

I wrote of how the enemy seeks to crush us with fear and then resentment--the insidiousness of instilling resentment in us toward God when we are under attack and seemingly cannot make any headway. . . . I wrote of how wondrous, dire, grave, glorious this whole thing is--the awe and wonder of God . . . and how regardless of the slings and arrows we must not forget that He is sovereign, in complete charge, no accidents . . . and that He is good and glorious and purposeful regarding our own lives and purposes. . . .

I wrote of how, although He is control, yet He desires to work out our callings and missions, through prayer and sacrifice, joy, peace, love and understanding, one toward each other. . . .

I wrote of my gratitude toward you, my friends, brothers and sisters in Christ. . . .

And more. . . .

The enemy is obviously conducting a full court press offensive on all sides, deluded he might actually win his goal of separating us from the Father.  But NOTHING in this world or any other can separate us from the love and companionship of God, we who love and serve Him. . . .

And . . . how the enemy desires we should quit, hovel, hide, fear and resent, but we are called to give an answer and live lives as an example for that glorious hope that lies within us.  Do we have that hope? Is it strong, blazing, obvious to others?  Or do we live like beleaguered quitters who whimper and run and shake a fist at the Lord privately in our hearts?  That is how the enemy would have us--and especially resenting....

It came to me yesterday just how insidious resentment is--resentment toward one another and above all resentment toward God.  It is like a cancer of the soul within if it is allowed to fester and gain root. Most are unaware of the anger, resentment they carry and then project onto God and others. . . .

To cause doubt, fear, envy, greed, jealousy . . . general resentment for our lot . . . is what the enemy seeks. . . . To fear and resent God because of envy and jealousy and greed toward others and the world. . . . Which is the same as questioning God, putting Him on trial and accusing Him of lawlessness and sin--which is a horrific evil; yet it is the way of the world, pervasive.  The believer ought have none of it.  Even a little bit of it is poisonous and spreads throughout the soul, spirit and even physical body. . . .

We cannot forget the glorious future, beyond expectation and comprehension for now, but which lies in wait for us who believe and follow the Lord. . . .

Perseverance, longsuffering, joy, mercy, compassion, strength, love, hope, faith, sacrifice . . . are our traits to employ--giving an answer through our lives and expression for the real and living hope that we have in the Saviour!

Praise God and God bless you for being my friends and companions in Christ; onward to the end . . . which is only the true and blessed beginning!



Thursday, July 20, 2017

Whiplash Left

"The days of cash everywhere are numbered, as once it is removed, they can do what they will to everyone’s funds.  It can be anything: a computer glitch, a solar flare, an EMP (Electromagnetic Pulse) attack, or a cyberattack to take it all to a “zero” balance.  Notice how the states are one by one beginning to become insolvent?  Notice how the narrowed eyes of the suit-swathed “gentlemen” are now on the IRA’s?" http://www.shtfplan.com/headline-news/the-planned-destruction-of-america-if-they-cant-collapse-it-internally-theyll-attack-the-u-s-externally_07182017


There's nothing really new in this article but it is a nice compendium of the dire situation going on.  One thing I don't many realize re the whole "Russia" narrative . . . is that this agit-prop meme is not only designed to stymie Trump and conservatives . . . is that it is also designed (I believe) to destroy the Democrat Party as well.  Well, at least finish off whatever "moderate" old-school Democrats there are that still inhabit the party.  What will come out of it all . . . is there will be the rise of a hard left, radical party--blatantly socialist/communist, no fig leaf.  THIS new leftist party (whether it's still operating under the guise of the Dems or not) will whiplash back into power with a vengeance.  Then the real, blatant oppression and civil strife will ensue.  This will likely be combined with a military attack of some sort. . . . Anyway, that's what I'm seeing lurking in the wings. . . .

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Shameful

I've had it my mind and heart for a while... since I heard of it . . . and then did my own investigation.....(which didn't take long as I've been tracking it all along the way). . . . The shameful attention-seeking activities of some so-called believers... attacking Dr. James White for daring to engage certain Islamic scholars.... The knee-jerk thoughtless bigotry.... secret anti-reformed bias and ignorance. . . . Brannon House ie., . . . . shameful, self-righteous frauds as far as I'm concerned.  NOT believers, or if they are then in the infantile stages of belief and Spiritual understanding... Sam Shamoun--fraud.  Tool.  Horrific examples . . . of Christian intelligence, understanding, charity, grace and love--in other words, shameful representatives of THE GOSPEL!.... more on this in a bit... just had to get the ball rolling.... :) God Bless!es you!

http://www.alankurschner.com/2017/06/11/james-white-documents-brannon-howses-lies-and-deception/

https://apologeticsandagape.wordpress.com/2017/06/09/dr-white-has-been-judged-unfairly/

https://askdrbrown.org/library/why-hysterical-attack-james-white-his-interfaith-dialogue

Saturday, July 15, 2017

Darkness Flees When. . . .

It never fails to quickly get me out of a dark and worrisome mode. . . . Deploying love and gratitude....and humor. . . . I find there is a place, which the Spirit brings . . . where almost instantly--though there might have been fear, anxiety--the situation can be transformed into one of hope, love, thankfulness.  The Spirit is love and truth . . . and the truth of any situation is that it could (and really should) be so much worse; but God's grace preserves us from devastating horrors constantly.  We have no idea just what our fallen wretchedness actually deserves--but instead, the Lord mitigates the suffering and torment we would be experiencing even NOW but for His protection and sustenance. . . . Hence the gratitude.  It is a hellish place and point of view that does not realize how much there is to be thankful for.

