Being Taught In The Desert

 I'm still here!  

Just trying to wait and say and write what can be said properly and poignantly amidst the times.

It's wild out there.  I will say that.

I have SO much to relate, it's been difficult to find the right time and way to share here.

But this IS my place to share.

I just want to always make sure, as much as led, as much as possible, to only write . . . when He compels or allows.  

Not being over dramatic.  I simply take this space very seriously. 

And when under full-scale (dare I say, yes i do) demonic attack . . . one must be judicious, careful and, with God's grace, wait until told what to say.

I have seen and learned so much . . . in recent times . . . I want to be very careful and respectful how to convey it.  

I wouldn't call it the "desert walk" .... It is more like when Paul and Jesus spent time in the desert, and rather than be bereft of The Spirit (as in, "the desert walk") it's more like . . . being in the desert . . . and being schooled, consoled, taught . . . by The Spirit, whilst in the desert. 

One thing I'll say for now, is that . . . we are surrounded, beset, on all sides, in all kinds of ways and people.  AND remember, we fight not against flesh! ... But the spiritual realm, the realm of "the airs" is where so much is going on.  And weak vessels . . . are filled with those fallen familiar spirits, up close and personal and day to day and moment to moment.  HENCE, why it is so important to Hear and Listen to and Abide by . . . THE ONE TRUE HOLY SPIRIT.

(sorry to sound probably a little vague.  I hope to suss it out and report here with more details, which hopefully might be helpful for others who are experiencing a similar situation.) 

The Truth Will Out

 There is so much going on at exponential speed.  There is no shortage of perspective's, "takes" out there re what is going on geo-politically etc.

As far as that goes, I still believe my early, early on analysis is on the trajectory I anticipated, and have written, spoken of.  

Whilst this is all going on, I continue to maintain that one--while taking note, having a head in the game--THE MAIN PRIMARY GOAL, PURPOSE is GOD.  That is, to fulfill our calling as a child of God, to be conformed to His Image.  And get to HEAVEN!

We are to be proper "image bearers".  We are to be ambassadors for The Lord, to be His and exemplify His Holy qualities.

The lit, pure diamond shines brightest against a backdrop of enveloping darkness.  HENCE, His glory is shown through those who harbor The Holy Spirit, behind enemy lines, in times of threatening, rampant wicked chaos, as per His will and intention.  It is all about HIS glory, and His loving grace in being willing to share it with His creatures, creation!  Full on!

So, that being said, I shall try to relate what for me is an apex, pinnacle (so far ongoing) experience that I am having now . . . day to day . . . for bits of precious time . . . as Granted . . . breathe by breathe, step by step, moment to moment. . . . I believe it is what was Written of in: 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 

"Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus within you."

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"Be Me" . . . He says. The Spirit told me this recently, among other things.  

Image bearer.  Conformed to, in His Image.  There is a lot to unpack there, but it is also made such that a child could understand it; like when you were a child and played pretend.  You could be a bear.  You could be a superhero.  You could be anything you could imagine and you did, in childlike fashion.

Later, the world and the corrupt decadence, and all the fallen fools and walking dead drummed it out of you.  NOT SO MUCH because they intended to, but because they were born into it and just spread it along without thinking, without praying, without even attempting to suss out what THIS LIFE is all about. 

There is something like a million mile gap between what is the closest thing to you--the closest BEING, FATHER, CREATOR, FRIEND, BROTHER to you .... which gap, is simply a big, fantasmic, theater driven, chaos machine .. . .. malevolent unbodied beings "in the airs" . . . causing, stirring up any sort of distraction possible, under direction of their overlord (of the dead) .... 

It is so simple.  BUT, of course, in reality, it is not, because of the centuries and ages and supernatural ongoing efforts to thwart and dissuade and distract and subterfuge and lie and lie and lie . . . and tweek any possible weak spot you might have.  

They have legions, and ages to focus on God's Children . . . and they have nothing better to do, than to destroy (haplessly) attempt to circumvent God's Will and Plan.

It is just another miracle to behold and experience, that with all such onslaught, and all the worldly and supernatural forces of terror and intrigue and pain and suffering inflicted . . . that ANY find themselves yet surviving and HEARING GOD and HEAR the HOLY SPIRIT specifically . . . .

WHO IS THE COMFORTOR!

If you are not being comforted by the voices and directions in your mind and heart and head . . . be suspect.

When the Holy Spirit (The Comforter, The Teacher) is communicating to you, you will be comforted.

Villain's and phony proxy's will always be attempting (and oft successfully) to thwart you from Hearing the still, small, direct, Holy voice. . . . BUT . . . HE, gloriously, and worthy of all praise, WILL and DOES break through this mess to retrieve and resurrect and sanctify HIS OWN!

GUARANTEED! 

But, indeed, it takes striving, yearning, loving, imploring, seeking Truth, Him . . . "praying unceasingly" . . . "looking to neither the left or right" . . . WHICH IS WHAT HE LOVES AND WANTS!  A RELATIONSHIP .... IN REAL TIME!!!!  He made us to be with and love Him and He is with and love us!  

It is THE most profound (I dare say) purpose and point . . . of this life (for us, as created mortals, befit to be immortal, conscripted, adopted into HIS eternal family plan.

I am careful to not speak out of turn.  Hence, why I go "silent" for periods of time.  What all else is going on in the world, I'm quite well aware of and could carry on about for hours.

BUT THIS . . . is the bottom line.  THIS search and seeking and finding and being found by GOD, is OBVIOUSLY the all in all!  It is the only obvious purpose to this mortal life.

I will say, at last . . . that . . . I am gingerly . . . experiencing . . . something that I have longed for, all through this life, searching.  I definitively NEVER wanted to be led astray by imaginary whims, or ego, or fantasies or supernatural experiences etc., such that many a guru has fallen for and then taken up the devil's cudgel and sideline.

NO!  I will only dare say (and even then, tentatively, with all due honor, humility as able) that I am Hearing the Holy Spirit, God, The Lord . . . in real time, in mind, in words.  

He is friendly, but stern, curt most-times, but always very specific.  

Regardless if this is the reason for now, I've long anticipated there would come a time, when it might be such that "we" . . . will needs be led . . . moment to moment . . . as events happen and hit close to home, for temporal safety, responsibility for others in one's care and, overall, His purposes. . . .

I've recently said......... WORDS FAIL .... And so, forgive me, as I write here probably too many words to get to the message I feel impelled to share.... 

Yet, I do feel compelled to share . . . that INDEED . . . the Spirit, The Comforter . . . is HERE . . . and each and everyone who loves God and believes in The Gospel . . . CAN indeed have a very personal, close, real communicative relationship thereIN.  

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NOTE: I'm going to quick post this... I don't doubt there are some typos, grammar probs involved... I will proof read and continue to make better, if needed.

AND thank you!  And GOD BLESS YOU! 

God is love.  God is Holy.  God is our Father. THE TRUTH WILL OUT!

 

Happy FATHER'S DAY

 Happy Father's Day to all the fathers, would-be fathers, the fatherly men who have endured a decades-long assault on your role, responsibility and position!

And, of course, above all . . . I confirm and praise THE FATHER OF ALL, God The Father!

Some Relevant Bracing Thoughts Re The TImes

 I've been talking, writing describing the scenario that it appears we may be in.

I'm always a bit too early, but the details end up panning out pretty much spot on, when it finally come around.

Having seen this coming for a while (a few decades actually) one of the main--besides general material preservation considerations, ie., protection, sustenance of family, friends, neighbors etc.,--CONSIDERATIONS . . . which I have I emphasized continually throughout, is . . . that one will need to have a separate "mind".

By that, I mean and have meant that the propaganda and various invasive, infiltrating methods of mind/body/soul "brain-wash" control will be such THAT UNLESS you are able to hear from The Holy Spirit--God's immediate direction and communique's . . . it will be very difficult to navigate the chaos.

One thing I have said here and there, along the way, trying to prepare those who I love and who will listen, is . . . . Well, I've said that it is nearly impossible to prepare for the day when all hell breaks loose.  All sorts of plans and contingencies and stores . . . will likely go out the window in a moment.

Then what?

SO, if one loves and serves God above all, and trusts His "mysterious ways" . . . it will be such that you will need and want to be hearing from The Holy Spirit . . . literally moment to moment, in order to know what to do.

It hasn't happened in the way that it has been happening now, for me; but it is now.  And that is: I envisioned a time when it would literally come down to being able to HEAR and follow the direction of The Spirit, and have faith in that, regardless of the slings and arrows of those who are led by the chaos trumpets and spirits slung against you.  A man, a woman, a leader must take charge, invested with the power and guidance, of the now CLEAR SPEAKING VOICE within of The Holy Spirit, God.

I've always thought and hoped for (though have doubted at times the eventuality of it, as life is hard and the desert walks ALONG THE WAY can carry on testing one's faith) that when the time came, HE would be imminently present, in a visceral way, unmistakable . . . and that He would guide each footstep.

There is no escaping death (unless we get raptured out beforehand afterall) . . . so this is not a way to avoid the inevitable mortal conclusion.

BUT it is a blessed, and righteous way to bear the challenges and threats and assaults of the times!

