I'm still here!
Just trying to wait and say and write what can be said properly and poignantly amidst the times.
It's wild out there. I will say that.
I have SO much to relate, it's been difficult to find the right time and way to share here.
But this IS my place to share.
I just want to always make sure, as much as led, as much as possible, to only write . . . when He compels or allows.
Not being over dramatic. I simply take this space very seriously.
And when under full-scale (dare I say, yes i do) demonic attack . . . one must be judicious, careful and, with God's grace, wait until told what to say.
I have seen and learned so much . . . in recent times . . . I want to be very careful and respectful how to convey it.
I wouldn't call it the "desert walk" .... It is more like when Paul and Jesus spent time in the desert, and rather than be bereft of The Spirit (as in, "the desert walk") it's more like . . . being in the desert . . . and being schooled, consoled, taught . . . by The Spirit, whilst in the desert.
One thing I'll say for now, is that . . . we are surrounded, beset, on all sides, in all kinds of ways and people. AND remember, we fight not against flesh! ... But the spiritual realm, the realm of "the airs" is where so much is going on. And weak vessels . . . are filled with those fallen familiar spirits, up close and personal and day to day and moment to moment. HENCE, why it is so important to Hear and Listen to and Abide by . . . THE ONE TRUE HOLY SPIRIT.
(sorry to sound probably a little vague. I hope to suss it out and report here with more details, which hopefully might be helpful for others who are experiencing a similar situation.)