If in a dire mode, I hasten to recall, recount all the many things to be grateful for and straight away the darkness lifts.  Nearby and close on heels is a rush of love--I find it easy to have compassion and even love for everyone.  This does not equate to a tolerance of evil . . . but rather is the stance of knowing "there but for the grace of God I would be--"  It is hard--perhaps impossible--to remain in fear when thinking and feeling full of love and gratitude, tinged with a healthy sense of humor.  What is to fear?  God is in absolute control . . . and He is good, just, perfect, holy. . . . It is when we doubt God (which we often do albeit subconsciously) that we begin getting into trouble.  Same with suppressed anger and resentment toward God, which all comes from a selfish, "me-centered" purpose and reality.  If we are God centered . . . then His love and blessedness abound and fill us increasingly.  Fear, anxiety, darkness . . . cannot abide.  The enemy and his rotten fruits must flee. . . .

Like a script... wait, oh yeah, it IS a script....



Thursday, July 13, 2017

The "Russian" Script

I can't help but notice the "Russia" situation and the latest media created episode. . . . I wrote early on in the post "The Honey-Trap; it's all a Rus(e)!" (last October 2016) . . . that I believed the outrage from the Democrats against the "Russian threat" was all fake.  That looks obvious now, I know.  But again with what's coming out with this latest drama re Trump Jr. . . . I continue to believe that the Russians are actually in cahoots with the Dems and have been all along.  The danger on the other side is in believing that they are not.  They (the Soviets) are not secretly on the side of conservatives.

What is being set up now . . . is what will happen when the left sweeps back into power with a purported mandate to rectify/punish those who supported Trump.  The stage is being set for a blatant socialist/communist revolution and final crushing of constitutionalists/patriots who will be utterly demoralized once this false hope (of restoration) phase is over.

This is why I continue to emphasize how important it will be to stay strong and faithful in the coming storm of retribution.  As I wrote early on in the election season, I have not believed for a second that the globalist/commi-elite would ever let ie., Trump be successful in restoring traditional America's culture and sovereignty.  No way.  What's happening now is a long-time, well-planned strategy to finally crush whatever is left of those who want to see America return to it's Christian-based, free-market, "republican" form of limited government.  They knew (and I believe chose) Trump to be the character who they would use to be the poster-child for the America's last gasp.  I believe there will be purges and pogroms of a sort, once they finish their demonization, of all those who would defy the NWO world government plan.  I would just say, be prepared.  This little window of hope is designed to stay open but for a moment... then the plan is to shut it for good....


Monday, July 10, 2017

Ask not--Have Naught

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GamcLftXWMU


Here is the latest video from Pastor Jason Wallace who pastors a church I attend when able.   He addresses such an important issue--how Mormons, when they discover the many dubious foundations of their church and their "prophet" often end up losing faith altogether.  [If the link doesn't show as my blog seems plagued with technical issues, and you want to check out the video, it is on Youtube and called "After Mormonism . . . Now What?"]

Meanwhile, I believe it is a very precarious and intense time for believers. . . . On so many levels there is constant assault.  The enemy is going for broke, delusional that he can win out after all.  It is amazing how brilliant and devious evil can be, yet at the same time so blind and foolish. . . .

Seriously, I think this is fast becoming a time where it may seem (as a believer) that you are quite alone in the world, in your faith.  The wolf seeks to split a lamb off from the flock, isolate and target for destruction, one by one. . . . 'Tis a time of dire testing. . . .

Many, many a follower has had to face the enemy, the world alone, it would seem.  At least as far as any earthly companion may go.  But even if it seems we are alone in the world to stand and profess God and His Truth, so be it!  This is the faith required--when all else fails . . . when all others fail . . . God never fails and is ever ready to give us comfort in our time of spiritual need.  More often than not, we do not feel or "see" or "hear" Him answering . . . because we do not seek.  We have naught, because we ask not. . . .

Praising God always and forever, I pray!
brother, Thomas


Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Direct My Thought...Purge My Heart

"O eternal and everlasting God, I presume to present myself this morning before thy Divine majesty, beseeching thee to accept of my humble and hearty thanks, that it hath pleased thy great goodness to keep and preserve me the night past from all the dangers poor mortals are subject to, and has given me sweet and pleasant sleep, whereby I find my body refreshed and comforted for performing the duties of this day, in which I beseech thee to defend me from all perils of body and soul.
Direct my thoughts, words and work. Wash away my sins in the immaculate blood of the lamb, and purge my heart by thy Holy Spirit, from the dross of my natural corruption, that I may with more freedom of mind and liberty of will serve thee, the ever lasting God, in righteousness and holiness this day, and all the days of my life.
Increase my faith in the sweet promises of the Gospel. Give me repentance from dead works. Pardon my wanderings, & direct my thoughts unto thyself, the God of my salvation. Teach me how to live in thy fear, labor in thy service, and ever to run in the ways of thy commandments. Make me always watchful over my heart, that neither the terrors of conscience, the loathing of holy duties, the love of sin, nor an unwillingness to depart this life, may cast me into a spiritual slumber. But daily frame me more and more into the likeness of thy son Jesus Christ, that living in thy fear, and dying in thy favor, I may in thy appointed time attain the resurrection of the just unto eternal life.Bless my family, friends & kindred unite us all in praising & glorifying thee in all our works begun, continued, and ended, when we shall come to make our last account before thee blessed Saviour, who hath taught us thus to pray, our Father."
--George Washington, Prayer Journal

Sunday, July 2, 2017

As A Father Would. . . .