Never forget what each Apostle and every Beleiver bore for the sake of their witness!  Stephen comes to mind. . . .

And many others through centuries.

It is a small thing to suffer for the glory of God in this fallen, wretched world.

And above all, of course, NEVER FORGET WHAT THE LORD HIMSELF SUFFERED ON OUR BEHALF such that we can endure these last wailings and persecutions of The Wicked as THEY spiral, going to their eventual Hellish destination, knowing that THOSE WHO BELIEVE shall live forever in glory, loving and enjoying and worshiping GOD ALMIGHTY, fraternizing in endless bliss with those others who love and adore Him.

The Clarion Call Is Blaring

 I will continue to attempt to put into words.  It is a bold statement, or even a bold suggestion . . . for the concept has been so used and abused for so long . . . to say "the Holy Spirit said to me . . . "

HOWEVER, it is also common, through the ages, that HE HAS spoken to His people, His children, even to the least (that is, by the way, a special part of His glory to us, that He Speaks to and especially cares for the least!) that it is not on account of any pride or false stewardship . . . for the least . . . to share what He has said to each, in the quiet moments.

And by saying "said" . . . it is known by those who Hear . . . that it is complex, yet simple and direct (lineal) communication which includes hearing, seeing, feeling, intuiting, reasoning, recalling. . . .

Argh! Words fail!  

The Kingdom of Heaven, and the way God communicates is so intricate and wholistic, and yet simple, such as a child could understand . . . that . . . you know when you know that you know that you know and Hear.  And are witness.

Forgive my ellipses!  I have a long time habit of using them . . . to convey the pause, the silence, the subtle comprehension that occurs when receiving Truth in the Spirit.  THERE, in the heavenly realm, speech, thought, intention, seeing, feeling, selfness, rationality, purity, comprehension, supplication, awe AND A MILLION OTHER IMPRESSIONS are all combined into one unity of experience, reception and also conveyance.

HERE, everything is split up, fractured, mortified, spoiled, tarnished, oppressed, manipulated, attacked, rotten . . . and so, it is hard to appreciate the difference between the two very distinct realms; especially while being a miniscule creature embedded and fighting for life amidst the ongoing and festering mire of The Fall.

His realm, His Being . . . is utter pure crystalline jasper-like translucent--yet full of life to the extreme--compared to the wallow of ourselves and this world in the fallen state.

Words fail.  BUT, yet God provided in His Word various poetic descriptions, which evoke within our image-bearing "dna" a sense . . . of what and Who it is that we are longing and striving for.

Yes, sometimes one must wax "poetic" and semi-metaphorical, in the attempt to appreciate and describe and assay the conveyance of visionary gift from God Almighty.  

Many a follower, believer, martyr, seeker/pilgrim of and along The Way has known this and shared it amongst the others of the same.  For ages now, He has Spoken and maintained a continual remnant. 

Some have gone down in the annuls of worldly records.  Many others have experienced it quietly, stoically, spiritually, mostly alone, unknown, un-renowned (but for the cheering GOOD angels in Heaven, who, as messengers and watchers, acknowledge and report and glory in God's munificence toward His lowly, yet wondrous, blessed creatures.

The dividing line is getting quite stark.  It's loin girding time.  (Well, it always is, BUT especially now :)

 There are only one of two ways to go.

Everybody, deep down knows this.  The Spirit convicts.  There is no excuse.  BUT those who willingly accept the seared conscience, cold heart, that has nearly fully encapsulated the world, will be called to account for their heart's desires.

Desire GOD?

Or desire self and rebellion against God more, for fleeting (futile) gain? 

Clarion call is blaring, I dare say.  

It always is, always has been, but, strangely for us right now, we happen to be in a time when prophecies are coming to a head.  

We are no better than any others through the ages for happening (by God's design) to exist in such a time.  Nevertheless, here we are, and we have been apprised to read the signs of the times.

We've been in the "fast moving waters" for a good stretch now.

We're about to hit the waterfall.

This world and it's self-glorifying seductive revelry is but a paltry speck against the VAST reality of eternity and the judgment ascribed.

THANK GOD for THE LAMB OF GOD.  The deleterious wiles of the deceiver are not worth an ounce of spit.  DO NOT BE FOOLED!

It is appointed for each to die.  No matter all of their wicked attempts and diversions to induce a sense of infallibility, DO NOT BE DECEIVED! 

The devil is out prowling, devouring as many as fast as he can.  For he is relegated to conscribing as many as he can for his own horrific realm (of Hell),

Reject.  Resist.  Fight the Good Fight to your appointed end.  THEN PRAISE GOD!  FOREVER! 

A Glimpse Into His Kingdom

As expected, as predicted, prophesied, we are in (what appears to be) something like "the days of Noah."

Also, getting quite Sodom and Gomorrah-like out there.  For real. 

Some of my earliest . . . intuitions? impressions? "downloads"? messages? inspirations? "revelation"?

Early on, pre and early teens, I was indeed praying, thinking, reading scripture . . . and amidst many realizations, dreams and experiences and artistic inspirations etc., an early motif that impressed me, which I was, as a boy/young man, was a sort of expectation and "vision" of actually being in a time where "Armageddon" was looming.  And the apocalypse.

I wrote a song about it, about age 14 .... the chorus went "In the battle . . . of The Armageddon".   (Catchy tune, lol!  I still have it on cassette on lyrics printed somewhere in my archives).

BUT, I digress.

Bottom line is I am getting a whiff of that early sense.

I always felt time is short, this mortal life is a vapor.  Scripture supports that.  Time flies.  No matter what, fame, fortune, poverty, persecution, blessings, status, struggle . . . regardless of how one's individual life goes, IT ENDS.  "DEATH, HE'S WAITING IN THE WINGS, HE SPEAKS OF SENSELESS THINGS.  HIS TRICK IS YOU AND ME, BOYS."  --"Time" (Bowie)

So, one better figure out what it's all about.  Because, OBVIOUSLY, if it didn't matter, no one would go to the lengths they do to try and preserve their lives, let alone, their "legacy".

ANYWAY . . . my point, actually, was not here to get into Armageddon, and Days Of Noah, Sodom etc., things going on.  It definitely relates and undergirds the situation, however IN A BIG WAY, I DARE SAY!  There does seem to a "shortening of days" . . . a "quickening".

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What I truly am compelled to share, with those who have graciously hung around and fellowship in this little corner of blessed commiseration, comradery, ALONG THE WAY! . . . HERE is what I want to convey as can (and I believe it is worth attempting, considering the current confluence of the tech and mind/biological control and spiritual and attempted "singularity" underway. . . .

I speak to those who have a relationship with The Holy Spirit.  The Spirit of Truth.  

It is deeper and beyond all of the experiences and insights and studies (including various metaphysics, spiritual seeking/disciplines/studies I've explored and sussed out). . . .

Nearly impossible to put into words. . . .  

Truly, it is something that The Spirit has to Show you, God willing.  Imploring Him to so that you can See it--even a sliver of a glimpse (as if, through a glass, darkly) however long it takes, is worth the struggle, perseverance and the wait!

Words fail.  But words are like signs, pointers, and if one has been steadfastly humbly seeking to know and understand Him; well, for one thing, He loves this!  And it is His purpose and will.  Many a desert, lonely night walk, amidst storms and attacks and mundane drudgery . . . take up a lot of The Way.

BUT THEN, He gives a glimpse, into the severe, wondrous, awesome, mind-blowing, literal reality OF HIS NATURE, BEING!  THE GREAT I AM THAT I AM.

Most all else is distraction, confusion, perversion and chaos.  The enemy does not stop, until he is stopped (which he will be, thank God!)

Meantime, OH! A blessed sight!  A peak, a peek, is granted!

"Holy" is the word most apt to approach His essence, nature, being.  He is separate. He is pure.  He is love!  He is good!  What appears to us to be a "judgmental" "wrathful" God, is because we see Him from our fallen, dis-connected, mortal perception and state of being.

There simply can be no presence of evil, rebellion, self-seeking, pride, sin etc., IN HIS PRESENCE.  For HE IS PERFECT, HOLY!

It is the wonder of wonders that God Himself, by and through His Son, took on flesh, and took on all of the darkness and sin and death repercussions from The Fall . . . such that we can be transformed into God's perfection and holiness, so that we can be with Him forever and revel in His glory.

From our self-centered fallen nature and vision, it seems as if God were capricious and Himself vindictive towards those who do not worship Him.  

First off, it is a blessing and a gift to be able to genuinely, sincerely worship God!

Also, it is not that God is being vindictive or retributive, as we understand those emotions, actions. . . .

It is simply THE FACT, THE TRUTH that no unclean thing can enter, be in Heaven, in His realm, in His presence.  He was merciful and gracious enough to send His Son, God as man, to witness, experience (as a man) and bear the weight of this conundrum, and solve it.  Through Jesus, we get to see the pure image and being of God, manifest for our mortal eyes, ears, thought, feelings, ENOUGH, that we are (humbly and as granted) able to approach Him and eventually enter and be a part of His family, sons and daughters of The Most High, to dwell FOREVER in His Kingdom!

Woe to those who hate God, who hate and reject holiness, righteousness!  Fools!  Wicked!  Self-loving cancers to themselves and others and to all of creation.  They will get their just--AND IT IS JUST!--reward.