I was thinking about how it is that God does not delight in our suffering yet it his will that we suffer as fallen through this mortal life. . . . God has a purpose--an intent for our future existence--how, who and what we will eventually be.

And it's like a father who wants to create and cultivate a certain type of child.  For us to love Him all the more (which is the highest joy of existence, it would appear) He puts us through this firing . . . and the experience of what life is like without Him.  Like a father who only wants his child to succeed at the intended goal, some pain/discipline/separation is involved.  He doesn't "enjoy" that we suffer, but it is necessary (it would appear) to His divine, perfect end. . . .

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Wrong Motives In Asking and Standing Apart

As might be imagined . . . it has been typically intense sorting out my mom's passing--all the different issues and angles that must be dealt with . . . from the emotional to the relational to the very worldly and time-sensitively demanding. . . .

Meanwhile, the vitriol and volatility of current events and agendas impinge quite threateningly from the wings, does they not?

One thing I have found most comforting and sustaining above all . . . is that the Lord is always there.  And He is so forgiving--so empathetic and relatable. . . . It never ceases to blow my mind . . . that the I AM THAT I AM . . . Creator of the universe and of all creatures . . . is personable!  And that you can intuit His genuine, fatherly understanding of our struggles and challenges and His friendly willingness to intervene and protect and lead.

The childishly spiritual, of course, quickly get resentful and demanding of God, expecting that what it means to say He is "always there" means that He is "always there" to do our bidding; where they make the ignorant mistake to assume that what we wish or desire or wish to avoid etc., is actually good for us.  AND that WE know best.  [As if WE knew what were best for us!  As if our wills were supreme and to be mollified and quickly responded to. . . .]
Rather than . . . humbly confessing to God our mistakes/sins, asking for protection and guidance and then praising and blessing WHATEVER it is that He decides to do in a matter. . . .
Whereas, what we need above all . . . is a Spiritual and Godly understanding and vision and attitude in our lives, regardless of mundane or other circumstances. . . .

What we truly need, far above material wants, wishes, desires, dreams . . . is to remember Who God is and who we are in relation to Him; walking and acting in humility, charity, love, longsuffering and especially thankfulness. . . . Especially if we profess ourselves as Believers and followers of The Master!  We ought not be reacting and thinking and even feeling like the world does--with quick anger, envy, covetousness, self-righteousness etc.  If we do, of what use are we in exemplifying and promoting the Gospel to a dark and fallen realm?  If we act and feel just as the lost do?  What kind of light do we offer those stumbling and seeking in the dark?

We are to be salt and light to a confused, suffering and decaying world.  We are to be a hope for those looking for solace . . . as we carry the mode and elan and grace and love of The Lord God Master of All!

And He IS there . . . ready to give strength and wisdom and compassion and clarity if we but humble ourselves and realize that NOTHING is ours and NOTHING are we owed.  Yet He treats us like intimates, like equals in a certain respect!  What a stunner that is!

In times of stress, contention, greed, pleasure-seeking, blasphemy . . . let us stand apart!  Let us, dear Lord, show a different way that we may entice that roiling and lost with the true and mighty SPIRITUAL treasures that you lovingly and generously bestow in and on us, if we but ask.  Most often . . . we "have not" because we "ask not"!

"You ask and don't receive because you ask with wrong motives, so that you may spend it on your evil desires."  --James 4:3 

Thursday, June 15, 2017

God Is Love, All Is Well

Hutu's and Tutsi's . . . I've talked/written about it before.  That's what they are doing right now. Ominous.  For a refresher, what I explained . . . was that . . . prior to the planned mayhem in Rwanda . . . when the Hutu's slaughtered Tutsi's . . . or so we were told . . . prior to that, "they" started de-humanizing propaganda on the "airwaves" (to gin up violent hatred for the "opposition"). . . and via various "broadcasts" . . . to demonize "the other" . . . and worked it into a frenzied pitch . . . then turned one side loose . . . to slaughter the other . . . . And it was almost like a bunch of .pre-programmed psychopath robots being shot forth with machetes . . . with no regard . . . churches no safe haven . . nothing . . . . . . . monitored by the blue helmets . . . data collected . . . and processes analyzed . . . such that . . . when (as in just about now) "they" get to the big Kahuna (US) . . . the kinks are all worked out (as much as possible under time tables) . . . and a version of that (Rwanda operation) . . . is obviously being similarly stoked right here, right now . . . . . . Everything I warned of, ie.,: "Violence In The Suburbs" so-to-speak . . . is coming . . . (heads up . . . for those who have been tracking with me observing this unfold . . . and now sickeningly coming to fruition). . . .

Voila! . . . we are gettin' real close!

Thank God for Jesus!  That's all I'll say right now. as far as "what to do?" . . . He is real.  He saves.  He protects.  He is sovereign.  There is no other way.  He wins.  He is God.  Look out, though.....  Things will . . . nevertheless . . . get a bit rough. . . .

Body, soul and spirit. . . . Each will go through its thing. . . . Spirit is what counts. . . . The others are subservient.  Spirit resides with God . . . and is controlled (yes, controlled/created/guided etc.) by God.  Who Is That He Is.  And nothing . . . or no one else . . . can contravene Him in the end.  He rules.  Take heart, friends :) . . . All is well! . . . and as it should be.  Time is short.  Material life in this phase. . . is short.  You can do it.  We can do it.  We will get through. . . . . AND THEN comes the glorious END!  Take heart.  God is love

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Gone

It's been quite a season. . . . My mom passed away this morning.  Very sudden, swift . . . her deterioration and demise.  I'm sure I'll have some things to convey as time settles with this.  It's certainly not unique. . . . But it's always new if and when you have to deal with this, the passing of parents, the last parent. . . .