Time is short.  Life is fleeting.  The stakes are high!  They are ultimate!  Absolute!  He is coming soon, and there is a looming, pressing pressure to cleave and align and get close to The Holy Spirit, WHO DOES communicate in REAL TIME and give direction, literally STEP BY STEP, moment to moment, breathe by breathe, if one can Hear and listen and obey.  He is kind, friendly, stern, funny, severe, fatherly, encompassing the all in all of who we are and what we were made for.  He loves when you take advantage of His comradery and intimacy, as a unique individual He Created.

(forgive me, words fail to convey Seeing the stark reality of the situation He has recently deigned to share with me, I dare say, but broken vessels that we are, He thus loves to share and redeem broken vessels, and even in this dark world, give slight glimpses into His majesty, mystery, Holiness, aseity and His eternal Kingdom.)

What Life Is Not Worth Living

A life without Christ is not a life worth living.

Speaking to those who have a false sense of, ie., "being a good person" . . . and even those who consider themselves "Christian"--who have a laissez-faire sanguinity regarding their standing with God--beware and brace yourself.  Pray that He stalls for your sake!  While it is still "day", repent, deny and defy the world and the evil one.

 "Alas, you who are longing for the day of the LORD,

         For what purpose will the day of the LORD be to you?
         It will be darkness and not light;

As when a man flees from a lion
         And a bear meets him,
         Or goes home, leans his hand against the wall
         And a snake bites him.

Will not the day of the LORD be darkness instead of light,
         Even gloom with no brightness in it?

 hate, I reject your festivals,
         Nor do I delight in your solemn assemblies.

Even though you offer up to Me burnt offerings and your grain offerings,
         I will not accept them;
         And I will not even look at the peace offerings of your fatlings.

Take away from Me the noise of your songs;
         I will not even listen to the sound of your harps.

But let justice roll down like waters
         And righteousness like an ever-flowing stream." --Amos 5:18-24

Apocalyptic Spin-outs Ramping Up

 "I am coming soon.  Time is short.  Believe in Me."

Whilst the unveiling of many hidden things continues to unravel, you can read the signs of the times.  The "apocalypse" is the unveiling.  Hence also, those creatures and malevolent beings who deep down know they are short on time, are increasingly desperate to hide their perfidy which has been a long time running.  The true nature of many you might have thought friends and trusted whether up close or around or on the grand stage, are beginning the gnashing of teeth and lashing out.

"If I am with you, none shall prevail against you who The Father has given me."

A Child Of The Living God Forever

 There's always a down side.  There's always an up side.

Where do you find yourself pursuing, persevering within?

Right about now, because of the onslaught of "media" (which term generally means 'medium', in the 'middle') WHICH MEANS LUKEWARM AND SPAT OUT!--we are inundated with near non-stop deflection and mis-direction from cleaving to the one and only Truth, God.

Indeed.  An agenda is afoot.  A nefarious one. . . .

BUT, while there is the "down side" of all this social media/AI/psyop etc., blitz, BECAUSE THE HOLY SPIRIT PIERCES THROUGH THE DARKNESS AND CHAOS, the Spirit, Our Lord stands out all the more!

The darker it gets, the more His Light is perceivable.

Although, indeed, it is like a pin-prick of light, amidst a giant surrounding felt sheet of darkness.

YET!  THERE IS THE LIGHT!

Quiet, but stern.  Loud, yet subtle and friendly. 

Because there is so much noise and diabolically intended dissuasion within the mind, soul, body . . . The Spirit of Truth can become easier to See and Hear.

He is searing like a knife, yet calm, loving, teaching, comforting . . . and all such, very personally.

We are one in Him.

The world does not understand.  Most near to you probably don't understand; yet we pray and retain hope for all. . . .

The darker the darkness surrounds and threatens, along with the noise, the more His still small voice is blessedly discernable!

Quieting of the mind and a simultaneous sort of disdain for the worldly wiles affronting oneself . . . can lead to Hearing His voice.  

It truly is a narrow gait, through a narrow gate. 

NOTHING SURPASSES GOD AND HIS BEING AND RIGHTESOUNESS!

There is none other.

THEN, receiving this, He bestows many bounties to you!  And as many blessings as He Himself holds!

Love The Lord Above All.

1st commandment.  

The 2nd will follow, and then all the rest.

For then you are a child of the living God, forever.

 

  

The Great I AM

 "Tell them I love them. Those who love Me, I love.  It is not a matter of merit.  It is the matter of My supreme will.  Fallen, broken, hurting, beset, tossed about in the waves of the world, I am with you always and love you.  Tell them this.  My grace is sufficient.  My grace is your balm.  Do not look to the left or the right.  Look to Me only.  I Am The All In All, The Only and Great I Am.  

"And I created you for my perfect pleasure.  THAT you shall abide in that for all eternity, which IS.  There is none else.  There is only one God, and I am He.  AND, I deigned to make you in my own image, to share in the abundance of My and THE ONLY SINGULAR NATURE OF VERITILBLE BEING> THE GREAT I AM."

(I shut up, and listened, and this is what I heard.)

The Serious Matter Of Hell

 {first off, yes I remember you Luin Thallion from lamb cafe days!  Will indeed pray for you.  Likewise, this has been an intense season for me and mine, and many I know, including several that have departed.  Thank you for commenting and checking in, Lamb Cafe OG! :)}

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I am compelled, and dare say, directed to reiterate a certain conveyance.  

It is not something I expected, or wanted, or imagined.

But when He deigns to talk, communicate--ooh boy!  I shut up and listen, as much as (albeit feebly) able.

For whatever reason, He continues now and again . . . to show me Hell.

It is beyond horrific imagination.  It is dreadful.

As Charles Peace--convicted murderer and thief, circa 1879, on his way to the gallows--said, upon hearing from the accompanying clergyman what judgment was next in store, he said: "Even if England were covered with broken glass from coast to coast, I would walk over it, if needs be, on hands and knees, and think it worthwhile living, just to save one soul from the eternal Hell 'such as you describe'."\

THAT is putting it mildly!

Dear friends and compatriots and any who shall hear . . . I have been shown the utter desperate, desolate condition of those who choose and find their way to Hell.  

As I've previously mentioned, one would be happier to find oneself in a burning pit of flames being tormented by demons with barbed pokers, rather than the complete desolation that it actually, wholly is.

God is GOOD.  THAT must be said straightaway.  The problem is, is that we are bad.  The two cannot mix.  HENCE the need and purpose of the Messiah, the Savior!

Bereft of God's blessings and Presence, in Hell, there is only one's fallen, rotten pin-prick of a self, ruminating.  No air, no hope, no escape, no recourse, no more grace, no pleasure, no joy, no quenching of thirst . . . constricted, consigned to a cell where you can't relieve any need or want FOREVER!

Someone needs to continue to sound the alarm!  Many have and still do.  But most shrug it off, deceived and sanguine in their spiritual lethargy and sense of self-righteousness. 

Indeed, the mortal mind and earthly sense of what is "fair", what is "proper", what a Good God "ought to do" immediately rushes to argue and defy and justify and placate and chagrin at God's own ways and purposes and being.

BUT, it is NOT that God is cruel or fearsome or a respecter of persons in a sadistic way, as many would assert.

No.

It is simply and purely THAT HE IS HOLY!  AND NO UNCLEAN THING CAN BE IN HIS PRESENCE!  It's just a fact!  You can argue all the day long that it shouldn't be that way, BUT IT IS!

The bottom line is, is that God is LOVE and HOLY and GOOD and THE ESSENCE of purity!  

And by the sheer fact of THAT, and that WE are unclean, filthy, sinners, selfish, degenerate fallen creatures, it is simply and purely and righteously the truth . . . that we CAN NOT, and deserve NOT, and are (in and of ourselves) unworthy and incapable . . . of being in His eternal presence.

I know. 

That makes the rebel and the fool mad, resentful, enraged. . . . 

That makes the self-serving carnal beast chafe and shake fists at the sky, at GOD!

Hence, there becomes those who rebel and think and connive to have a "better" idea. . . .

Well . . . look at the state of this world and what has become of THAT hubris and rejecting impetus!  The worldly horrors and atrocities widespread now are the result of that ongoing insurrection.

THANK GOD The Lord Jesus . . . bore ALL of the sins of ALL, and suffered beyond any mortal comprehension and made a Way for the God worshipping and God loving and Godly submitted to escape the inevitable, terrible damnation.

The fear of The Lord is the BEGINNING of wisdom!

It is NOT a fear similar to such as those who are, ie., fearful of a cruel, capricious father or superior.

No.

It is a RIGHTEOUS fear which recognizes that GOD, THE CREATOR is HOLY and unique--other than we mere creatures.  

We are blessed with the opportunity to imbibe in and share and be a part of His eternal glory.  But we CANNOT be in His presence or in HIS holy realm, unless we are perfect as He is perfect.

Hence the majesty and grace and mercy and loving sacrifice that The Son deigned to do and did!  HE TOOK ON ALL of our wretched, fallen, base criminality, crimes against the one and only Holy God!  And He makes us pure as He is pure, spotless, holy!

HE did it!

We can't do anything to merit even a the minutest shred of warranting being with, and in, and among God's kingdom and presence!

Oh, you can argue all day long that it shouldn't be the case.  And for centuries, cabals and rebels have been trying to change the reality of the situation--have challenged God's sovereignty and character . . . but it remains, that God is the GREAT I AM, and He will do as He pleases.  And it obviously pleases Him to have created this world, us creatures et al, for HIS pleasure, and we are (blessedly) subject.

One either succumbs to that fact, or one fights and rejects it.

I am just saying, if you reject God, you are rejecting reality and goodness and holiness and all of the unfathomable, unending glory that He is.

And WOE! If you do!

What I have been shown (and I can only bare to sustain even a slight moment's glimpse of it) is beyond the worst of anything you can imagine.  I'm not imagining it.  I've seen it.  It is something you wouldn't wish upon even the worst of any enemy.  BUT it is what it is!  

HENCE, why the Savior and the prophets spoke and warned of it so continuously!

It truly is a serious matter.  It is THE serious matter!  Which, also is why there is so much diversion and frivolity and distraction blanketing the world today. Those who are already consigned to that place have only, for a time, a bit of desiccating pleasure left to drag as many others as possible, down to the abyss, along with themselves.

The seeker and lover of God stands apart, banking on Christ's holy saving mission, counting the various mortal, discomforting costs as nothing compared to what succumbing to the wicked and rebellious yields in Hell.

God blesses you now.  Take advantage of His grace while it is still day.  There comes a time when there is no turning back to do a re-do.  It is a serious matter.  And, trust me, I don't enjoy or ever expected to be, sounding such an alarm; but from what I'm being shown, I am compelled to shout and share the direness of the situation.

Thank you for listening and your comradery and support!  God be with you!

Beholden To The Shepard

Quick note... in my last post I did not mean to say that I would guide... I was just saying that I heard a personal message to be shared, that JESUS, GOD, Holy Spirit, will guide. That is what He said.

For a few cherished moments, we talked.  He is severe, but kind.  And He talks in real time, when He does.  BUT, you definitely don't want to mistake your own mind's ruminating egotistical wishes, and all of the "singularity" infiltrating malfeasance and misdirection.  

When you Hear (and thank God we have) the Holy Spirit, you Know His voice, so you can and have heard, He sears in and communicates . . . .  He WILL and does communicate amidst the cacophony. 

When you find yourself imploring to Him, and He responds, HE DOES RESPOND, and He says, in real time, "I will guide you."

It really is like threading a very tiny needle, to find yourself discerning The Truth.  

There is so much noise and intended chaos and infiltration, up close and personal; for we do not fight against the flesh but against the "principalities of the airs".  Especially now.

BUT, as I've long related... it's always been like this.

It just so happens, here we are in 2025 and now with the AI also stacking up on top.

Kinda like the days of Noah.

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AI is the new version of Tower of Babel.

It's just like I once said, wrote.  

"Electronic Fence", "Digital Prison"

"They" .... as I early on said, will be and are, trying to mimic The Trinity . . . . . . . but through their old timey techno/psychological pre-flood means. And here they come again. 

They are locking down all the hatches.

BUT! like I also said, early on when the digital/AI/Borg agenda was looming, YOU will have to have a separate "mind" that rises above the infiltration--a mind that loves and communicates with The Holy Spirit, God.

YOU will have to "rise" above the (basically physicality) of everyday living . . . and STAY in connection to and communicating with THE HOLY SPIRIT.

Oh, the deception is getting deep and embedded.

BUT, GOD!

GOD transcends and is the Supreme Ruler of All.

And by that, I do mean and witness to The Author of The Word!

Many things, many evil, wicked witches and spirits . . . and demons . . . and pimps . . . and subterfuge of every mortal kind WILL come at you.  Yet, as He said, He will never leave you.  Cleave to that promise!

Please recall the disciples of The Master.

They Witnessed what they saw.  AND were willing to be strung up, tormented and much, much worse than I dare say here . . . for their FAITH.  There is no pleasing God without Faith, Belief.

Because you cannot unSee THE TRUTH--which is a gift from God!

I can't unsee it.

I will go all the way extolling the glory and majesty of THE ONE AND ONLY TRUE GOD!

and, of course, by no merit of one's own.  HE IS SOVEREIGN!

The Enemy HATES THAT FACT!

Hence . . . the ongoing (seeming) struggle between truth and lies, The Light and . . . WICKEDNESS!

EVIL!

LOL.... The dumb thing that the devil does is make it SO obvious what is Truth! . . . . such that the sheep .... stupid, fallen chosen sheep . . . YET find their way to The Shepard.  BECAUSE HE RULES and guides them, sternly, and thus, lovingly!

Yes, we are totally beholden to The Shepard!

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A message that came to me today

 Stay quiet, stay alone, and I will guide.  My angels will abide, and protect.  Stay true, stay strong, in Me.

Tough Real Love

 I'm still here.  

For what it's worth, I have been Listening, Communicating with God.

There is a full court press on all fronts from the enemy.  

I like, and find myself granted to wait, watch, process all that is going on within and without.

It is indeed intense, both physically and spiritually.

I have made some notes, which I shall write about--that relate to the burgeoning "singularity" ....... or in other words--which I early talked/warned about--"the electronic fence/tri-borg monstrosity") . . . . . 

AND I shall press on.  No thanks to me, but thanks and gratitude ONLY to The Lord, God.

I won't ever here just throw up some click bait type stuff.  Nope.

I (as much as granted and humanly possible) will only share something that I believe comes from God.

I cherish this little corner of space, amidst the ever-growing cacophony of chaos and noise, to continue to speak my mind as Given.  I take it very seriously.  

HENCE . . . if there is a pause and a wait whilst I "digest" what I am Seeing and being given to See, I shan't fake anything for a quick hit.

Don't worry, I'm not being dramatic.  

I am dead serious about, and appreciate yet being alive and grateful for every breath and protection and even the slightest communique from GOD ALMIGHTY--yes I dare say.

Few and far between are those who Hear and See.  It's a hard, lonely road BUT FOR, THANK GOD, GOD Who--while He seems to depart, never does!  He is a Father.  He is tough, real Love.

 

Surviving The Jungle

I do tend to believe that familial demonic ongoing intergenerational interactions are a thing.

It is intense and spooky.

BUT for God! They destroy....

I am ever thankful and humbled to see little blasts of light and slivers of sight . . . of God and angels protecting against the ongoing embedded onslaught, in this fallen world. . . .

Like I wrote a few posts ago . . . if you could see just how much you are protected and loved by God against the LEGIONS of enemies that are working non-stop to destroy, you would be amazed!

And a full, big bulk of it . . . happens moment to moment, day to day, . . night to night. . . . . 

The attacks come in mostly subtle ways.  Most are missed.  It is ongoing, however, and indeed sometimes they are blunt and brutal.

Within, without. . . .  The subtle attacks are the worst.  Pied Piper stuff... led to caves, or to the river, or to some weird horrible end. . . . .

Very subtle. . .  Constant.

The evil one has eyes-on and lieutenants and riff-raff constantly assigned to thwart and subdue and torment the children of God.  

They don't have much time left, so they are getting to the point of the end of Noah's days. . . .

Desperate, they are, the wicked.

They will come in the side door, the front door, the back door--any window.... BUT PRAISE GOD!

HE protects ALL THE WAY!

We are behind enemy lines.  It is amazing and wonderful we persevere. It is all thanks to The Lord!

But yeah, it's non-stop.  It is like a pouring, torrential rain . . . sitting there huddled amidst the predators and insects, in the middle of an amazon-type jungle. . . .  YET YOU SURVIVE!  Because HE TOOK IT ALL ON!  OUR HOPE, OUR FAITH, is in Jesus Who became the curse, the sin of all FOR ALL.

He paid the price in full.

ALL OF THE SIN OF ALL  . . . HE TOOK ON AND SUFFERED FOR OUR SAKE!  BECAUSE OF HIS LOVE!  

For the mortal . . . it is mysterious! .. It is awe-ful.  IT IS WHAT IT IS!  HE IS WHO HE IS--THE GREAT AND ONLY I AM THAT I AM!4

The Crux Of It All, Finished!

 

Gettin' Weird Out There. Persevere!

 Yeah.  Things are gettin' weird.  (Lol, as if they haven't been for quite a while!)  

BUT, I'll say, a new, accelerating trajectory of weirdness is underway.  And by that, I basically mean, that the A. I. and the bots and the infiltrators and spies and monitors and disruptors, provocateur's etc., etc., are permeating to near full capacity. . .  

As I've written long before, there will come a time (we are pretty much now almost buried into it) where it will be near impossible to discern or know the truth of what's "going on" in the world, other than having the Holy Spirit to guide and instruct.

The whole system is in near total lock down.  Yes, there is a semblance of "free speech", "free thought", but it really is just a faint semblance.  Most everyone is gone; their minds are controlled, programmed, goaded, corralled--and with such professional scientific precision, that most have no idea or question or concern regarding whether what they are thinking, feeling, is true, from within OR is being installed, wholesale manipulated.

It really is like a sort of zombie apocalypse. . . .  

With just a few living survivors. . . .