Anyway, God bless...
Thanks for checking in...
I appreciate so much those of you who have stuck around here to share and be friends along the Way....

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Revisiting the Mental Fence/Mass Mind Control

Below are a couple old posts I did about 10 years ago covering my concerns about the "mental fence" . . . mass mind control . . . that I saw coming and which I believe is now in full effect.  I will expound more here in just a bit as I'm watching how it's all working now. . . . The main thing I saw was how "they" were going to link up the daily news cycle with psychotronic mind influence via cell towers, wifi etc., . . . plus the supernatural element . . . creating a synthetic version of how the Godhead (3 in 1) operates on the material platform. . . . Also, I warned about something I saw coming I called "demonic flashing" . . . where people would suddenly act out in crazy, violent, malevolent ways.  We just had an example today where a man rammed a car containing his wife and kids and another woman and kids leaving school . . . in a complete rage--he jumped out and started shooting into their car, killing 2 then killed himself. . . .
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4-9-08:  My biggest concern is what has happened . . . and what IS happening to mind, perception, consciousness. I have described that as the mind-blanket descends . . . it happens so imperceptibly that most will never notice that it happened, or ever become aware after the fact. I have warned that a new kind of mind, a mind operating more in the spirit would have to be developed, to give oneself an alternative “vantage” from which to observe and analyze things…… and now more than ever I am utterly convinced I was right on this; that it has happened the way I suspected it would….and that it is only getting worse.

Through technology, news cycles/the media, games and entertainment, occult ritual, and a host of other combined tools, a collective Borg-like mind/one-world consciousness is being created, out of which, very few shall ever again escape to breathe the fresh air of free thought, free speech, free spirit. Those who remain outside this “one mind” will be seen as insane, dangerous, enemies, terrorists. And so, even those who suspect what’s going on and are tempted to “break free” . . . will be sorely challenged to do so, for fear of ostracizaton, persecution, if they “leave the farm”.

Many are called, but few are chosen indeed. It will be very lonely and requiring great courage and stamina for those who refuse to cower and give in to the beast. Like 144,000 out of millions and millions is the kind of ratio by which to comprehend how few actually “get it”–SEE what’s going on and what is to be done, in these and the immediately coming times.
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2007--[It feels similar to when the Da Vinci Code came out and I mentioned then I felt a large scale magic attack had been timed to coincide with the pushing of that book and movie. It’s when I had an incredible dream/vision about ‘them’ adding the “tripartite” (3rd) layer to a solidify mind-control/brain functioning (I said that they had perfected–in their minds and intent and technology–a similitude of the function of Holy Spirit.)]

Anyway, I feel I’ve noticed a similar large-scale techno/magic-ritual/occultic type pervasive/global ‘attack’ being performed right now, or just passing, related to the release and massive push/promotion of the latest Harry Potter movie and next book. THIS particular assault was even more vile than the last big wave of evil agenda. The mass attack at the Da Vinci Code time was more technotronic, more mechanical the way it affected . . . . Whereas this mass assault timed with the release of the Potter stuff is just downright vicious, putrid, insidious, yucky . . . .

I am talking about the way it is feeling and the affects I’m seeing it have on people. . . . It has brought a whole new level evil influence, surrounding like a soupy fog, lending itself for the weaker to more quickly move into things like betrayal, treachery, quick anger/resentment, jealousy, and just a whole host of very negative, creepy emotive convulsions . . . .

Really, it is a time more than ever to watch your back, and put up a fortress of protection around yourself and the sacred space where you operate. There is a pervasiveness of bubbling perfidy all about, like a stew, and everybody caught unawares, is basically now dunked in it and bobbing about, ever-more prone to “fall” and regress to sinful measures . . . .

The solitary soldier must be like a fortress . . . and watching, on all sides–tough, saavy, wise as the surrounding serpents . . . .

Anyway, things have really changed . . . in the last few weeks . . . in both the physical and spiritual, astral atmosphere . . . and I don’t think we’ll ever be going back to how it was. That is why one must adapt, keep alert, and devise some new techniques to STAY PURE and separate as much as possible from the swirling magic and tugging demonic realm. Not to be overly dramatic, terminally serious . . . but, just noting and sharing develpments as I believe I observe them. . . .

Thursday, June 1, 2017

Don't Let Him

The devil wants to crush you down.  Don't let him.  He wants to always kill the positive, lovely, powerful, beautiful, strong, edgy, fresh, new daily . ... relationship with God, with Spirit.  Fight!  Resist!  Tell him to flee, that lowly self-serving corrupt, mean pervert.  Gone.  Away with e3vil, with death.  We worship the God of life!  He's real.  He lives! . . . . Fight!  It is war, to the death.  We all die . . . some to ignominy under themselves and their liar friend.  Others to glory..... GLORY IS REAL.  Don't let the liar cut your legs out.... !!!!

Saturday, May 27, 2017

Takeover 101

Well . . . can't tell for sure, but definitely some weird stuff going on.  One thing that's obvious, big picture, is that a coup occurred over the past 8 years.  One of the signs I wrote early on to watch for, was the picking off of prominent "conservative" politicians and media types.  We are in that phase now and moving into the criminalizing of "conservative" thought and opinion.  Fewer and fewer dare to speak their minds.  "Brownshirt" intimidation as is happening on campuses and public events, public shaming . . . it's all there--and all very classic communist dictatorship tactics.  "Gang stalking" will be common targeting steadily any one who dares to resist--no conversations will be safe, not even whispers. . . .