Kind of like the original "The Omega Man" movie. . . .

BUT . . . YOUR SOUL IS AT STAKE!  SO . . . if you can yet Hear and See and discern Truth amidst the designed and intentional noise and chaos, praise God!  

I yet observe and suspect . . . that "they" will not allow any type of "return" to "traditionalism".  "They" are entrenched, ubiquitous and simply now orchestrating "their" final scene . . . where it LOOKS like the good guys might win, but HA HA! Turns out, it was all a ruse.

Well, that is "THEIR" script . . . which is in full force.  BUT, thank GOD . . . HE IS THE AUTHOR of the ultimate ending to the real, holy script!

So, stay strong in faith, even when it seems that all is going against you and the wicked prosper--seemingly "winning"; and where the pangs from "their" abuse and subterfuge and torments are often even visceral along with the psychological, emotional and spiritual.

HE took it ALL on and defeated it.  The game is already over.

We've just got to persevere in our witness and belief and thankfulness and faith, by His Grace, to cross the finish line.

THEN Heaven.  THEN even crowns of added glory and reward as such.

Praise be God, Creator, LORD of all! 

Believing In "god" vs. BELIEVING GOD

Many "believe in god".  If you stumble on some college campus, or just out and about, or at some family get together and casually ask, "Do you believe in god?"  Many will say a general, "yes."   

A lot of people "believe in god", ie., in a "higher power" AND/OR, if they're a bit more fancy, a particular premier avatar, "force", "higher power". . . .

Many have ideas and thoughts and experiences of "god".  Well, and then, there are those who are determined to not believe in any god. . . . 

The Holy Spirit--the actual real and 1/3rd Person of the only one trinitarian God--indwelt . . . says, "it's one thing to 'believe in god', but YOU OUGHT BELIEVE GOD!"

And while He is indeed found within the experiences of life, and feelings, and signs etc., (for He is so ubiquitous and involved and caring about every single imaginable detail of existence and being, that everyone has a sense of Him and has no excuse. Rom. 1:20) . . . HE GAVE US HIS WORD!  

THAT is what/Who we check it all against; against all of the fake-out ideas, cultish manipulations, creepy church pastors, new age knuckleheads, Satanists parading et al.

Many are called (by some sort of "god" or another) and will believe in "god".

The difference is--as one is enlightened by The Spirit Of Truth, The Holy Spirit, God--to rightly divide The Word . . . BELIEVING GOD vs. believing in "god", is where --to put it in laymen's terms--"the rubber meets The Road."

"Believing in (a) god" vs. BELIVING GOD is a concept and divine proposition that is eternally worthy of thought, prayer, mediation and discernment.

There Are Always A Few Mighty Lights

Something to know. . . . And, yes, I dare say it.  I have seen it before and there is absolute scripture to back it up; so it's not just an "experience".  And it is not boasting or hubris or presumption.  

There is always a "remnant".  In Noah's time EIGHT out of hundreds of thousands, if not millions, were spared.  Many are called, few are chosen.  Same with Sodom & Gomorrah . . . God was willing to spare if even TEN (righteous) might be found!  Again, we're talking a very, very small fraction of Believers amidst a large population were there.  And even at that, it ended up just being a few, less than ten. . . .

Hence, when you feel as if the whole world and forces and principalities, seen and unseen hordes are against you . . . know that it is because it is so rare--YOU are so rare, that all such enemies shall be arrayed and targeting and against you. 

 

Imagine a broad, wide valley--a large city full of tens, hundreds of thousands of souls being there.  All going about their business, busy, living, bustling, surviving. . . . Now turn off ALL the lights.  

NOW, imagine that, amidst that big, full populace . . . the lights of those who are His--who are actual blessed, chosen children of God TURN ON. . . .

You would see a vast black, dark swath . . . and here and there, maybe five?  Maybe ten . . . flickers of light show here and there throughout that whole municipal array.  THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS dead and dark, no light.  But in one corner over here there is a light, and in one place over there, and maybe on the east or west edge a light is on, and a few more lights sprinkled about the middle.  The rest is spiritual wasteland, no life, no light REGARDLESS of the hustle and bustle.

THAT is an image of how rare and few a remnant is in any given population.

HENCE why, the villains--the wicked, the demons, the living dead . . . are sent to find and attack and try to extinguish such lights.  

If one could see just how protected and sustained and blessed and guarded, guided God's people are compared to the enemies arrayed against, one would fall on face, in tears, grateful, thankful, in awe all the day long!  Angels are assigned to such, as needed!

BUT, we are in the world, and so cannot bear at this time to see or know this for much time at all.  For we must carry on in the world, being ambassadors, useful during this mortal run.  Oh yes! We shall indeed have plenty of time to further express and know our divinely stunned gratefulness and thanks.

In the meantime, according to His Word, we can know that "strait is the way, and narrow is the gate and few there be that find it" (those who He has loved and "chosen before the foundation of the world.")

It is no mystery that the vast armies of darkness are sent to harass and oppress and are tasked to destroy and snuff the flames of Holy Spirit infused light and life individuals wherever they may be.  Like (demonic) moths to the flame, they surround.

But for the grace and will and mercy of God, the remnant, the chosen--those who love and serve The Lord, would be easily and swiftly quashed, considering the panoply of onslaught and worldly mire asaaulting.

And, of course, not because WE are so great or deserving or worthy or mighty; BUT BECAUSE HE IS!!!!!

   

Some Words That Came Today

 God . . . never ceases to blow my mind (sorry for the rough phrasing).  

From my experience and continued study . . . there is an historic "progressive revelation" and there is a personal "progressive revelation".  NOT in the way that the cults speak of and use to bemuse and confuse and seek worldly gain.  BUT as it (progressive revelation) appears and is rendered in The Book, in His Word., and happens, whether quick as a whip or through a lifetime for an individual; so long as it conforms to His Word, it is well and how He apparently relates and teaches and fathers'.

He lays things out as He will.  In HIS own time.  The Holy Spirit guides and reveals The Way.  And we thank God, since Pentecost especially, His Spirit abides within.

So, today . . . this is what I Heard:

"The Adamic heart looks at the living dead, and it feels a subtle snidely striking sense of superiority, schadenfreude.  HA! Look at those lost wayward fools who have not been benefitted by the knowledge I have.

"The living born again heart, washed in the blood of Jesus looks at the miserable wretches and weeps, and longs and, if granted wants to shatter the shackles, share and teach The Good News, The Gospel.  Believe!  The Adamic impulse is always there (in this mortal run) BUT the Holy Spirit is also there, and that is the One the disciple, believer finds him/her self cleaving to, by newborn nature. 

"It's not how much we can or do to love Him.  You come towards grasping The Gospel in realizing--being shown--how much HE LOVES YOU!  YOU can do nothing of any (divine) report.  Realizing, believing it is all His Perfect Work is where it's at.

"How can you be saved if you don't know that you're lost? 

"You're not a sinner because you sin; you sin because you are a sinner.

"Mount Sinai ... Moses/Paul ... law vs. grace. They both went there and heard from The Lord.  One revealed the law; one revealed grace.  

"How do you know you're a lost sinner? Because of the law.  It convicts. . . . 

"Hence the need for the Savior, Who nailed ALL infractions to The Cross with His blood.  He took it ALL on, paid-in-full!

"Many believe in God.  The crux is, do you believe God!? 

"Well, which God?  What did He say?  Did He Say (through scripture) all that He wanted, intended, meant to Say, such that, by Hearing, you Hear His Word, His Revelation?"

 

Poem Of The Day

Imagination

Attention

Love

Will 

Emotion

Being

Holiness

Apprehending, approaching qualities that redound to

being created in

the Image Of God.

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That is my poem for the day.

Pauline Doctrine

 There's the Old Testament.  And the New Testament and then there is Paul.  All of it works together, inspired by The Holy Spirit, God.

Those who reject Paul, reject The Lord.

I recall one Sherry Shriner, years ago, maligning Paul.  That was one of her big issues.  How did that work out for her?  

Judaizers and demons and the devil hate Paul just as they hate Jesus.  Up through and to the time of Acts, the Gospel was meant specifically for the House of Israel.  Had they accepted The Messiah, THEN it would go out to the "whole world", to "the Greeks/Gentiles".

BUT, they rejected Christ.  And so, Jesus taught Paul in his three years in the desert the doctrines of grace, faith . . . belief!  NOT works, so that none can boast.  And He sent him (Paul) into the world to preach the good news to all.

"Flash Vision" I Saw, How MUCH He Holds It All Together

I long and covet these "flash visions" of His reality; His absolute being.  The I AM THAT I AM.  

It is impossible to capture in words, but I do believe the Holy Spirit will and obviously can convey the sight/experience of even just such a mere, mere, mere fraction of His Glory and power.

I saw this last night . . . briefly.  SO briefly, that I dare say it is not even in the realm of time.

If I don't quick share it I'll forget the subtle nuance and profundity of what I (dare say) was Shown.

It probably won't convey . . . but it was so profound, I feel I must share.

It only happened for a brief micro-second. . . .  . . .