As I've said before (probably too much, forgive me) the reason I've been able to predict so accurately where we were headed (back when people still laughed at the concern that "communism" was still any type of threat anymore) is because I  had spent years prior reading, studying. talking to Russians . . . learning about all the methods and history of communist conquest over other nations.  They really haven't done anything novel in our case.  It's been the same tactics.  Infiltrate the schools, churches, arts, psychology, media . . . early on . . . control all the levers of power in the various critical institutions, rewrite history, employ universal "cultural icon debasement"--destroy the nation's heroes, pull down statues, turn children against parents--empower the youth to be the battering ram against remaining tradition, universal monitoring and tracking/surveillance . . . and so on and so on . . . pretty much by the book "Commi Takeover 101". . . .

I believe the Donald was allowed to get in office . . . to be made the "poster child"/monster symbolizing the last dying gasps of "American" sovereignty and culture.  He is the perfect foil, as his ego is easily manipulated and he (apparently) lacks guidance of the Holy Spirit.  Could be wrong, but I don't believe he is a believer.  He has no real core principles based in Biblical teaching.  Worldly wisdom and ego are what inform his maneuvers.  And while he seems to have an inkling of the actual forces and purposes arrayed against him, he is not a humble man who could be guided and protected by God.  Without God, he doesn't stand a chance.  And they knew this about him and helped create his seeming "rise" to power . . . with the full intent and program ready to implement . . . which is isolate him, construct a persona which will be used to symbolize "the enemy" . . smear any who support him/"traditional American values" . . . and eventually criminalize them (in the beginning it's ostracize, isolate, provoke . . . then criminalize). . . . When they are finished with this final destruction of hope, they will sweep back into power (back into VISIBLE power, as they have not ever really lost power) and that is when the real, overt persecution will likely begin in earnest.  It will be hugely demoralizing,  The objective is to crush the spirit--the spirit of freedom and individuality.  It becomes the horrific drone , collectivised/enslaved world aptly depicted by Ayn Rand in "Anthem".

And bottom line . . . it is but the "synagogue of Satan" consolidating all the epoch-long threads of tyranny running throughout the world, tying it all together, if they could, for the final, complete knot of control--if they could, at last a world without God or any of His children.

But for believers . . . it will be a time of incredible faith strengthening and confirmation.  Touching, profound quiet acts and personal experiences of believers will continue on despite the near totalitarian controls.  Believers will experience a vital and astounding deepening of real, personal relationship with the Spirit throughout the events.  Their faith will grow, their knowledge of the Truth will NOT be extinguished.  Nothing, no one, will ever come between the love of God and His people, no matter the intense and devious wiles of the enemy.  NOTHING . . . NO ONE!  And there will be a final, just, severe judgment on the matter.

There will be a continued stifling and darkness hanging over and through all . . . ever more pitch and seemingly hopeless . . . but then, The Light returns!  Once and for all!  Praise God!

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Cultural Icon Debasement Initiative

http://www.soundclick.com/html5/v3/player.cfm?type=single&songid=8866412&q=hi&newref=1








Friday, May 26, 2017

Still out there?

Hey lovely Christians... Please let me know thru comments if you are still seeing my blog posts, such as this one.  I think they finally are coming around.  G stalk....infiltraitors...... hack....

Thursday, May 25, 2017

The Curse Of Self Pity

Feeling sorry for yourself.  The curse.  You didn't see it coming.  You couldn't.  Who woulda thought?  Who woulda thought that while you are jsut struggling along, some witch, some demon, some focused evil . . . would have put a spell on you . . . to make you feel sorry for yourself?  No, really . . . that's it.  A creepy, unexpected spell . . . that debilitates you by making you feel sorry for yourself.  Who woulda thought?

Well, the key to breaking the spell--if you got it, and dare admit it . . . is this:  GRATITUDE!  Yep.  Need I go over the litany yet again?  Okay, I will.

Arm.  Do you have one?  Do you have two?  Some people don't.  They've got none in fact.  No hands, no fingers.  Stew on that--the implications for daily living, being able to do the simplest tasks. . . .

Torture prisons?  Yes.  Men, women, children and innocent animals are there.   Suffering, cold, hungry, alone . . . in pain.

So many things to be thankful for. . . .

But the curse, the spell of self-pity will find a way yet to complain, to feel especially picked upon, regardless.  The sense of being entitled, owed something, deserving . . . is part of the evil.  There is nothing good in and of ourselves.  What good there is . . . is of God.


Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Tripartite Layering/Electronic Fences

Emergency message....

It's just like I said/thought it would be.  Tripartite ( or was it "tate"?) ...anyhow...... Layering, electronic fences, . . . remember?  Everybody in their own lane......Digitized.....

Monday, May 22, 2017

Over The Target? Or Just Fallen World Boloney?

Ha!  The hits just keep on comin'!  I'm not a complainer.  I always look at the bright side of things--which drives some people nuts.  They want a good wallow whine--not to turn it around and find the silver lining.  But it's just in my make-up. . . .

Anyway, this recent string of crises and minor disasters, for me has gotten in the farcical realm.

Just as I had been resisting Facebook and social media, but finally had to delve in when I started my bands, I've also been resisting getting a smart phone.  I liked my little flip phone and for the paint work I do, it was handy and appropriate for the job.

But, I wore out the little phone and finally relented and got Isaac's hand-me-down, a nice little Samsung Galaxy S Note smart phone.  It was fairly easy to learn and was perfect so now I can check my emails and notices while working--helping with the band stuff.

And somehow, on Friday.  It's gone.  I can only imagine that someone reached in my car window and nabbed it while I was in 7-11 for just a couple minutes.  Oy.  I had a ton of contacts on it, impossible to replicate...hadn't backed them up of course, still being a newbie.....

Then it's the worry that it's connected to all my email accounts and who knows what other personal information is on there.  Cue a panicked day of changing passwords, monitoring accounts, reporting to police (because we thought we saw it immediately on sale online). . . . A day wasted and scrambling when I was suppose to be figuring out how to fix the dumb backflow pipes to the sprinkler system which froze and split over the winter. . . .

Yay!  Lol.  They say your not receiving flak unless you're over the target. . . . BUT, not complaining.  Always . . . I think and recall . . . there is so much to be grateful for.  Above all, to have been given the eyes to see Truth, to know and have relationship with The Creator.  THAT is the treasure.  THAT is the main purpose, the only real goal worth striving over.  This life is often silly, frustrating, difficult and quickly over.  God God Lord God is what it's all about.  HIS glory.  So much to be thankful for!

[Now, that wasn't the "word" I got although it is related and I should be able to get to that share here shortly, take care, God bless:]

Friday, May 19, 2017

Bizzaro Times

These are bizzaro times.... don't worry, I'm still here, tracking it all. . . . Got a Word.  Like I once said, the tripartate fencing would be brutal and is intending (and remarkable often, but not always DOES) to block spiritual transmissions.  I warned of all of this.  It's here.  AND, it hits me too.  But, I never stop looking for holes in the fences:) Praise be to God:) Who never leaves His . . . alone . . . to flail . . . forever.  Nope.  He comes and rescues . . . always, but just when and as He sees fit.  No complaints here.  Praise God!

Anyway . . .

Will write more . . . the word, the message . . . some tips on dealing with this assault.  Those with eyes and ears and heart and soul . . . know what I mean:).

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

No Way

I was perusing some past posts going through last election season, thinking about somewhere where I wrote that I just don't believe "they" will allow a genuine, people-powered recapture of the Republic to take place.  I couldn't find what I was looking for, but came across this blurb I wrote just about 1 year ago exactly . . . kinda interesting.....basically says the same thing I was concerned about. . . .


posted 5-17
"I can now see how this might just be what happens.  If Trump does get elected . . . there will be civil protest, chaos, disruption like never before, I expect.  I can then well imagine that he does something like suspend the Constitution and forcefully try to restore law and order.

The only thing is, when I "look" ahead . . . I just don't see him there.  So I toggle back and forth between the other possibility I keep sensing (or perhaps just dreading) . . . where, something big, unexpected happens before the coming election, and some type of other arrangement is made.  A state of emergency pre-empts the election. . . .

In any case, I continue to expect that tptb will not allow a popular revolt against the tyrannical globalist status quo.  They will burn the whole thing down before they will see a genuine "democratic" revolution by the fed up, awakening masses. . . ."

Missing You

Hello... Well.... meantime, amidst the fallen chaos, I managed to battle through and get a song finished and mixed for release as my first single ever.  Heh.  About 40 years of writing and recording my songs...and here we are...at last a release.  It is an extremely personal and important song to me. Wrote it just a few months ago.  When I first wrote it and brought home a demo of it to play for wife Lindsay, I broke down into tears...a rare thing for me.  Not the crying type (no offense to criers...I'm just of a more stoic, non-emotional variety.)

Anyway here are some links to hear it. And the lyrics,
take care, God bless you each!
bro t.

http://hyperurl.co/x8rcoq

https://open.spotify.com/album/7ghyhgGtzoBm7TtdTa6BWx?play=true&utm_source=open.spotify.com&utm_medium=open&play=true

MISSING YOU

Once I had a vision, living in an ashram
You'd be here coming soon
There was some grand fate, a voice had told me
I wrote some poems and a tune.
Gave my apologies, sanyassin libertine
I told her I'm not that man
And thus I sailed on, wrote them some letters
Sent some cards, I had a plan.

Wandering alone, nobody to guide me through.
Elders said run, I didn't know what to do.
Know that I've been missing you.

In my scheme of things, I owned some mansions
I toured the world and set aside
A golden chest brimming with treasure
I'd make it up to you in style.
But as the days wore on, I got dissipated
My demons, they were running wild.
That time you spoke to me, I couldn't find the words
All was lost, intentions filed.

Of all the things that make me feel wrong and blue
Glaring is one that stands out among the slew.
Know that I've been missing you.

Run, gonna run, gonna have to run away
Run, gonna run, why'd you have to run away
And now you pay, that's what they say.
There's no time, just fleeting rhyme.

Know that I've been missing you.




Sunday, May 14, 2017

Isaac's Rebirth:)

Stumbled across some great photos of when Isaac got baptized as Born Again believer:)





Saturday, May 13, 2017

A Day In The (Yikes) Life, Part 2

Okay... so where was I....?  Roaring disaster fans, dippy eggs, scrambling to keep it all afloat. . . .

Now, I've got . . . well had . . . the 2 bands.  One, the best Bowie tribute band in the world ( I believe:) stuck in the middle of nowhere (high desert Utah) and the other, a little ensemble that is learning my new, original songs and trying to record a debut album.