What I experienced/saw . . . . . . :

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I Saw . . . that we . . . people . . . you, me, everyone . . . has not even the slightest comprehension of how much The Lord, God HOLDS IT ALL TOGETHER!  I mean on a cosmic, molecular level, so-to-speak.

I saw . . . that if it weren't for His Good Will and intention . . . one's whole body would immediately fly apart.  It would immediately dissolve and spin into "space".

It is stunning.

People have no idea how much and how deeply GOD holds all things together.  

And by that, I mean, even the cells, the molecules, the atoms, the personality, the body, the whole thing of this experiential reality. . . . . . 

It is on the micro level of all things and beings being held together by His Grace!

One little letting go of it . . . and it all fractures and dissolves and goes back to nothing.

HIS GRACE, HIS UPHOLDING is mercifully beyond anything that near anyone has ever thought of or could conceive.  

You have no idea . . . how close we are, every moment, to complete and utter dissolution, BUT FOR, the Love and Will and Intention of GOD ALMIGHTY!

Woe . . . . . 

Meanwhile, sparks of self-love hubris,  spurred on by The Rebel . . . deludes people to think they actually are doing something worthwhile, and exist in their own right.  Not so.

His majesty and complete and absolute and sovereign control and will . . . SUSTAINS every single micro-second of our existence.  Words fail.  Imagine doing a tight-rope walk on a single strand of a hair over the Grand Canyon, and it seems to be working.  HA!  Delusion!  If one could do that it would be a miraculous, supernatural feat.  THAT is how actually close to devastation we are every moment.

I was shown it, for a split second.  There's now no unseeing it, just as I can't un-see the dreadful pit of Hell, since once having seen for a couple of split seconds. . . . 

HENCE . . . why the angels, and those in Heaven, who find themselves in His Presence, spend all of their (immortal) existence . . . falling on face, worshipping, loving THE GOD OF ALL, forever!  THERE, you KNOW and (thanks to Him!) are kindly given His revelation.  

......... My little insight (and I do mean little, tiny, barely, granted) AWE-FULL insight . . . is/was to See just how much HE maintains EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE EVERY MOMENT within creation.

And that, if He didn't, within a moment . . . your body, your personality, your being . . . would fracture all apart and immediately blast into nothingness.  Instantaneously!

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Hey, that's the best I can relay, using mere words and conveyance.  HE IS SOOOOOOOO beyond all conception!  YET HE IS NOT!  BECAUSE HE SHALL grace you with an infinitesimal glimpse of His GLORY and HOLINESS!  Which is more than enough, forever!  And, knowing His person, He will continue to grant and share more and more of His Glory.   IF you are a Believer. . . . 

The gist of my vision . . . was simply to be shown how carefully and closely held together we are (and all creation) in all of our parts, by His will.  

Every second, breath to breath, heartbeat to heartbeat . . . we are a bare, mere pinch away from flying all to all broken parts, garbage bits, if it weren't for His Holy hands holding us together.  

He holds everything together.  

We take so much for granted.  We are literally hanging over a cliff, held by a thread that He holds and by His grace, we get to exist and live and have a sense that we are doing things and enjoy His love and creation and Being.  

The audacity and hubris of mankind, thinking in any way to actually be in charge of this life . . . is THE depth of delusion.  

Life is more of a vapor than anyone grasps.  Yes, we all vaguely are aware of, know, that we "will die some day." ... BUT it is MORE than that.  EVERY MOMENT is sacred, produced and ordered and sustained solely BY HIS WILL.

Ignorance is a semblance of bliss in the case of not knowing how dire the situation is.  That is another blessing He gives, such, that we can live and breath and do things, dream and wonder, eat and sleep, have comradery amongst the creatures.... It is a blessing similar to how God told Moses, "you cannot see my face and live."  For His Glory is so great, that in our present state, indeed, we would be burned up in a flash upon seeing Him. 

When you see how much He sustains, every second . . . and imagine how many millions and billions and trillions of creatures he is also holding, has held, still holds, will hold and sustains . . . well, you can almost appreciate a sliver of His magnitude and power.

AND THAT, as humbly minutiae as it is, is a blessing and a vision beyond deserving, beyond description.  

If I were to imagine the angels and hosts and children of God in Heaven trying to appropriate it, I imagine that they simply break into ecstatic praising song and halleluiahs!  And I've Heard (in His Word) that is TRUE!

YOU ARE HIS HANDIWORK! A SHOUT OUT TO THE SAINTS! BELIEVE!

 Quick Followup.  When I say, God's presence is not there in Hell I obviously mean to be more specific.  His grace, His blessings, His love is not there.  Oh, He is everywhere, yes.  THAT is what makes it ever more devastating.  

His Holy, perfectly just wrath is there; which is fully deserved for those who Hate and reject Him.  But all the mercies and second and second and 70 X 7 chances extended . . . are finally exhausted.  The cup of iniquity is full, and the due justice is what it is.

So you end up there with just your awful selfish self, ruminating on all His commandments you broke (all of them by the way) because you were more interested in your own desires, pleasures, comfort, maneuvering for worldly gain and ascendance (in a world that was run and rewarded by the devil.) 

Apprehending, avoiding THAT terrible end is . . . the beginning of wisdom!  FEAR OF THE LORD!  Who is the God of all!

Mind you, I only emphasize this so harshly . . . at this time . . . because the (righteous, loving) fear of the Lord is so exceptionally bereft in any modern discussion, such that, although it is Written, still SOMEONE NEEDS TO SAY IT!  We are Witnesses! 

Paul Washer saw it and says it.  Others, better suited than I, have long said and still do say and See it.

Regardless, The Holy Spirit impresses, it must be said!  It must be known!  THIS IS NOT A GAME!  THIS IS NOT FLIPPENT MENTAL CANOODLING!  This is not wishes and slacky bumbling and shrugging, vain, nonchalance omg "whatever" eye-rolling nonsense. . . .

This is SERIOUS!!!  

AND IT IS GLORIOUS!

And the wrath abides BECAUSE HIS LOVE AND PERFECT JUSTICE AND HOLINESS . . . IS ETERNAL and His nature, being demanded of itself, as He Is, will have it!  It is Written!

I'm just adding,  that a slug, a worm, some burnt ash old decaying tinder like me, if able to perceive and shout it, ONLY further redounds to His ETRERNAL GRACE AND GLORY!

Meaning, I myself, fool, fallen, mortal, dying . . . even daring to share and alert this dire (yet glorious!) message . . . only continues to prove and supplicate toward His Divine Majesty--THE ALL IN ALL . . . THE I AM THAT I AM!  It is almost like raising the dead. . . . WHICH, actually is like what happens when one is born again, born again in the Spirit.

HOW IS IT NOT SEEN!?  HOW IS IT NOT KNOWN, LOVED!? WORSHIPPED!? EVERY DAY . . . EVERY MOMENT . . . EVERY GIVEN BREATH . . . EVERY GOD GIVEN EVERY LIVING DAY!!!!!!????!!!!!!

And again, . . . ONLY by HIS grace is it even remotely possible to grasp, let alone sear to, cleave to, adhere to, dive in to, implore to, pray to!  And by "to" I mean to HIM!  THE TRIUNE GOD!  ONE GOD!  THE GOD!  GOD ALMIGHTY!

It needs to be shouted!  And taught.  Well, and blessings and crowns to the martyrs and saints all along The Way--it indeed is and has been shouted, and preached and warned and implored of, since forever, in this world.

Those who have seen Him, His Truth, His sovereign reality--who have been (undeservedly) given even  a speck of a blurry eyeful's look through the glass darkly at The Light--The Way, The Truth, The Life--will find themselves not only willing, but eagerly willing and hopeful to suffer and proclaim an infinitesimal SHRED of testimony regarding the revelation of HIS HOLY ETERNAL BEING, CREATOR, GOD, FATHER.

Let alone, my goodness!  Remember this during the trials!:  One can be a CHILD OF GOD!!!!!!!!!

YES!

YES!

HALLALULLAH!  FOREVER!!!!!

PRAISE GOD!

An inheritor of the riches of The Throne?  A Child of God?  We can be that?!

YES!!!  Adopted through grace!

BELIEVE!!!

PRAISE JESUS WHO DIED AND TOOK ON ALL OF THE CURSE AND PAYMENT DUE . . . SUCH THAT . . .  mere--albeit blessed, astounding, intricately loved and designed creatures, individuals--are mercifully and magnificently intended to inherit a blazing eternal fraction of the glory of God!!!  Such can be a literal member of the Family, of the Body of Christ, OF AND FOR AND WITHIN AND LOVED BY GOD!!! 

YOU WANT TO BE SUCH!  (If you do.)  

Once you have received even a miniscule, particle-sized, glimpse into the being and reality of The Almighty Creator, you find yourself fall-down on face, crushingly humbled, unworthy yet aware, that you are in the actual vale of His Presence!  

It is mind blowing, it is ego blowing, it is garbage blowing--it (even this little glimpse) is such a blast-furnace of Light, that ALL else is barely worth speaking of!  

Well, there aren't really words to describe it.  At least not here . . . but we try. . . .

Astounded, one carefully realizes . . . WE are His handiwork! We are not our own!  Thank GOD!

How dare one complain!  How dare one contravene and argue and imagine to have a better idea!!!

Are you kidding ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????!!!!!!!!!

NO! Don't you dare to question God!  If you do, quickly repent and humble yourself.

Praise and thank God every minute, moment, breathe, intent as you are able!

The Holy Spirit, especially in these end times, as He fires up to support and sustain and invigorate His Children, WILL whisper and sometimes shout . . . direction to you.  Remember, let the dead bury the dead.  The dead are dead.  The Living are the Living.  And such is God's will and pleasure!

And then you shall revel in His Name and sacrifice; as The Holy Spirit continues to teach and lead and sanctify you along the LONG, ENDLESS, UNFATHOMABLY GLORIOUS HOLY ROAD TO ENDLESS PERFECTION AND WONDER IN HIM!

Encounters And An Exodus Note

I've had three prominent  "supernatural" "visitations" "revelations" in the past year.  And many "smaller" signs, confirmations, so-to-speak.

Have been buried in The Word daily increasingly through it all.

The first of these recent intense encounters was, I believe, one of the most horrific and realistic visions of Hell that I've ever heard of.  

You would wish for chains dragging, burning fire, outer utter darkness; being poked, beaten, tortured . . . the moans, the groans, the "gnashing of teeth" and wailing, compared to how desperate and terrible it actually is.

What I saw was worse than that.  Infinitely worse!

If God allows and wants, it will be something I can share to a broader, needing audience.

I've heard others say they got "PTSD" from their vision/experience of Hell.  I got something like that, just from my brief, but devastating vision/experience.  It "scared the Hell out of me" as they say.  It's no joke.

The foolish (and I wouldn't wish it on anyone, "my worst enemy", even those that intentionally deserve or ignorantly want it) imagine that Hell will be being finally being freed from moral, societal and conscience constraints, and just a big nasty party.  Free from God, The Holy Spirit, Jesus.

And there lies the horror.  Indeed, those who hate and do not want God, will justifiably get what they want.  Only then do they realize, too late, that any joy, love, goodness, delight etc., that they enjoyed in mortal life, was God's presence and blessings.

THERE (Hell) there is no quenching of thirst.  You are hungry, but you will be forced to eat vile, poisonous, putrid garbage.  No satiation whatsoever.  Forever!

You loved yourself and darkness and wickedness in life, while benefiting from the ubiquitous presence and general blessings of God; and so, rejecting God, you end up with your awful, degenerate, selfish, hateful, barren, ruminating perverse mind/self . . . with NO CHANCE OF REPRIEVE.

Yeah, what I was shown was devastatingly worse than the typical depictions and descriptions of Hell.  Those things would be a relief, compared to the reality of the experience--the hopelessness and absence of God, left only with one's own putrid, wretched self.

I described it before here a while ago.

Meanwhile, I can't get enough of The Living Word, and prayer.

[Interesting  sidenote. . . . It was at least 2-3 million people, probably more, plus the livestock and pets, who followed Moses in the exodus, through the desert!  Imagine what it would take to supply, sustain such a large body of migrants through terrain where wood, food, water were scarce.  It wasn't a rag-tag thousand or so as depicted in Cecil B. Demille's epic "The Ten Commandments".  Not disparaging Cecil, just saying, historically, it was even a far more momentous (miraculous) accomplishment than many know.]

 

What He Did!

 Fools!  Hypocrites! Liars! Deceivers!

There is nothing more important now, just as it ever has been.

GOD!

He, Jesus, became a curse, took every ugly sin you have done, continue to do, and will do!

Do not be distracted!

At the end of the day, all that matters . . . is what HE DID!

Glory To God

Without the shedding of blood there is no remission of sins, no redemption.

You cannot please God without faith.  Believe.

The Gospel is simple.  But hard to believe. 

Faith!  Believe!  Trust in THE WORD OF GOD!

He died, was buried, and rose from the dead. 

FOR EVERY SIN THAT ALL HAVE DONE, CONTINUE TO DO, WILL DO.

Believe in the Cross.!

For it is by GRACE you are saved, through FAITH!  NOT OF YOURSELF!  Otherwise, you will find your carnal mind boasting and taking credit.  It is not by works, so no one can boast.  YOU GOT NOTHING!  YOU BRING NOTHING!  

God's love and glory and mercy and grace is sufficient.  

It is all about Glory to God!

A Venture Into Theodicy

 Theodicy: "the vindication of divine goodness and providence in view of the existence of evil."

Also, in simple terms, it's an argument to discern, assert, justify . . . how there can be evil permitted . . . in a creation where The Creator is love, good, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent--a God Almighty!  How in the heck and why did evil get a foothold and mixed into a Holy, Good, Loving, all-powerful God's Creation?

For me, that has been pretty much the crux of the matter.  As it is for any Truth seeker and curious mind. . . .

Many of "the great" thinkers and theologians, mystics, prodigies, and "salt-of-the earth" observers . . . over the centuries have wrestled with and struggled to justify God's purpose in this glaring existential crisis of sorts--how can there be such evil and suffering in a world created by a good, holy, omnipotent God?

It was one of my earliest questions.  I wrote a song about it, age 7, walking home from a friend's house after school--I came across a flat, weathered football sitting on the sidewalk.  I loved football--was already playing it and knew all the teams and players of the time!

Anyway, I was sad to see this fine football flat and forlorn on the grass, along the sidewalk.

I thought, "what happened to that?  Who's fault was it?" 

"Somebody or something made, or let that happen."

I thought, hmm, so ... whoever left the football out in the yard is to blame.  WAIT! No . . . if there wasn't a football in the first place . . . hmm . . . sooo . . . well, who bought the football . . . then, I thought . . . wait ... who made the football?  Then . . . I thought . . . well . . . a company made the football--IT'S THEIR FAULT! ... but then I kept tracing the lineage of the thing. . . . Sooo . . . people want footballs, maybe it's THEIR fault.  Then I started thinking about the materials that go into making a football . . . lol . . . and then I realized you would have to "blame" about a thousand people tangentially involved . . . for that flat, ruined football.

Eventually, I took the logical, non-stop searching for THE SOURCE OF ALL analysis all the way, to where, I realized it . . . "It's God's Fault".

As I continued walking back home I wrote a song about it.  Probably my first proper song.  I believe it is when I first (although I didn't know it at the time) became so-called "reformed".  Meaning, I traced back the reality in front of me all the way back to--to it has to be God Who is ultimately to answer for. 

He is sovereign.  HE has a purpose regarding all that is "fallen".  Since HE is Good . . . it MUST BE that!  So, for HIS purpose . . . and since He is perfect, just, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, love, just . . . IT HAS TO BE THAT IT IS (ultimately) GOOD, RIGHT, JUST, IN HIS HOLY PURPOSE that there is the existence of evil within the divine providence and goodness of THE CREATOR. 

 

 

A Fun Entertaining Inspirational Movie

 In the world but not of it.

For those who ever yet are interested in God above the daily machinations of the world, I'm working on a piece about Theodicy.  I believe it involves the question that a vast majority of all who have ever lived here have thought about at some point in their life.  A good fair bundle of seekers have delved into it almost obsessively (which I think is a good thing, because "seek and ye shall find.")

God cares that WE care and yearn and search to understand and know Him more.  And more.  And MORE!  Eternally. . . .

Anyway, I'll be posting that soon, for any who should care.

Meanwhile, re the world and current developments. . . . 

Yes, I along with many are relieved about and cheering on the "draining of the swamp" so-to-speak.

It is a very needed superficial relief.  The pendulum swings.  The architects know when the pressure has gotten to a point that it needs to be released and swung the other way.

In the end, I believe it is a calculated matter (not necessarily consciously done by the ones who find themselves effecting it--for, never forget, we wrestle NOT with flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers and the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places)--such that it will inevitably end up in a tightened up technocracy utilizing "AI" and full-scale surveillance . . . "peace and security".

For now, it is like watching a fun, entertaining, inspirational movie--a movie that makes you feel good and hits all the right tones.

But it is just a movie.

Then you leave the theater and find yourself back in the real world.

God Said

 God said, "stop looking to yourself--look to Me."

Before Honor Is Humility

 A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger. 

The tongue of the wise commends knowledge, but the mouths of fools pour out folly. 

The eyes of the LORD are in every place, keeping watch on the evil and the good. A gentle tongue is a tree of life, but perverseness in it breaks the spirit. 

A fool despises his father’s instruction, but whoever heeds reproof is prudent. In the house of the righteous there is much treasure, but trouble befalls the income of the wicked. 

The lips of the wise spread knowledge; not so the hearts of fools. The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the LORD, but the prayer of the upright is acceptable to him. The way of the wicked is an abomination to the LORD, but he loves him who pursues righteousness. 

There is severe discipline for him who forsakes the way; whoever hates reproof will die. 

Sheol and Abaddon lie open before the LORD; how much more the hearts of the children of man! 

A scoffer does not like to be reproved; he will not go to the wise. 

A glad heart makes a cheerful face, but by sorrow of heart the spirit is crushed. The heart of him who has understanding seeks knowledge, but the mouths of fools feed on folly. 

All the days of the afflicted are evil, but the cheerful of heart has a continual feast.

Better is a little with the fear of the LORD than great treasure and trouble with it.