My guitarist for the Bowie band is a fantastic guitarist.  One of the best I've ever worked with--can play anything.  Mr. Milquetoast--looks like an insurance salesman, or a school teacher, which he is/was . . . a guy I'd known for just a year since I cobbled this band of pro musicians together to play Bowie's best, most complicated tunes.  I thought, why not have him come put a solo on my originals project.  He was game, but, shockingly informed me through text that he's just lost his job.  What? He was constantly whining about playing weeknight gigs because (being the oldest member in the band) it messed with his work schedule and he needed a good night's sleep.  And his teaching job meant more than anything to him--security above all . . . and though I've never had such "security" myself, I understand and tried to accommodate.  Didn't want to lose this great player--the major linchpin--in my band.

"Broke some school policy" was all he texted and I could tell he was fairly well devastated.  But then I thought, hey maybe now we CAN do some weeknight gigs!  Whatever, we had 2 important shows coming up soon and I had just lost my also crucial keyboardist who was frustrated we weren't touring the world yet, lol.

So I had some time booked in the studio and went to pick him up.  Got to his house, noticed an unusual amount of cars on the narrow street and thought maybe he had family over consoling him about the job loss.

Heading for his door, suddenly a burly policeman marched promptly out and turned me away.  "I need you to leave the area . . . we have a situation here." he said pointing back to the house.  Wait, what?  What's going on?  Is my guitarist suicidal?  Has he gotten abusive towards his wife?  Didn't seem likely.   He was an immensely mild-mannered dude, on the obsessive-compulsive side, yes, but not the violent type.

Shocked, I forged on to the studio and ended up adding some guitar parts myself, less than stellar, but not a total waste.

Well, I got the sad, tragic tale via text from his wife the next day.  My guitarist was in jail.  Thank God he never did anything to anyone--it was all in his own little world . . . but the school had found evidence of his collection and keeping of photos of the underaged on school property.  What a nightmare.  A few days later he was the leading story on all the local t.v. stations, mug shot blazing, school teacher found with ... etc, and etc.  I'm guessing several years in the "big house" and who knows what else will result.   Such folk are not taken too kindly to within the prison walls....Just terrible, the whole thing:(

And, while not SO dire in comparison, so much for the very important, high-brow. $1,800 per table, downtown Children's Charity Benefit gig I had landed for my Bowie band!  I have had to cancel all pending shows until I can figure out where to go from here. . . .

Oy, what a shock . . . and sad situation, all 'round.  His poor wife was totally blindsided, as were we all.  And all the money, time, promo, sacrifice I/we(my family) have put into this . . . destroyed . . . by sin.  He use to bridle whenever I would proselytize about the One, True Way.  Post-modern, new-agey confusion was his conception of Truth, and although I feel sick for him and his horrifying fall . . . the effects of muddled, self-serving cosmic philosophy are what they are.  No one is an island.  We affect all around us according to our worldview and behavior, for good or bad.

I do not intend to just give up.  My originals' project forges on, though taking a fair shake more time and money than I had hoped. . . .

Still trying to get the basement back to normal . . . slowly but surely.  My mother . . . continues to deteriorate, but at least now it seems she is realizing that she must not be stubborn and in denial and will need to enter a more assisted-care facility.  I can only do so much with all else that is on my plate

Onward we go, praising God always!  His will be done!

Friday, May 5, 2017

A Day In The (Yikes!) Life (PART ONE)

Oh my . . . what a couple of weeks it's been.  First off, my mother is dying.  Of course, yes, we all are, but she is clearly on the last leg of the mortal journey.  She is in "hospice" care, which has been less than impressive, and it has been left to me to fill in all the gaps of her increasingly needy care, as much as I am able.  I am fairly jaded about death, having faced it squarely in mind and heart since a young age but it is still a heavy reality, especially when it's your mom.

So, while pretty much daily attending to the various needs of getting my mom set up so she can function reasonably well in her alone time in her little new old folks apartment . . . there is also the matter that I have 2 rocknroll bands to attend to.  One is a David Bowie "tribute" band of sorts and the other is a vehicle for my own original music.  I am in the midst of trying to record a "debut" album with my originals band, with 2-3 days/nights per week spent in the studio recording, mixing, producing, trying to keep relatively within budget expectations (Ha! those expectations got blown away when I plowed through the last of the money I raised through crowdfunding and only had 2 songs finished and mixed with 8 others songs in various stages of development.  Oy, find more money...and gotta keep the momentum going)..... So there's that situation tucked into the ongoing worry and work for ma, which also includes that my millennial snowflake bassist has stopped showing up for recording sessions and practice--yikes....

And then there is my Bowie band, where my atheist, hard-leftist keyboardist quit saying he needed to work with "people who share my same ideology" and also because we weren't already touring the world (after less than a year as a band together) with Aussie Pink Floyd.  Lol.

AND . . . we've got two important gigs coming up.  So I'm also scrambling to find a keyboardist replacement for the impending shows.

So . . . one night--it's about midnight and I am on the phone with my studio engineer discussing another disappointing "mastering" job on my two finished originals songs sent to a "mastering" outfit in Boston . . . after a prior awful effort by a young "masteriong" fellow in Vegas . . . and I notice Isaac hovering about. . . . I finally get off the phone and he says, "I want to show you something". . . .

So we go to the basement, to his bathroom down there and he points to some apparently water stains and moisture newly appeared. . . . Hmmm.  Interesting.  We venture out, down the hall to the unfinished room in the basement and I see a small pool of water in the middle of the floor there.  My first thought is some pipe must be leaking in the unfinished ceiling.... I look up.  It's fine.  Walk around to where the furnace and water heater and voila!  Water is pouring out the bottom of the water heater tank.  Yikes again.  Scramble.  All my musical equipment is just feet away and the water is moving out, a couple inches high.