 Better is a dinner of herbs where love is than a fattened ox and hatred with it. 

A hot-tempered man stirs up strife, but he who is slow to anger quiets contention.

. . . . He that refuses instruction despises his own soul: but he that hears reproof gets understanding.  

The fear of The Lord is instruction of widsom; and before honor is humility.

--prov. 15

Wet Blanket Boy and Hope In God

 Well, and it's just my musings (re last post). . . .  But if angels are able to "absorb" "imprint" communications and personalities from the other side, then that would also explain why people mistake getting messages from "the other side" from the dead, via Ouija boards, seances, channeling etc., which Christian's generally assume are actually just demons faking it . . . because demons, are "fallen angels" and thus, might still have some of that innate ability to get "imprints" and reproduce . . . "the dead."  Just thinking out loud.

Meanwhile. . . . Everything sounds too good to be true.  I've usually found that is the case.  Hope I'm wrong.  I would love some good news on the temporal front (I already have it on the Spiritual front--The Good News) . . . . . My searching mind and suppositions, is wondering if we are seeing the groundwork for a world government, albeit, with some guard rails and addressing of inefficacies.  But ending in the same general plan.  Digital control, global ID, ubiquitous surveillance, but with some relief getting rid of "riff-raff" so that that coast into it will be less onerous....

Wet-blanket boy here, just keeping it real.  Hoping always for the best!

AND, above all, only have HOPE in GOD.

Time Travel, Reincarnation & Talking To The Dead

 Like I wrote a moment or two ago . . . things are "fluxy".  

Top of the chart is JESUS!  I'm all in.  We've been talking.

Well, and I don't ever want to come off presumptuous, or flippant, or overly casual regarding the Holy, Sacred, Real, bottom-line purpose and meaning of life, and when He deigns to communicate.  

I am flat on face, stunned, ever broken, humbled, desperate, in love, at mercy, amazed, grateful beyond this flurry of words to even dare attempt describe or ascribe anything of this reality/relationship with GOD ALMIGHTY.  

BUT--I do dare say, He "gives quarter" regarding how fallen, knucklehead, mortal WE ARE; (for HE went through it Himself, to the ENTH degree!!!!!!! Fully man, fully God!)  And sometimes He shows a little slip;)!

And then, I find I must speak of the devil's wiles. . . . .  . .

Well . . . and then speak of the strait and narrow Way . . . there is the wide gate; and there is the narrow gate. 

The devil is super-duper subtle and wily.  And he is always skirting close to the Truth, such that, were they not elect, even such would be deceived.

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Now, I'm going to take a hard turn (not really, but kind of, because it's actually related to strait and narrow gates re understanding how supernatural, spiritual/mortal communications work.)

And time is short, so I'll just cut to the chase and relate the previous and currently yet confirmed findings.

People wonder and are intrigued with the idea of reincarnation; because, it seems many, if not most of us seem to particularly relate to various eras and experiences in history.  For instance, my mom was pretty much convinced that she lived in an early 20s Gatsby like era.  She "remembered" things about it--was drawn to it and could uncannily display it through talent, inclinations, fashion, cultural appurtenances of the time.  She also had an Egypt/Cleopatra era comprehension that didn't make sense unless she had once lived through it.

My wife . . . relates to and shows talents and abilities that (seemingly) could only come from actually once had lived a life in the 1920's 30's early 40's of America--the songs, the fashion, the culture etc.  And also renaissance times.  She's got that one too.

Myself, when I was Hindu and believed in reincarnation, I was fairly well convinced I had done time in ancient Greece/Rome . . . middle ages knight times, Shogun samurai era Japan, some Kung Fu monasteries in China, ashrams in India--an ascetic monk, cowboy and Indian times (me being an American Indian, and world war 2.  If I believed in reincarnation, (which I once did) I'd be certain, and could almost prove it, that I had experienced all those times.

What are these "memories"?  Besides reading a few books, why can I almost instantly "be there" and "remember" exactly what it was like in each situation?  I mean, down to very specific details and general memories of what it was like.  It's like time travel.  I can be there.

When I became a dedicated, fully Christian, born again Bible believing follower of The Way, Jesus . . . I had to sort that out.  

So I went into prayer and thought/meditated on the phenomenon.  I look forward to expounding on all of this, hopefully in a podcast or something similar. . . . 

But for now, I'll relate this:  what I believe I was told/shown . . . is actually fairly simply.  

The Holy Spirit (God) is omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent.  The Holy Spirit particularly is through all and relates spiritually to the mortal.  He is access to the mind and Spirit of God.  The Holy Spirit (God) has been everywhere, is through all, seen all, authored all, and "time" is not an issue.  SO, when you have the Holy Spirit, you have access to the mind of God, as a child of God, made in His image.  So you basically have a sort of Spiritually based "time machine" that can access all that has gone on in any given era of this age, (let alone, of course, being shown Truth in all things, primarily, SPIRITUAL TRUTH/GOD.)

\NOW, combine that with-- remember, He is in all, through all, author of all--CELLULAR, dna, physical body memory. Just like how we inherit certain talents, inclinations, diseases, proclivities, looks etc., from our familial, dna/cellular lineage, THAT is also within us.

If you combine being connected to the all-present, timeless Spirit of God (Who has seen, been present during all the different eras/cultures/races of this mortal worldly history and time, including animal, fauna experiences) WITH . . . one's personal dna/cellular memory from your ancestors . . . well then, you find yourself being able to "time travel" to experience a semblance of that--of what has gone before, and what is now, throughout the creation/creatures.

The occultists (and demonic realm characters) know these things and try to and do use it to their (albeit temporary) advantage . . . and have come up with ( over time ) useful philosophies and theories like "reincarnation" in order to throw you off the Truth of the matter.

[BTW, this also relates to how Prophets can See things in the future and can divine the past, encapsulate the present--via The Holy Spirit, Who is ubiquitous.]

Somewhat related to this, but a different topic . . . is the experience of "hearing from" or "communicating" with the dead, especially passed loved ones.  For instance, you have a dream or strong experience awake--a profound feeling of a presence of a passed, communication from ie., a loved one.  I've had it, my wife has, and I know many others have as well.... 

[Remember, angels are messengers.  They can travel "Jacob's Ladder", going to and fro between the Heavenlies and this "mortal coil".]

Imagine a passed loved one, who is in Heaven (sometimes, as like Lazarus, from Hell) who has fond caring and prayerful concern for the loved one(s) yet on temporal "earth". . . .  Prayers and supplication and passion and loving care prompts the mortal to recall and miss the dead loved one, hope they are okay, would love to "hear" that they are. . . .

Those earnest prayers are heard and picked up by the angelic councils.  The request/prayer gets kicked up to The Big Man, God.  It gets approved (according to His Sovereign will and design) . . . and, so, the dedicated (guardian?) angel/messenger goes to the subject (of the prayers/thoughts) in Heaven . . . and than "absorbs", "records"--gets angelically imprinted with the personal impetus/message/feeling conveyed.  Angels, I believe, have a capability to harbor, carry and impart a perfect replica of the soul's personality/intent that they are taking the message from . . . and then this is relayed, either through a dream or a powerful feeling of presence TO the intended mortal target, or visa versa.  

Ie., a "deceased" father in Heaven . . . or a grandmother or a friend or whoever is allowed to send a sweet, quick message of comfort from Heaven to the target (ie., son, daughter, cousin, wife, husband, friend) "below" can request that.  And so can the mortal ask and pray for a "message/sentiment" to be conveyed.

This is where people here mistake "hearing from their dead loved ones" directly, when, it's really an angel, conveying "the message".  

This all happens through the medium of prayer and supplication and loving intent, and usually when those attributes of each the subject and intended target  (between the departed and the living )are happening roughly at the same "time".

SO, you are not "communicating with the dead"--and it is a fairly rare instance anyhow--you are hearing from, or sending to, a messenger/angel who is transporting a spiritual, sort of, "digital" (using modern terms) imprint/export of the sentiment/message.

And for sure, other than sheer, sincere, spontaneous LOVE and need for some sort of sign (which may or may not be granted) one is never to make a work of it.  As in, those who deliberately seek to commune with "the dead" . . . will most likely end up communing with demons who also have a semblance type imprint/recording capability of presenting the personality/person.

It is not something that one should seek out.  BUT, within God's grace and mercy, I believe He will allow sometimes for an angel to convey either a message from the mortal or from the deceased.  And I believe there is scripture that can justify this theory. 

There is something to that sense of having lived before, in another life, another time.  But I'm saying it is where ancestral dna/cellular memory, so-to-speak, combined with the all-present knowledge and experience of the Holy Spirit/God combines.  It is NOT reincarnation. 

Indeed, there is something to that sense that one gets a feeling, a "message" from the deceased--a loved one. . . .

It's just not the way that it is popularly proposed through the ages.  The devil and his minions are always mimicking the truth of the thing--an "almost true" explanation . . . and then, if they get you to fall for THEIR version of it . . . next thing you know, you are in a cult or lighting candles and worshipping dead people and demons.

I've spent time and experience wondering and asking and praying about these types of experiences (which I've had) . . . and this is what I believe I was shown regarding the matters.

Just sharing thoughts :)

God Bless YOU!