After a quick panicked search on Youtube "water heater leaking" . . . I figure out how to shut off the water and turn off the gas . . . and then its scramble time again to get all the boxes and equipment up and out of the water of the still pooling overflow.  And yes, I have managed to shut the water source off ... BUT . . . there is still all the water in the tank that is continuing to drain out.  And the lovely builders of the house have made the drain into a volcano shape so that no water makes it to the drain but instead falls back into the wall and under, going into the previously mentioned (Isaac's bathroom... where, it turned out, water now was squishing up through the grout line as you walked on the tile...bad news.)

Next day is all bustle calling emergency plumber types and disaster clean-up crews.  In they come, dudes all day, tearing up tile, cutting out walls, setting up an industrial array of high powered fans which now must be left on roaring for days to follow.  Of course we get hammered for the "emergency" cost of getting a new large water heater which isn't covered by homeowners insurance and then its dance time with the insurance investigator to see what paltry sum we can finagle to cover the costs of all the various damage/repairs. . . .

Then the garage door breaks.  Won't open all the way.  Me and Lindsay try to fix it ourselves and only screw it up more.  Now it can't be shut and locked, which is disconcerting since not too long ago, some neighborhood creep creeped into our garage and stole a bunch of (rare, of course) cd's and money and things from my car.  Cue garage door fixer guys.  Fans still roaring 24-7 in the basement. Mom needing me to swing by and make her "dippy eggs" and do her laundry.  Did I mention I'm not real big on body stuff?  Kinda squeamish in that category.  Anything to do with issues, body functions, weeping swollen lymphodema skin profusions--uhh, not my bag.  BUT, I'm great in a crisis and I manage to help as I can in the midst of my own home chaos.  Hey, and somewhere in all this I gotta keep working, yet it seems that all my regular paint clients think I'm a rock star now and don't need my day job and have stopped calling.  Scary.  And I don't have the time to alert them and others that, hey, I still paint and need the work--when I can find the time away from all the other costly stuff I'm engaged in (buying new water heaters, promoting the band(s), garage doors etc.)

Well, since that wasn't all apparently enough to deal with, the old trickster came up with a doozy in the middle of all this. . . .

So . . . I want my fantastic guitarist from my Bowie band to put a couple lead solos on my original songs I'm recording in the studio.  I text him.  He's slow to respond, mentioning that he just lost his job but that he wants to help me out.  Great.  Except, I'm a bit shocked.  You see, he is/was a school teacher at a charter school and he was obsessive about his job--maintaining it proper and was always whining if I booked the band for a weeknight gig.  He's the oldest in the group and needs his sleep.  He said it screwed up his work if we played late on a weeknight and his job came first (that is until we got to that world tour thing).

Anyway, yeah, I'm really surprised he lost his job over, what he said was "breaking a school policy".  Mr. Milquetoast--the most "anal" . . . slightly obsessive and finicky of fellows somehow screwed up and broke a rule.   Didn't quite compute.  But oh well, I thought, maybe now I CAN book weeknight gigs.  Anyhow, we have 2 important gigs coming up regardless.

[AND now I must pause, because also while all this was going on, I've been driving on grinding breaks.  Yeah, down to the rotors.  But didn't have the time or the money to get new brakes so have been utilizing my down-shifting skills to get about until I can figure it out...... Fast forward to today... my car is in the shop finally getting brakes and now I'm out the door to retrieve it . . . and then to get some wallboard to begin the downstairs repair (since the insurance scammers didn't really give us enough money to hire proper dudes to do it)  So this is PART 1 of the saga . .. . and stay tuned for PART 2 . . . it's a mind blower and . . . and . . . well, just wow.....]

  

Saturday, April 22, 2017

Anti-fa-la-la-la

Incredible....insidious  . . . with dire, ominous implications if it manages to gain widespread traction.

As some of you know, I have been warning about the resurgence of communist totalitarianism taking over America and the west since I started writing my blog and doing podcasts back around 2004....And long before that, before the internet....

People (some) thought I was kooky . . . "communism is dead!" they would laugh and scoff. . . .

Well and then I said there would be widespread riots and eventually martial law put in by a Republican president . . . blah, blah, blah... etc.

We now see the "Antifa" ("anti-fascist") movement that the anarchists and communist agitators are employing on college campuses and elsewhere....These are the shock troops of the communist militants. . . .

What is so dire and ominous is the "ideological" slant this movement is taking and the implications.....

One faction of this group is proclaiming the "objectivity", "freedom of speech" and even the idea of "truth" itself . . . are "white supremacist" constructs: “Historically, white supremacy has venerated the idea of objectivity, and wielded a dichotomy of ‘subjectivity vs. objectivity’ as a means of silencing oppressed peoples,” they explain. “The idea that there is a single truth–‘the Truth’–is a construct of the Euro-West--"

Wow.  This is a direct and demonic assault on Truth, on God Himself and utterly absurd from the outset.  If "truth" and "objectivity" are white supremacist cultural tools of oppression... these protesters have just shot themselves in the foot.  Their statements are instantly self-refuted and can be dismissed, obviously, as they cannot claim to be "truth" statements or objectively true.....

Yet the idiocy of tyranny is never a defeat to itself. . . . Terror, violence, intimidation are its weapons, and highly effective, truth be damned. . . . 

Anyway... just thought I make note of this newest development in the Maoist takeover.....




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